World spat on me, raped me and threw me in the trash

[BigBallsLarry]

Title, ever since i was a kid, each year got considerably worse than the last untill the point of no return

> Be born to peak 5'10 when my father is 6'4

> Compulsive eating disorder during my entire childhood, obese for 16 years

> Diagnosed with ADHD at 10

> Diagnosed with autism at 11

> Shitty grades my entire life, no friends throughout kindergarten - middleschool

> parents divorced at 14

> parents leave me and my sister to live alone at 15

> no guidance, no teaching, no help and growing up on the internet for the most important years of my life

> Manage to get a girlfriend for a few years, she later leaves me for a taller guy

> Manage to get a second girlfriend, also leaves and takes all my friends, now friendless again

> Failed school due to attendance issues (20%) despite having perfect grades

> Live in a copper mine town with 0 job opportunities and no money to move

> Will be forced to leave town and live with my mom in the middle of nowhere with no gyms, no shops and no internet, living on seed oils. (unless i somehow start earning above average wage which isn't possible)

> All while my sister earns hundreds of thousands from having a popular rapper boyfriend and rubbing it in my face

This is what happens when you make a series of life-ruining mistakes in your early years. No guidance = no good choices.

If you're a kid (15-17), you SHOULD lock in your school and SHOULD find a good job asap, otherwise you'll end up like me, take it as an example

Currently contemplating the pros and cons of suicide but i think it might be over boys, i don't see a point in continuing to try anymore.

@TechnoBoss @Randomized @Daddy's Home @Orka // Tilikum @esoterik

 

[fallen442]

yeah but you're from poland so it's chill

 

[exvh]

> All while my sister earns hundreds of thousands from having a popular rapper boyfriend and rubbing it in my face

 

[Yuqwi]

Title, ever since i was a kid, each year got considerably worse than the last untill the point of no return

> Be born to peak 5'10 when my father is 6'4

> Compulsive eating disorder during my entire childhood, obese for 16 years

> Diagnosed with ADHD at 10

> Diagnosed with autism at 11

> Shitty grades my entire life, no friends throughout kindergarten - middleschool

> parents divorced at 14

> parents leave me and my sister to live alone at 15

> no guidance, no teaching, no help and growing up on the internet for the most important years of my life

> Manage to get a girlfriend for a few years, she later leaves me for a taller guy

> Manage to get a second girlfriend, also leaves and takes all my friends, now friendless again

> Failed school due to attendance issues (20%) despite having perfect grades

> Live in a copper mine town with 0 job opportunities and no money to move

> Will be forced to leave town and live with my mom in the middle of nowhere with no gyms, no shops and no internet, living on seed oils. (unless i somehow start earning above average wage which isn't possible)

> All while my sister earns hundreds of thousands from having a popular rapper boyfriend and rubbing it in my face

This is what happens when you make a series of life-ruining mistakes in your early years. No guidance = no good choices.

If you're a kid (15-17), you SHOULD lock in your school and SHOULD find a good job asap, otherwise you'll end up like me, take it as an example

Currently contemplating the pros and cons of suicide but i think it might be over boys, i don't see a point in continuing to try anymore.

@TechnoBoss @Randomized @Daddy's Home @Orka // Tilikum @esoterik

Never give up man

 

[thickbitch]

And then you woke up

 

[Vrilltrum]

Title, ever since i was a kid, each year got considerably worse than the last untill the point of no return

> Be born to peak 5'10 when my father is 6'4

> Compulsive eating disorder during my entire childhood, obese for 16 years

> Diagnosed with ADHD at 10

> Diagnosed with autism at 11

> Shitty grades my entire life, no friends throughout kindergarten - middleschool

> parents divorced at 14

> parents leave me and my sister to live alone at 15

> no guidance, no teaching, no help and growing up on the internet for the most important years of my life

> Manage to get a girlfriend for a few years, she later leaves me for a taller guy

> Manage to get a second girlfriend, also leaves and takes all my friends, now friendless again

> Failed school due to attendance issues (20%) despite having perfect grades

> Live in a copper mine town with 0 job opportunities and no money to move

> Will be forced to leave town and live with my mom in the middle of nowhere with no gyms, no shops and no internet, living on seed oils. (unless i somehow start earning above average wage which isn't possible)

> All while my sister earns hundreds of thousands from having a popular rapper boyfriend and rubbing it in my face

This is what happens when you make a series of life-ruining mistakes in your early years. No guidance = no good choices.

