without ritalin im nothing

[Abhorrence]

a nobody

 

[Krakowski]

For how long have you been on it?

 

[Abhorrence]

For how long have you been on it?

3 months

 

[Krakowski]

3 months

You should get off if possible

 

[pentamogged9000]

@Ritalincel he loves you

 

[_MVP_]

Ritalin is good

 

[Deleted member 5815]

You should get off if possible

I've been off of it for six months, it's super easy to get off of it no withdrawals, but you will become NOTHING if you have true adhd you need it to function

 

[Abhorrence]

You should get off if possible

yea its hard on the heart + can fuck up brain in long term maybe i should get off but idk

 

[Abhorrence]

I've been off of it for six months, it's super easy to get off of it no withdrawals, but you will become NOTHING if you have true adhd you need it to function

but maybe it will fuck up your innate motivation long term + they say it can lead to pyschosis and stuff

im not sure tho but rit helps short term a lot thats for sure

i will do more research on this

 

[SubSigma]

I just got off ssris and I want to blow my brains out. I have no energy or motivation anymore. Im gonna try to get back in em.

 

[Abhorrence]

I just got off ssris and I want to blow my brains out. I have no energy or motivation anymore. Im gonna try to get back in em.

how did ssris change you after you started taking
is it worth it

 

[SubSigma]

how did ssris change you after you started taking
is it worth it

It made me calm and content with everything. Destroyed my inhibitions. I could talk to anyone with no anxiety and I had the energy to read technical books for 4 hrs a day on top of working out for 2 and working a regular week. Now that I am off them I can barely get out of bed and I have anxiety around people. I just sit around listening to music daydreaming all day. I think it might have changed my neurochemistry cause now alcohol won’t even lower my inhibs.

 

[Deleted member 20399]

You’re a nobody either way

 

[Abhorrence]

It made me calm and content with everything. Destroyed my inhibitions. I could talk to anyone with no anxiety and I had the energy to read technical books for 4 hrs a day on top of working out for 2 and working a regular week. Now that I am off them I can barely get out of bed and I have anxiety around people. I just sit around listening to music daydreaming all day. I think it might have changed my neurochemistry cause now alcohol won’t even lower my inhibs.

yea i need them too
which ssri and what dose do u use

 

[Abhorrence]

You’re a nobody either way

im matter but i dont matter

 

[Abhorrence]

You’re a nobody either way

fuck u insect

 

[SubSigma]

yea i need them too
which ssri and what dose do u use

I used paxil/paroxetine. It has weight gain as a side effect, so u are gonna have to cut more if u are not an ectomorph. Welbirtin is another ssri without weight gain as a side effect.

 

[Abhorrence]

I used paxil/paroxetine. It has weight gain as a side effect, so u are gonna have to cut more if u are not an ectomorph. Welbirtin is another ssri without weight gain as a side effect.

stimulants appetite suppressant effect will cancel out the ssris effect maybe

 

[Danish_Retard]

I've never tried stimulants, over for me.

Going to a psychiatrist for ADHD in a month tho, Ill prob ge them after that.

yea its hard on the heart + can fuck up brain in long term maybe i should get off but idk

Long term it will rewire your brain to that of a neurotypical, neurons that fire together wire together and all that shit, when youre forcing your brain to work like a normal one through stimulants it will eventually become like that, stimulants there initially only supposed to be used from childhood till adulthood, not permanently, because of this.

Stay on it as long as possible.

 

[TsarTsar444]

I've never tried stimulants, over for me.

Going to a psychiatrist for ADHD in a month tho, Ill prob ge them after that.


Long term it will rewire your brain to that of a neurotypical, neurons that fire together wire together and all that shit, when youre forcing your brain to work like a normal one through stimulants it will eventually become like that, stimulants there initially only supposed to be used from childhood till adulthood, not permanently, because of this.

Stay on it as long as possible.

True unless you can't sleep at all from them like me

 

[Abhorrence]

True unless you can't sleep at all from them like me

is my brain fixable if i started taking them at 19

 

[Alexanderr]

Ritalin sucks compared to dextroamphetamine

 

[TsarTsar444]

Ritalin sucks compared to dextroamphetamine

Ritalin is a toxic waste product from the soviet bunkers of Chernobyl compared to Dextroamphetamine

 

[Alexanderr]

Ritalin is a toxic waste product from the soviet bunkers of Chernobyl compared to Dextroamphetamine

My dextro source is gone and I'm near the brink of suicide

 

[Abhorrence]

My dextro source is gone and I'm near the brink of suicide

i have no way of getting it so im stuck with methylphenidate

 

