Will depression go away with age

[blonde slayer]

One of the last copes I have. I've been depressed my whole life and I am 19 right now and it's getting worse each year.

I have almost everything locked in, i study looksmax gymcell do hobbies maximise sleep limit toxic dopamine etc etc etc. I've really tried everything.

I have reached htn and I have an aesthetic physique and I get interest from girls and can get laid from time to time.

I feel empty, the only emotions I feel are anger and sadness. The hedonistic pleasures last for a few seconds.

I've always felt utter loneliness, with friends, with my ex with my parents.

I've went to a therapist who tried to bluepill me so I stopped going to him.

I've always heard the saying that when ur a teenager ur hormones are unstable and ur bound to be depressed and it will pass and so on. But it sound copeish.

It seems to me the more I grind the less happy I become

 

[MouthBreathingElite]

Probably the opposite brocel

 

[itssoover0457]

no it only gets worse

 

[orbitro]

hop on test

 

[itssoover0457]

i wanna rope so bad im 17 and my life is hell its only getting worse from here but i dont have the balls to do it i wanna go to sleep and not wake up the next day

 

[marlx]

One of the last copes I have. I've been depressed my whole life and I am 19 right now and it's getting worse each year.

I have almost everything locked in, i study looksmax gymcell do hobbies maximise sleep limit toxic dopamine etc etc etc. I've really tried everything.

I have reached htn and I have an aesthetic physique and I get interest from girls and can get laid from time to time.

I feel empty, the only emotions I feel are anger and sadness. The hedonistic pleasures last for a few seconds.

I've always felt utter loneliness, with friends, with my ex with my parents.

I've went to a therapist who tried to bluepill me so I stopped going to him.

I've always heard the saying that when ur a teenager ur hormones are unstable and ur bound to be depressed and it will pass and so on. But it sound copeish.

It seems to me the more I grind the less happy I become

hop on gear and just be happy

 

[itssoover0457]

hop on gear and just be happy

if ur ugly and short gear wont matter save up for surgeries women dont care abt muscle

 

[Sinisterchud]

It will not probably

 

[marlx]

if ur ugly and short gear wont matter save up for surgeries women dont care abt muscle

fuck muscle he needs to feel test for once in his life, most depression is caused by testosterone deprivation

 

[itssoover0457]

fuck muscle he needs to feel test for once in his life, most depression is caused by testosterone deprivation

if ur short and ugly and recessed no amount of testosterone will make u happy ur life will be miserable

 

[marlx]

if ur short and ugly and recessed no amount of testosterone will make u happy ur life will be miserable

he claims htn

 

[xaxanibber]

absolutely not,,, if anything it'll most likely get worse,,,

 

[itssoover0457]

he claims htn

but hypothetically. no amount of healthiness will make u happy if ur ugly

 

[blonde slayer]

fuck muscle he needs to feel test for once in his life, most depression is caused by testosterone deprivation

Isn't gear going to destabilize me even more and cause more depression?

 

[MoggedSubhuman]

I have reached htn and I have an aesthetic physique and I get interest from girls and can get laid from time to time.

stopped reading

kys faggot

 

[blonde slayer]

he claims htn

Yes believe it or not. I've been rated by the forum. Besides what reason do I have to lie. It's even more embarassing when ur gl and depressed because it is expected that you are happy.

 

[blonde slayer]

stopped reading

kys faggot

Brother u think once you have this u will be happy? Hell no, u will feel momentary pleasure and that's it. "Life begins at htn" is cope.

 

[blonde slayer]

absolutely not,,, if anything it'll most likely get worse,,,

What to do. Is gear really the only answer?

 

[xaxanibber]

What to do

suicide

 

[marlx]

Yes believe it or not. I've been rated by the forum. Besides what reason do I have to lie. It's even more embarassing when ur gl and depressed because it is expected that you are happy.

im not saying you are lying it wasnt critics against you, but the point was that you are not depressed because of you looks, i dont know how much youve ascended but at max you maybe reach hhtn cl (i dont know what you look like whatsoever), so htn is maxxed and enough to be happy usually, thus there has to be an other reason, for me it was fucked up hormones all the way through puberty and even after

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

absolutely not,,, if anything it'll most likely get worse,,,

I cant get ur avi out of my head

 

[MoggedSubhuman]

Brother u think once you have this u will be happy? Hell no, u will feel momentary pleasure and that's it. "Life begins at htn" is cope.

It's certainly 6 gorillion times better than being a subhuman. You and I live in completely different worlds.

 

[marlx]

I cant get ur avi out of my head

 

[romanstock]

Yes if you completely isolate yourself so you feel no outside pressure and just live in your own bubble then you can be content.

 

[marlx]

you guys are such niggers you post some bs instead you couldve just started out with DNR

 

[xaxanibber]

It's certainly 6 gorillion times better than being a subhuman. You and I live in completely different worlds.

hes an idiot,,, dont even bother

 

[PharmaPhaggot]

Maybe maybe not, but who cares when its super easy to chemmax away, test+vortioxetine+rasagiline and youll be fixed in no time

 

[Xotus]

What to do. Is gear really the only answer?

read Julius Evola

 

[johnnyjj]

One of the last copes I have. I've been depressed my whole life and I am 19 right now and it's getting worse each year.