If you're a kid (15-17), you SHOULD lock in your school and SHOULD find a good job asap, otherwise you'll end up like me, take it as an example

Currently contemplating the pros and cons of suicide but i think it might be over boys, i don't see a point in continuing to try anymore.

@TechnoBoss @Randomized @Daddy's Home @Orka // Tilikum @esoterik

Don’t commit bro, if you need anyone to talk to we are all here, also is it really that strict for attendance in Poland?

 

[BigBallsLarry]

foid pill

 

[BigBallsLarry]

@Gengar’s Ghost

 

[exvh]

foid pill

 

[Stalker]

atleast you had a gf sheesh

 

[NorWayItsOver]

Cant geg much worse now, it will only go up from here right? right?

 

[BigBallsLarry]

Don’t commit bro, if you need anyone to talk to we are all here, also is it really that strict for attendance in Poland?

It was a recent change where you need a bare minimum of 50% attendance in high school

 

[Old Büll]

I enjoyed doing that to you Benchoot

 

[Heaver]

Title, ever since i was a kid, each year got considerably worse than the last untill the point of no return

> Be born to peak 5'10 when my father is 6'4

> Compulsive eating disorder during my entire childhood, obese for 16 years

> Diagnosed with ADHD at 10

> Diagnosed with autism at 11

> Shitty grades my entire life, no friends throughout kindergarten - middleschool

> parents divorced at 14

> parents leave me and my sister to live alone at 15

> no guidance, no teaching, no help and growing up on the internet for the most important years of my life

> Manage to get a girlfriend for a few years, she later leaves me for a taller guy

> Manage to get a second girlfriend, also leaves and takes all my friends, now friendless again

> Failed school due to attendance issues (20%) despite having perfect grades

> Live in a copper mine town with 0 job opportunities and no money to move

> Will be forced to leave town and live with my mom in the middle of nowhere with no gyms, no shops and no internet, living on seed oils. (unless i somehow start earning above average wage which isn't possible)

> All while my sister earns hundreds of thousands from having a popular rapper boyfriend and rubbing it in my face

This is what happens when you make a series of life-ruining mistakes in your early years. No guidance = no good choices.

If you're a kid (15-17), you SHOULD lock in your school and SHOULD find a good job asap, otherwise you'll end up like me, take it as an example

Currently contemplating the pros and cons of suicide but i think it might be over boys, i don't see a point in continuing to try anymore.

@TechnoBoss @Randomized @Daddy's Home @Orka // Tilikum @esoterik

Not to be rude but... it sounds like your normal modern life nowadays...

 

[Vrilltrum]

It was a recent change where you need a bare minimum of 50% attendance in high school

Where I am they mainly care about grades, thus with bad attendance you can get away with it by having really good grades but it can impact other things.

That sucks that it’s like that over there.

 

[BigBallsLarry]

Cant geg much worse now, it will only go up from here right? right?

nah man it's ova i will spend my last years basement dwelling in my moms house or i just ctb now

 

[NorWayItsOver]

nah man it's ova i will spend my last years basement dwelling in my moms house or i just ctb now

There is always a way to get money, gamble or something

 

[BigBallsLarry]

atleast you had a gf sheesh

yeah tbh it was a good time while she was there, i still think about my first girlfriend every day and fantasize getting back together even though she was fucked up in the head. I guess that's what first love does to you.

 

[DrRodger]

Currently contemplating the pros and cons of suicide but i think it might be over boys, i don't see a point in continuing to try anymore.

I think all of us aspiring to do it, should just do it like no contemplating

 

[BigBallsLarry]

There is always a way to get money, gamble or something

I will try to get an entry level job but i don't think it'll be enough to sustain my current position so eventually it all falls back to the same issue

 

[ØUROBOROS]

Title, ever since i was a kid, each year got considerably worse than the last untill the point of no return

> Be born to peak 5'10 when my father is 6'4

> Compulsive eating disorder during my entire childhood, obese for 16 years

> Diagnosed with ADHD at 10

> Diagnosed with autism at 11

> Shitty grades my entire life, no friends throughout kindergarten - middleschool

> parents divorced at 14

> parents leave me and my sister to live alone at 15

> no guidance, no teaching, no help and growing up on the internet for the most important years of my life

> Manage to get a girlfriend for a few years, she later leaves me for a taller guy

> Manage to get a second girlfriend, also leaves and takes all my friends, now friendless again

> Failed school due to attendance issues (20%) despite having perfect grades

> Live in a copper mine town with 0 job opportunities and no money to move

> Will be forced to leave town and live with my mom in the middle of nowhere with no gyms, no shops and no internet, living on seed oils. (unless i somehow start earning above average wage which isn't possible)

> All while my sister earns hundreds of thousands from having a popular rapper boyfriend and rubbing it in my face

This is what happens when you make a series of life-ruining mistakes in your early years. No guidance = no good choices.

