World spat on me, raped me and threw me in the trash

[m1zzeronok]

Title, ever since i was a kid, each year got considerably worse than the last untill the point of no return

> Be born to peak 5'10 when my father is 6'4

> Compulsive eating disorder during my entire childhood, obese for 16 years

> Diagnosed with ADHD at 10

> Diagnosed with autism at 11

> Shitty grades my entire life, no friends throughout kindergarten - middleschool

> parents divorced at 14

> parents leave me and my sister to live alone at 15

> no guidance, no teaching, no help and growing up on the internet for the most important years of my life

> Manage to get a girlfriend for a few years, she later leaves me for a taller guy

> Manage to get a second girlfriend, also leaves and takes all my friends, now friendless again

> Failed school due to attendance issues (20%) despite having perfect grades

> Live in a copper mine town with 0 job opportunities and no money to move

> Will be forced to leave town and live with my mom in the middle of nowhere with no gyms, no shops and no internet, living on seed oils. (unless i somehow start earning above average wage which isn't possible)

> All while my sister earns hundreds of thousands from having a popular rapper boyfriend and rubbing it in my face

This is what happens when you make a series of life-ruining mistakes in your early years. No guidance = no good choices.

If you're a kid (15-17), you SHOULD lock in your school and SHOULD find a good job asap, otherwise you'll end up like me, take it as an example

Currently contemplating the pros and cons of suicide but i think it might be over boys, i don't see a point in continuing to try anymore.

@TechnoBoss @Randomized @Daddy's Home @Orka // Tilikum @esoterik

at least ure a bigballslarry

 

[Bully]

i'm 100% polish

I thought you were Jewish because of your post history and somebody mentioned that

 

[TechnoBoss]

You can always look at the sad parts of life and be sad but if you try to look at the good in your life, maybe you will begin to think that maybe it’s not all bad.