I have almost everything locked in, i study looksmax gymcell do hobbies maximise sleep limit toxic dopamine etc etc etc. I've really tried everything.

I have reached htn and I have an aesthetic physique and I get interest from girls and can get laid from time to time.

I feel empty, the only emotions I feel are anger and sadness. The hedonistic pleasures last for a few seconds.

I've always felt utter loneliness, with friends, with my ex with my parents.

I've went to a therapist who tried to bluepill me so I stopped going to him.

I've always heard the saying that when ur a teenager ur hormones are unstable and ur bound to be depressed and it will pass and so on. But it sound copeish.

It seems to me the more I grind the less happy I become

nope. Not treating it will jst make it chronic and worst. Ik you already did but maybe trying therapy again could be helpful.

 

[blonde slayer]

It's certainly 6 gorillion times better than being a subhuman. You and I live in completely different worlds.

You just suffer from different shit.
All throughout school I was always lltn and bullied, I changed 10 schools in my life because each time it got impossible to be in the same class with the same people and I was suicidal since young age. I grew up without a father (who was a drug addict btw) with an abusive narcissistic mother.

I always thought, yea once I go gym, looksmax etc i will get friends, attention from women and THEN i will finally be happy.

On the outside I might look good but my brain chemistry is beyond subhuman. Now I am even more angry and frustrated because I did not get the results I wanted for happiness.

When I was sub5-ltn at least I had hope, i hoped yea once i work on myself and so on it will be fixed, grass was greener on the other side.
Now i am on the other side and shit just became hopeless. Cuz now i cant cope with "you just gotta ascend bro".

There needs to be a separate site for abused dogs where there is a step by step guide how to "ascend" your brain chemistry cuz i for sure wasn't able to do it

 

[One Rep Max]

Yes
As you approach your 60s you lose memory and forget about depression

 

[NVM_Ignacio]

One of the last copes I have. I've been depressed my whole life and I am 19 right now and it's getting worse each year.

I have almost everything locked in, i study looksmax gymcell do hobbies maximise sleep limit toxic dopamine etc etc etc. I've really tried everything.

I have reached htn and I have an aesthetic physique and I get interest from girls and can get laid from time to time.

I feel empty, the only emotions I feel are anger and sadness. The hedonistic pleasures last for a few seconds.

I've always felt utter loneliness, with friends, with my ex with my parents.

I've went to a therapist who tried to bluepill me so I stopped going to him.

I've always heard the saying that when ur a teenager ur hormones are unstable and ur bound to be depressed and it will pass and so on. But it sound copeish.

It seems to me the more I grind the less happy I become

Get your diet and sleep together and U will feel better. How u feel is usually 70% influenced by diet.

Also follow Jesus Christ, he died on the cross for you and hes got bigger plans for you.

If I could recommend a diet it would be 90% animal foods like Raw milk, beef, maybe organs and eggs. After that if you want to add salt, eat some fruits or some honey u will be good.

Aajonus vonderplanitz said most of the depression and anxiety is caused by lack of bacteria in the gut so if you want to take that advice eat some rotten organs or meat

 

[blonde slayer]

Yes
As you approach your 60s you lose memory and forget about depression

Good, might aswell speed that up by adding neurotoxic drugs for temporary happiness like my father

 

[blonde slayer]

hes an idiot,,, dont even bother

Oh yea, why did ER kill all those people? He had mtn base he could've asceeeeended!
Why did vasily stepanov jump out of the window? Wasn't he a TRUE ADAM?

 

[xaxanibber]

Oh yea, why did ER kill all those people? He had mtn base he could've asceeeeended!
Why did vasily stepanov jump out of the window? Wasn't he a TRUE ADAM?

two mentally ill guys isnt some profound statement about looks,,,, youre making a stupid correlation here pal

 

[blonde slayer]

two mentally ill guys isnt some profound statement about looks,,,, youre making a stupid correlation here pal

Yes that's the problem. I am mentally ill and abused. No face for your brain chemistry

 

[blonde slayer]

im not saying you are lying it wasnt critics against you, but the point was that you are not depressed because of you looks, i dont know how much youve ascended but at max you maybe reach hhtn cl (i dont know what you look like whatsoever), so htn is maxxed and enough to be happy usually, thus there has to be an other reason, for me it was fucked up hormones all the way through puberty and even after

And how did u fix ur hormones

 

[marlx]

And how did u fix ur hormones

1g tren 20mg halotestin

 

[OverSince08]

i wanna rope so bad im 17 and my life is hell its only getting worse from here but i dont have the balls to do it i wanna go to sleep and not wake up the next day

Ur life could always be worse. Everyone in my year has their own car while i dont even have a license, no college offers too. Oh yeah and im KHHV.

 

[Leevi]

One of the last copes I have. I've been depressed my whole life and I am 19 right now and it's getting worse each year.