If you're a kid (15-17), you SHOULD lock in your school and SHOULD find a good job asap, otherwise you'll end up like me, take it as an example

Currently contemplating the pros and cons of suicide but i think it might be over boys, i don't see a point in continuing to try anymore.

@TechnoBoss @Randomized @Daddy's Home @Orka // Tilikum @esoterik

Damn I thought you were a rich tall mogger that has fun and occasionally rots on here. I thought the same about @orka is it true?

 

[Leo]

Title, ever since i was a kid, each year got considerably worse than the last untill the point of no return

> Be born to peak 5'10 when my father is 6'4

> Compulsive eating disorder during my entire childhood, obese for 16 years

> Diagnosed with ADHD at 10

> Diagnosed with autism at 11

> Shitty grades my entire life, no friends throughout kindergarten - middleschool

> parents divorced at 14

> parents leave me and my sister to live alone at 15

> no guidance, no teaching, no help and growing up on the internet for the most important years of my life

> Manage to get a girlfriend for a few years, she later leaves me for a taller guy

> Manage to get a second girlfriend, also leaves and takes all my friends, now friendless again

> Failed school due to attendance issues (20%) despite having perfect grades

> Live in a copper mine town with 0 job opportunities and no money to move

> Will be forced to leave town and live with my mom in the middle of nowhere with no gyms, no shops and no internet, living on seed oils. (unless i somehow start earning above average wage which isn't possible)

> All while my sister earns hundreds of thousands from having a popular rapper boyfriend and rubbing it in my face

This is what happens when you make a series of life-ruining mistakes in your early years. No guidance = no good choices.

If you're a kid (15-17), you SHOULD lock in your school and SHOULD find a good job asap, otherwise you'll end up like me, take it as an example

Currently contemplating the pros and cons of suicide but i think it might be over boys, i don't see a point in continuing to try anymore.

@TechnoBoss @Randomized @Daddy's Home @Orka // Tilikum @esoterik

Why can't sis donate some money? Greedy mf

 

[Viriato_catholic]

Title, ever since i was a kid, each year got considerably worse than the last untill the point of no return

> Be born to peak 5'10 when my father is 6'4

> Compulsive eating disorder during my entire childhood, obese for 16 years

> Diagnosed with ADHD at 10

> Diagnosed with autism at 11

> Shitty grades my entire life, no friends throughout kindergarten - middleschool

> parents divorced at 14

> parents leave me and my sister to live alone at 15

> no guidance, no teaching, no help and growing up on the internet for the most important years of my life

> Manage to get a girlfriend for a few years, she later leaves me for a taller guy

> Manage to get a second girlfriend, also leaves and takes all my friends, now friendless again

> Failed school due to attendance issues (20%) despite having perfect grades

> Live in a copper mine town with 0 job opportunities and no money to move

> Will be forced to leave town and live with my mom in the middle of nowhere with no gyms, no shops and no internet, living on seed oils. (unless i somehow start earning above average wage which isn't possible)

> All while my sister earns hundreds of thousands from having a popular rapper boyfriend and rubbing it in my face

This is what happens when you make a series of life-ruining mistakes in your early years. No guidance = no good choices.

If you're a kid (15-17), you SHOULD lock in your school and SHOULD find a good job asap, otherwise you'll end up like me, take it as an example

Currently contemplating the pros and cons of suicide but i think it might be over boys, i don't see a point in continuing to try anymore.

@TechnoBoss @Randomized @Daddy's Home @Orka // Tilikum @esoterik

just have a crackhead motivation to improve your life

 

[BigBallsLarry]

Damn I thought you were a rich tall mogger that has fun and occasionally rots on here. I thought the same about @orka is it true?

It's true about orka, i am a mogger tbf but not tall and not rich

 

[Viriato_catholic]

Why can't sis donate some money? Greedy mf

she probably dont like him, foid activities

 

[NorWayItsOver]

I will try to get an entry level job but i don't think it'll be enough to sustain my current position so eventually it all falls back to the same issue

How about get the entry level job, work your ass of and try to get a promotion. If not its good to have on your resume, and you can slowly build your way up by switching jobs

 

[BigBallsLarry]

Why can't sis donate some money? Greedy mf

she asks me to split the money when buying toilet paper despite earning 30k a month, while I'm broke. lol.

