Mongrelcel
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When I look back at the last 4 or 5 years, everything is so fucking bland, tasteless and boring.
But the memories that I made when I was a child or a teen feel special, its like they are all on a different level, or from a different person, its like emotions are actually are embedded in them.
If I listen to a nostalgic song, it feels so special, I swear nostalgia is one of the few emotions I feel nowdays.
I feel like all the good days are already behnind me, and all that awaits is X years of pointless wageslaving and coping with games and other stupid shit. No relatiosnhips, no meaningful memories to be made, no exciting thing is out there for me
But the memories that I made when I was a child or a teen feel special, its like they are all on a different level, or from a different person, its like emotions are actually are embedded in them.
If I listen to a nostalgic song, it feels so special, I swear nostalgia is one of the few emotions I feel nowdays.
I feel like all the good days are already behnind me, and all that awaits is X years of pointless wageslaving and coping with games and other stupid shit. No relatiosnhips, no meaningful memories to be made, no exciting thing is out there for me