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Kraken
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I feel betrayed in general through situations that have happens + the terrible genetics both sides of my family have given me.
All my cousins are extremely bad vibes to me, uncles aunties I feel they despise me at family gatherings.
So now I literally see 0 family for the last 2-3 years. Don't see my dad. Only live with my mom cos ive got nowhere else to go
Actually I moved out by mself for like a year living in hostels but i got sick of dealing with crackheads and rats in my room so i came back home. I barely mutter a word to my mom other than 'whats for dinner'
Obviously I do have biolgical family. But basically I don't have a family.
So I want to build my own family in the future. (also im surrogatemothermaxxing for perfect genetics) + moving to different country and leaving everyone behind as soon as I can afford to do so
Would it be weird to change my last name to something else I come up with or something I relate to.
And start my new family under that last name? I don't want my last name to be the same as the family I hate. It makes me feel like im still attached to them. And me reproducing and marrying and making a family is building the family that I hate. I want my own.
So would this be weird?
All my cousins are extremely bad vibes to me, uncles aunties I feel they despise me at family gatherings.
So now I literally see 0 family for the last 2-3 years. Don't see my dad. Only live with my mom cos ive got nowhere else to go
Actually I moved out by mself for like a year living in hostels but i got sick of dealing with crackheads and rats in my room so i came back home. I barely mutter a word to my mom other than 'whats for dinner'
Obviously I do have biolgical family. But basically I don't have a family.
So I want to build my own family in the future. (also im surrogatemothermaxxing for perfect genetics) + moving to different country and leaving everyone behind as soon as I can afford to do so
Would it be weird to change my last name to something else I come up with or something I relate to.
And start my new family under that last name? I don't want my last name to be the same as the family I hate. It makes me feel like im still attached to them. And me reproducing and marrying and making a family is building the family that I hate. I want my own.
So would this be weird?