 

[BigBallsLarry]

How about get the entry level job, work your ass of and try to get a promotion. If not its good to have on your resume, and you can slowly build your way up by switching jobs

Yeah that's my plan, but idk if it'll be feasible in 3 months. That's my deadline.

 

[ØUROBOROS]

It's true about orka, i am a mogger tbf but not tall and not rich

Well at least you got one of them arguably the most important one.

 

[BigBallsLarry]

Well at least you got one of them arguably the most important one.

money is everything in this world, who cares if you look good?

 

[NorWayItsOver]

Yeah that's my plan, but idk if it'll be feasible in 3 months. That's my deadline.

Deadline sounds harsh, you have time bro dont worry.

 

[BigBallsLarry]

Deadline sounds harsh, you have time bro dont worry.

The deadline is for my house being sold and me going to live with my mom (50km away from any town). AKA. I'm fucked

 

[ØUROBOROS]

money is everything in this world, who cares if you look good?

True if you are between mltn and hhtn money matters more.

 

[NorWayItsOver]

The deadline is for my house being sold and me going to live with my mom (50km away from any town). AKA. I'm fucked

Okay, get 2 jobs, preferably something that can be scaled, something where the skill is valued, like a mechanic or something. The time you put = some sort of reward

 

[BigBallsLarry]

Okay, get 2 jobs, preferably something that can be scaled, something where the skill is valued, like a mechanic or something. The time you put = some sort of reward

Yeah I'm thinking about HVAC.

 

[Amuzant]

Title, ever since i was a kid, each year got considerably worse than the last untill the point of no return

> Be born to peak 5'10 when my father is 6'4

> Compulsive eating disorder during my entire childhood, obese for 16 years

> Diagnosed with ADHD at 10

> Diagnosed with autism at 11

> Shitty grades my entire life, no friends throughout kindergarten - middleschool

> parents divorced at 14

> parents leave me and my sister to live alone at 15

> no guidance, no teaching, no help and growing up on the internet for the most important years of my life

> Manage to get a girlfriend for a few years, she later leaves me for a taller guy

> Manage to get a second girlfriend, also leaves and takes all my friends, now friendless again

> Failed school due to attendance issues (20%) despite having perfect grades

> Live in a copper mine town with 0 job opportunities and no money to move

> Will be forced to leave town and live with my mom in the middle of nowhere with no gyms, no shops and no internet, living on seed oils. (unless i somehow start earning above average wage which isn't possible)

> All while my sister earns hundreds of thousands from having a popular rapper boyfriend and rubbing it in my face

This is what happens when you make a series of life-ruining mistakes in your early years. No guidance = no good choices.

If you're a kid (15-17), you SHOULD lock in your school and SHOULD find a good job asap, otherwise you'll end up like me, take it as an example

Currently contemplating the pros and cons of suicide but i think it might be over boys, i don't see a point in continuing to try anymore.

@TechnoBoss @Randomized @Daddy's Home @Orka // Tilikum @esoterik

Title made it sound hot

 

[NorWayItsOver]

Yeah I'm thinking about HVAC.

Very smart, if everything goes ti shambles your still left with a very valuble skill. I know about lots of people in the HVAC industry making over 100k

 

[BigBallsLarry]

Where I am they mainly care about grades, thus with bad attendance you can get away with it by having really good grades but it can impact other things.

That sucks that it’s like that over there.

Yeah it's a change to completely fuck over neurodivergents

 

[Bipolar2Cel]

It was a recent change where you need a bare minimum of 50% attendance in high school

Dw man same shit happened to me in HS, not the end of the world.

Also you sound extremely depressed you probably need some help with that, ADHD + autism brain makes you extremely prone to depression. Maybe try something like bupropion?

Furthermore you had two GFs that beats many guys here on the forum, your life doesn't remotely sound "over". There are older now rich guys that were worse off than you in their 20s for ex.

 

[trvechud]

> Manage to get a girlfriend for a few years, she later leaves me for a taller guy



Currently contemplating the pros and cons of suicide but i think it might be over boys, i don't see a point in continuing to try anymore.