[TsarTsar444]

My dextro source is gone and I'm near the brink of suicide

Understandable. Once you try dextroamphetamine and do some activity while on it (studying, gaming, hobbies, cleaning) for a longer time period, you unlock pandoras box and nothing will ever be the same again, and it isn't even a bad thing, even a tiny amount of amphetamines is enough to make you able to do something far longer then 15 minutes

 

[Abhorrence]

Understandable. Once you try dextroamphetamine and do some activity while on it (studying, gaming, hobbies, cleaning) for a longer time period, you unlock pandoras box and nothing will ever be the same again, and it isn't even a bad thing, even a tiny amount of amphetamines is enough to make you able to do something far longer then 15 minutes

i need a way to get this
darkweb?

 

[TsarTsar444]

i have no way of getting it so im stuck with methylphenidate

If it works great for you, then just stick with it, its the safest drug neurochemistry wise, best for timing food, isn't affected by food as well. Ritalin is like giving you a zombie focus without the "schzio awe and drive for power" of amphetamines

 

[TsarTsar444]

i need a way to get this
darkweb?

Sadly you can only find dextro-levo racemix amphetamine on darkweb for a reasonable price. Pure dextro is made by only 2 people who i know one personally online chat but its super expensive.

 

[Abhorrence]

Sadly you can only find dextro-levo racemix amphetamine on darkweb for a reasonable price. Pure dextro is made by only 2 people who i know one personally online chat but its super expensive.

sounds like some limitless NZT type stuff jfl

 

[TsarTsar444]

sounds like some limitless NZT type stuff jfl

Just looked it up, except for hyperzine-A, the rest is sugar pill level. Amphetamine is the gold standard and nothing i mean nothing unlocks the human brain like it does, and i pretty much mean anything you get sucked into somehow. One day i randomly stumbled upon a reddit comment hinting an answer about what i was looking for by just telling a book, one word, "Alexiad", i was like sure lets just quickly download the pdf from zlibrary and find the thing referenced and job done. But nope, the introduction caught my attention from the way it was written and the fact a Roman princess wrote it, so i just started reading the book from the first chapter and from 9am until 3am i ended up reading a whole 500 pages book on Late Byzantine history jfl. So you need to be careful af with it or its either reading the Alexiad or furiously edging all night till sunrise to trannies

 

[Deleted member 5815]

Just looked it up, except for hyperzine-A, the rest is sugar pill level.

 

[Deleted member 20370]

I've been off of it for six months, it's super easy to get off of it no withdrawals, but you will become NOTHING if you have true adhd you need it to function

ive literally been neet for 7 years because i stopped taking that shit, cage

 

[TsarTsar444]

Oh so its a fictional drug obviously based on oral amphetamine, they barely made anything new just overplayed some amphetamine efrects especially the book name part which is connected to the pattern connection effect of amphetamines which is most if the time an illusion.

 

[TsarTsar444]

ive literally been neet for 7 years because i stopped taking that shit, cage

Thing is, i feel fine without them, if i have a social circle and didn't have to work or study, i would never take it again except maybe recreationally. Amphetamines have their cons like potential anti social aspect or the polar opposite if you connect with an invidual

 

[TsarTsar444]

sounds like some limitless NZT type stuff jfl

Oh btw, amphetamines aren't the best for something like comprehensive memorization when reading aka for studying. The best drug i ever tried for that purpose by far is 4-fluoride methylphenidate. Its like the 7psl first cousin version of rotting incel methylphenidate, like how methylphenidate should be ideally. The wierdest aspect of it which non other stim had for me is how you can sit in a single place for 5 hours and read without ever moving your eyes and enjoying every second of the thing while time passes by in an instant.

 

[Abhorrence]

Oh btw, amphetamines aren't the best for something like comprehensive memorization when reading aka for studying. The best drug i ever tried for that purpose by far is 4-fluoride methylphenidate. Its like the 7psl first cousin version of rotting incel methylphenidate, like how methylphenidate should be ideally. The wierdest aspect of it which non other stim had for me is how you can sit in a single place for 5 hours and read without ever moving your eyes and enjoying every second of the thing while time passes by in an instant.

how do you find all these pills

 

[TsarTsar444]

how do you find all these pills

Chinese dark web, its all in Chinese and i have a discord Chinese friend to translate for me. They are made by chinese government chemists in super labs in the West of China where the Uyghur genocide happens. They used alot of captured uyghur successionist terrorists as study subjects on the effects of the drugs they constantly invent there. Alot of novel and beyond crazy stuff got invented there.

