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Growing up in HS I was ugly from 12-16 and was incel and got called ugly all the time
by the males. There were no females luckily in my school.
Only one girl asked me out at 12 but I said no since I thought it was a prank.
So by 17 when I became goodlooking due to looksmaxing my mind was broken as fuck.
Women couldnt understand why I never had a gf or why I was so shy and withdrawn.
A lot assumed I got girls or was a player.
However despite this I had a bunch of women interested in me and asking me to be their bf or to date/hang out.
Also a number of them called me handsome.
Their validation did nothing for me, no amount of times their desire for me or their compliments
could ever fill that void inside of me. I was still mentally destroy, no peace, no happiness, no joy.
It is only when I pursued after the Holy Spirit did happiness and peace ever come to me. Joy and
blessings followed me.
I dont even go to church or follow religion, i seek God for myself
I know most of you are atheists and dont care but true satisfaction will never come from women.
You have to love and value yourself otherwise people in this world will destroy you if you put the key
to your happiness in their hands.
Seek after God, he is the only one who cares for you. In the bible, it says when everyone forsakes me then God will
take me as his own.
Dont seek after shallow pleasures of the earth, they dont last. Most women dont even care about Chad, they
only seeks what benefits them or pleasures them. Only woman who might love you is your mother.
by the males. There were no females luckily in my school.
Only one girl asked me out at 12 but I said no since I thought it was a prank.
So by 17 when I became goodlooking due to looksmaxing my mind was broken as fuck.
Women couldnt understand why I never had a gf or why I was so shy and withdrawn.
A lot assumed I got girls or was a player.
However despite this I had a bunch of women interested in me and asking me to be their bf or to date/hang out.
Also a number of them called me handsome.
Their validation did nothing for me, no amount of times their desire for me or their compliments
could ever fill that void inside of me. I was still mentally destroy, no peace, no happiness, no joy.
It is only when I pursued after the Holy Spirit did happiness and peace ever come to me. Joy and
blessings followed me.
I dont even go to church or follow religion, i seek God for myself
I know most of you are atheists and dont care but true satisfaction will never come from women.
You have to love and value yourself otherwise people in this world will destroy you if you put the key
to your happiness in their hands.
Seek after God, he is the only one who cares for you. In the bible, it says when everyone forsakes me then God will
take me as his own.
Dont seek after shallow pleasures of the earth, they dont last. Most women dont even care about Chad, they
only seeks what benefits them or pleasures them. Only woman who might love you is your mother.