Getting a girlfriend was the beginning of the end. For a foid is a curse
Once I take power I will gladly invite you to incelborea and we shall drink raw milk from curved horns. Do not despair fellow inkwell

 

[BigBallsLarry]

Getting a girlfriend was the beginning of the end. For a foid is a curse

trvth

 

[PhiXi]

Title, ever since i was a kid, each year got considerably worse than the last untill the point of no return

> Be born to peak 5'10 when my father is 6'4

> Compulsive eating disorder during my entire childhood, obese for 16 years

> Diagnosed with ADHD at 10

> Diagnosed with autism at 11

> Shitty grades my entire life, no friends throughout kindergarten - middleschool

> parents divorced at 14

> parents leave me and my sister to live alone at 15

> no guidance, no teaching, no help and growing up on the internet for the most important years of my life

> Manage to get a girlfriend for a few years, she later leaves me for a taller guy

> Manage to get a second girlfriend, also leaves and takes all my friends, now friendless again

> Failed school due to attendance issues (20%) despite having perfect grades

> Live in a copper mine town with 0 job opportunities and no money to move

> Will be forced to leave town and live with my mom in the middle of nowhere with no gyms, no shops and no internet, living on seed oils. (unless i somehow start earning above average wage which isn't possible)

> All while my sister earns hundreds of thousands from having a popular rapper boyfriend and rubbing it in my face

This is what happens when you make a series of life-ruining mistakes in your early years. No guidance = no good choices.

If you're a kid (15-17), you SHOULD lock in your school and SHOULD find a good job asap, otherwise you'll end up like me, take it as an example

Currently contemplating the pros and cons of suicide but i think it might be over boys, i don't see a point in continuing to try anymore.

@TechnoBoss @Randomized @Daddy's Home @Orka // Tilikum @esoterik

Nie poddawaj sie brah

 

[trvechud]

trvth

We must never despair and overcome all odds. We are Faustian, we incels are the future

 

[ragu]

 

[Bully]

Aren't you like half Jewish,you can just move to Israel

 

[BigBallsLarry]

Aren't you like half Jewish,you can just move to Israel

i'm 100% polish

 

[GonorrhoeaGobbler]

I'll try not to dismiss your feelings but even tho you have suffered it's not the worse
JFL at complaining about your dating life when you've had multiple gfs and broken multiple hymens
JFL at complaining about height at 5,10ft
JFL at complaining about friends when you've had them before

try to leach of your sister hopefully growing up alone with her formed enough of a bond,
you have looks so do the same with some random foid

nothing wrong with being a "bum" but fix your diet

 

[1966Ford]

Looksmaxxing and jobmaxxing is all we have

 

[TheSadAlbanian]

GG

 

[Notcel]

Title, ever since i was a kid, each year got considerably worse than the last untill the point of no return

> Be born to peak 5'10 when my father is 6'4

Same man

> Compulsive eating disorder during my entire childhood, obese for 16 years

Im obese currently at 17

> Diagnosed with ADHD at 10

Same

> Diagnosed with autism at 11

Now that I dont have

> Shitty grades my entire life, no friends throughout kindergarten - middleschool

The shitty grades followed me because of abused dog from bullying

> parents divorced at 14

Mine at 12 then on and off, its a shitty cycle especially when you’re blamed for being the reason it cant end

> parents leave me and my sister to live alone at 15

I want to leave my household, luckily I’m gonna be sent off to college

> no guidance, no teaching, no help and growing up on the internet for the most important years of my life

Same brother

> Manage to get a girlfriend for a few years, she later leaves me for a taller guy

Thats fucked up woah

> Manage to get a second girlfriend, also leaves and takes all my friends, now friendless again

Only time im greatful for being an incel

> Failed school due to attendance issues (20%) despite having perfect grades

I was taken out of public schooling, im now homeschooled

> Live in a copper mine town with 0 job opportunities and no money to move

Learn a trade, make just enough to put yourself through schooling then get a better job, trust me bud
Or come to the u.s. and go to a community college to get a degree then go back to you’re home country

> Will be forced to leave town and live with my mom in the middle of nowhere with no gyms, no shops and no internet, living on seed oils. (unless i somehow start earning above average wage which isn't possible)

Thats fucked wtf

> All while my sister earns hundreds of thousands from having a popular rapper boyfriend and rubbing it in my face

Even more fucked, you have to leave man

This is what happens when you make a series of life-ruining mistakes in your early years. No guidance = no good choices.

If you're a kid (15-17), you SHOULD lock in your school and SHOULD find a good job asap, otherwise you'll end up like me, take it as an example

Im working just to make enough to finance my music career

Currently contemplating the pros and cons of suicide but i think it might be over boys, i don't see a point in continuing to try anymore.

Dont dude, try new experiences out man

@TechnoBoss @Randomized @Daddy's Home @Orka // Tilikum @esoterik