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Told my boss I was going to quit and instead of saying ok fine whatever he started asking questions and when I said that I didn't like the job and that I want to do something else he started pressuring me and trying to convince me to stay. Not only that but he told all of my colleagues and they seemed really sad and tried to convince me to stay.
So now not only do I have to feel like a piece of shit for leaving people that clearly care about me like that, I have to reflect and remind myself once again how much of a failure I am for choosing a job that I would have to leave, how my relationships with people generally don't last, how girls don't like me and how weird and aspie I am. I came home and ate a bunch of junk food to calm down and it helped a little bit, but I still have to work 2 more days and tolerate more of that sad crap that I just wanted to get over with.
So now not only do I have to feel like a piece of shit for leaving people that clearly care about me like that, I have to reflect and remind myself once again how much of a failure I am for choosing a job that I would have to leave, how my relationships with people generally don't last, how girls don't like me and how weird and aspie I am. I came home and ate a bunch of junk food to calm down and it helped a little bit, but I still have to work 2 more days and tolerate more of that sad crap that I just wanted to get over with.