I have almost everything locked in, i study looksmax gymcell do hobbies maximise sleep limit toxic dopamine etc etc etc. I've really tried everything.

I have reached htn and I have an aesthetic physique and I get interest from girls and can get laid from time to time.

I feel empty, the only emotions I feel are anger and sadness. The hedonistic pleasures last for a few seconds.

I've always felt utter loneliness, with friends, with my ex with my parents.

I've went to a therapist who tried to bluepill me so I stopped going to him.

I've always heard the saying that when ur a teenager ur hormones are unstable and ur bound to be depressed and it will pass and so on. But it sound copeish.

It seems to me the more I grind the less happy I become

title it will go away after bimax and hopping on test.

 

[Basin]

One of the last copes I have. I've been depressed my whole life and I am 19 right now and it's getting worse each year.

I have almost everything locked in, i study looksmax gymcell do hobbies maximise sleep limit toxic dopamine etc etc etc. I've really tried everything.

I have reached htn and I have an aesthetic physique and I get interest from girls and can get laid from time to time.

I feel empty, the only emotions I feel are anger and sadness. The hedonistic pleasures last for a few seconds.

I've always felt utter loneliness, with friends, with my ex with my parents.

I've went to a therapist who tried to bluepill me so I stopped going to him.

I've always heard the saying that when ur a teenager ur hormones are unstable and ur bound to be depressed and it will pass and so on. But it sound copeish.

It seems to me the more I grind the less happy I become

Yeah if you get better looking and healthier then depression goes away, every single day im happy and i feel blessed to live

 

[blonde slayer]

Ur life could always be worse. Everyone in my year has their own car while i dont even have a license, no college offers too. Oh yeah and im KHHV.

Hooooly mirin chess elo, I have 2400 online and about 2000 irl. Haven't played in years since this shit kept wrecking my mental health but let's do a blitz chess match. My lichess nick is chessmstr1234

 

[blonde slayer]

1g tren 20mg halotestin

Holy shit that combo sounds like a hormonal wreck but ig if it works for u go for it

 

[blonde slayer]

title it will go away after bimax and hopping on test.

Can't hop on roids too high inhib about long term side effects

 

[Leevi]

Can't hop on roids too high inhib about long term side effects

trt is literally vey safe if you are on low dose if you are worried about hari you can use ru58841 or fin

 

[soulless_npc]

One of the last copes I have. I've been depressed my whole life and I am 19 right now and it's getting worse each year.

I have almost everything locked in, i study looksmax gymcell do hobbies maximise sleep limit toxic dopamine etc etc etc. I've really tried everything.

I have reached htn and I have an aesthetic physique and I get interest from girls and can get laid from time to time.

I feel empty, the only emotions I feel are anger and sadness. The hedonistic pleasures last for a few seconds.

I've always felt utter loneliness, with friends, with my ex with my parents.

I've went to a therapist who tried to bluepill me so I stopped going to him.

I've always heard the saying that when ur a teenager ur hormones are unstable and ur bound to be depressed and it will pass and so on. But it sound copeish.

It seems to me the more I grind the less happy I become

You're just discovering the truth, which is that most pleasures you chase are fleeting and do not lead to true fulfillment, and also that you are more or less always alone as a man. This does not become easier with age, on the contrary. Luckily you are still very young and have plenty of time.

 

[blonde slayer]

trt is literally vey safe if you are on low dose if you are worried about hari you can use ru58841 or fin

it's hard to commit to the fact i will have to use trt for the rest of my life at 19

 

[blonde slayer]

You're just discovering the truth, which is that most pleasures you chase are fleeting and do not lead to true fulfillment, and also that you are more or less always alone as a man. This does not become easier with age, on the contrary. Luckily you are still very young and have plenty of time.

And what do you do once you discover this?

My father stopped using drugs and started moneymaxxing and now is upper middle class in a more or less oofy doofy relationship. He discovered redpill and thinks as if he has discovered water, be always copes with "holding frame".
Somehow he seems fulfilled but idk how he does it. In his position I would be giga depressed.

Am I doomed to become like this inevitably once the pain becomes too much and you give into the copes?

 

[OverSince08]

Hooooly mirin chess elo, I have 2400 online and about 2000 irl. Haven't played in years since this shit kept wrecking my mental health but let's do a blitz chess match. My lichess nick is chessmstr1234

Nice rating. Im 2700 bullet lichess but my blitz if i try to push 2500 but when i play more relaxed its around 2350. I can challenge u on my alt I aint doxxing myself.

 

[soulless_npc]

And what do you do once you discover this?

My father stopped using drugs and started moneymaxxing and now is upper middle class in a more or less oofy doofy relationship. He discovered redpill and thinks as if he has discovered water, be always copes with "holding frame".
Somehow he seems fulfilled but idk how he does it. In his position I would be giga depressed.

Am I doomed to become like this inevitably once the pain becomes too much and you give into the copes?

No, you can determine your own destiny. Most people will cope with moneymaxxing and temporary pleasures once they realize how meaningless and mediocre their existence it actually is, but it's only ever a cope. Your biggest asset is your mind, so invest in it and don't fill it with shit.