 

[TUSSELEIF]

True unless you can't sleep at all from them like me

Fucking brutal, I have intense insomnia from before and I just started ritalin, is it a bad idea to continue?

 

[TsarTsar444]

Fucking brutal, I have intense insomnia from before and I just started ritalin, is it a bad idea to continue?

You had insomnia before Ritalin? And now its worse or what? I didn't understand your sentence

 

[TUSSELEIF]

You had insomnia before Ritalin? And now its worse or what? I didn't understand your sentence

No I’ve had insomnia all my life, but manage to sleep sometimes. Will it get worse?

 

[Alexanderr]

Oh btw, amphetamines aren't the best for something like comprehensive memorization when reading aka for studying. The best drug i ever tried for that purpose by far is 4-fluoride methylphenidate. Its like the 7psl first cousin version of rotting incel methylphenidate, like how methylphenidate should be ideally. The wierdest aspect of it which non other stim had for me is how you can sit in a single place for 5 hours and read without ever moving your eyes and enjoying every second of the thing while time passes by in an instant.

Huh, seems like I can just buy that 4F-methylphenidate at an online store locally. How does it stack up to dextro?

 

[TsarTsar444]

No I’ve had insomnia all my life, but manage to sleep sometimes. Will it get worse?

Whats insomnia like to you? Not being able to sleep after shutting eyes for like half an hour or more? Or do you have delayed sleep cycle where you become sleepy by a hour later everyday? Just to know so i could give you an asnwer

 

[TsarTsar444]

Huh, seems like I can just buy that 4F-methylphenidate at an online store locally. How does it stack up to dextro?

Uh yeah that dutch 4F-MPH has the wrong isomer, making the drug super weak, i tried both and needed 45mg of Dutch one to get same effects as 15mg of Chinese

 

[Alexanderr]

Uh yeah that dutch 4F-MPH has the wrong isomer, making the drug super weak, i tried both and needed 45mg of Dutch one to get same effects as 15mg of Chinese

Brutal, any other interesting alternatives? I think I'll try this 4F-MPH out either way since I have nothing on me atm, at least until I find a dextro source again

 

[TsarTsar444]

Brutal, any other interesting alternatives? I think I'll try this 4F-MPH out either way since I have nothing on me atm, at least until I find a dextro source again

You also have 2-fma tho, which is good quality there. But for dutch standards even 45mg everyday isn't expensive. Tbh just buy it and tell me what it did, it was 2 years ago i bought it, maybe they changed formula now which would be lifefuel cause amphetamine sulfate is a spiral to doom which always ends up with sleeping only every 2nd day and edging to trannies during the period

 

[Alexanderr]

You also have 2-fma tho, which is good quality there. But for dutch standards even 45mg everyday isn't expensive. Tbh just buy it and tell me what it did, it was 2 years ago i bought it, maybe they changed formula now which would be lifefuel cause amphetamine sulfate is a spiral to doom which always ends up with sleeping only every 2nd day and edging to trannies during the period

Yeah, I'll try it out this week, seems cheaper compared to my previous dextro source tbh, who was actually also Dutch which is why his disappearance is so brutal. The orders arrived the very next day and no worries about customs

 

[TsarTsar444]

Yeah, I'll try it out this week, seems cheaper compared to my previous dextro source tbh, who was actually also Dutch which is why his disappearance is so brutal. The orders arrived the very next day and no worries about customs

Caging how you can buy basically meth casually on clean web and arrives with nice package in Macedonia

 

[TUSSELEIF]

Whats insomnia like to you? Not being able to sleep after shutting eyes for like half an hour or more? Or do you have delayed sleep cycle where you become sleepy by a hour later everyday? Just to know so i could give you

Not being able to sleep after many hours, often into morning time, often never. I’ve experienced the only time I’m able to sleep is in the afternoon after exhaustion.

And I’ve always had delayed sleep cycle. I remember when I was 9-10 I would watch Jersey Shore on MTV at like 1-4 pm. Whenever my parents checked on me I would turn off the tv to pretend to be asleep.

 

[Interested]

I've never tried stimulants, over for me.

Going to a psychiatrist for ADHD in a month tho, Ill prob ge them after that.


Long term it will rewire your brain to that of a neurotypical, neurons that fire together wire together and all that shit, when youre forcing your brain to work like a normal one through stimulants it will eventually become like that, stimulants there initially only supposed to be used from childhood till adulthood, not permanently, because of this.

Stay on it as long as possible.

This legit, or just a theory you made up? So you're telling me that if I keep spamming Tramadol to increase my serotonin, eventually the high amount of serotonin will be produced on default even without drugs, correct?