patricknotstar
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When I was in uni I had incel gook roommates , I was incel as well. Yet I was severely depressed and mentally ill and would self harm myself with a belt while these guys were perfectly content being virgins and playing video games. You see despite us having the same lifestyle.
We suffer because we were born with Chad brains , deep down most of us are extroverts who want to go out and meet new ppl and flirt with girls and be free spirited but because of the bones in our face we cannot live this out so we are forced to withdraw from society. We are not introverts we are loners , there is a difference. My gook friends were happy because their lifestyle aligned with their true self, they were low T and genuinely enjoyed being indoors and playing video games and not socializing while I fantasized about going to frats.
We were simply born in the wrong body and so we will never be truly happy, you will jump from cope to cope and at times you might feel some level of defeated acceptance to the predicament your in and since your depressed brain doesn’t know what true happiness and fulfillment is mistake this feeling for finally being happy but it will pass and you will go back to being miserable and eventually die having nothing to look back on except a life full of angst and unfulfilled desires that only ever played out in your head.
We suffer because we were born with Chad brains , deep down most of us are extroverts who want to go out and meet new ppl and flirt with girls and be free spirited but because of the bones in our face we cannot live this out so we are forced to withdraw from society. We are not introverts we are loners , there is a difference. My gook friends were happy because their lifestyle aligned with their true self, they were low T and genuinely enjoyed being indoors and playing video games and not socializing while I fantasized about going to frats.
We were simply born in the wrong body and so we will never be truly happy, you will jump from cope to cope and at times you might feel some level of defeated acceptance to the predicament your in and since your depressed brain doesn’t know what true happiness and fulfillment is mistake this feeling for finally being happy but it will pass and you will go back to being miserable and eventually die having nothing to look back on except a life full of angst and unfulfilled desires that only ever played out in your head.
