Will Vorinostat cure my public shitting phobia?

[EverythingMattersCel]

Currently in shared accommodation. Got to share a toilet with 3 other people. Ngl, struggling a bit to adjust to this kibbutz way of living. The toilet is a tiny cubicle. Every drop, every plop, every sound can be heard. I've always liked the idea of independent shitting. Maybe it's because I'm an introvert, but my heart races whenever I hear the corridor doors open. It's interfering with my shitting pattern, which was previously established for years.

Atm I try to cope by bringing noise-blocking earplugs / ear defenders into the toilet. It's the only way I can do it atm.

Praying vorinostat makes me lose this irrational fear of shitting in a shared/public toilet.

 

[DoctorLooksmax]

sounds like a mentalcel

 

[Deleted member 19174]

Beyond over for you if you're too scared to shit in public bathrooms.

 

[LightSkinNoob]

I’m the same, music and toilet paper to soften the fall.

 

[EverythingMattersCel]

Beyond over for you if you're too scared to shit in public bathrooms.

It's actually quite common

 

[Deleted member 19174]

It's actually quite common

ngl I be grunting and moaning when I'm in the stalls fr.

 

[mightyravendark]

I lived with two girls and used to take extremely disgusting and loud farty shits while they were right behind the door. The smell wafting out after I left would make them gag. Shitmogged.

 

[Kroker]

Shit and fart as loud as you can, assert dominance

 

[Alexanderr]

Perhaps? Try it while taking it.

Having used it, here are my thoughts. It's a peculiar drug, for me personally, the effects were noticed right away but I wasn't entirely sure of them yet. At this point, I had done one introspective session with 50mg.

Days later did I truly notice the stark absence of anxiety during situations where I know my chest would be tightening prior.

Social interactions where I'd be plagued by nerves went rather smoothly once I noticed this. Suddenly, I wasn't overthinking my every social interaction or word muttered.

I could suddenly walk through the big halls of my university filled with agemates with no problem.
Standing in crowded buses inched up to other people on the way to and back from school didn't feel stressful either.

It was freeing, so to speak. Now, I wouldn't say that it turned me low inhib enough for me to walk up to any girl and not think anything of it.

What I am sure of though is that I'd be able to keep my cool somewhat if I did and not be a complete mess during the conversation. What I also noticed is although it reduced the irrational anxiety, it didn't increase my social skills much.

Even if not shy, you need to experience social situations to build up experience (something I still lack) with them and understand their nuances to become better at them.
When you're not shy initiating and staying engaged in social interactions just becomes a lot easier. Concurrently, increasing your skills at them.

I also rarely take the Lyrica (pregabalin) I had bought now. It's an anxiolytic drug that calms the nerves. I simply don't feel the need to take it anymore.

I think you might need several sessions to completely eradicate the irrational fears.

 

[TheMewingBBC]

I see you’re active op, where can I get vorinostat @EverythingMattersCel

 

[TheMewingBBC]

This nigga is active and just won’t respond
Tf

 

[EverythingMattersCel]

I see you’re active op, where can I get vorinostat @EverythingMattersCel

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