I have also received similar treatments, except for them telling me that they find me weird. That's brutal man. I JUST ROT and still trying to figure out how to fix my situation.
Maybe you’re just genuinely weird then? You seem weird.
No shit. Water is wet. It's as if i wasn't weird i wouldn't be here posting in the first place.
I would go ER (feds it's a joke) if i had the chance.
Dude how does that not make sense or are you just hating for no reason?
Ngl rotting seems like a worse move. Like at least a person who throws his life away and does something, even if its risky or some shit. Still they lived their full life.
Yeah some people's fate is to be pretty much lonely all their lives
try to get adderall asap it will help all your problems ong
Is it legal? Do i need perscription?
Generally being autistic and non nt
Its perscription u will feel like the main character u will be social af
Thanks nietzsche, your starting to talk like him too.
Imma get it somehow lol, if they won't give it to me im bout to get it elsewhere
Do everything to get it your life will change trust
I do go outside from time to time but it’s useless to try to out myself out there everyday when I’m a subhuman and know that it’s pretty much over for me.
It's ovER
Surgeries or rope
Turkey has cheap surgeries i heard, they seem to be really good too so idk
Yeah. I plan on doing LL and rhino at Turkey. Btw what’s your plan ?
I don't need surgery cuz i got no massive failos.
i had the same kind of treatment by ppl when i was a teen, them i looksmaxed a lot and started being more quiet, more direct, and having an easy laugh. ppl them started liking me a bit more, but still i wasnt included in shit, and i had to pursue ppl to get invited etc. them i went to college and assumed a new personality while kept looksmaxing more. my new personality is about not giving a single fuck and speaking what i want whenever i want, be it weird or not, i have an extremely easy laugh and i also make jokes when i want to, in a self amusement way. i befriend the top guys, stroke their egos and them pull back a bit, i manipulate ALL the low status ones by giving them attention and befriending them, after that they always give me social proof by being friendly to me in front of others. its like a a snowball, when u start having good feedback it only amplifies, now im one of the most liked guys in my uni, im actually popular coming from a place exactly like yours. also work on ur stuttering, be confident, make strong eye contact, dont care if u look like a psycho, dont worry about drawing attention, just dont give a fuck, be weird and laugh about it, self amuse all the time and be happy man. if u have a good positive vibe ppl are drawn to u
If you want to be normal you have to conform to social norms.
You don’t need to to drugs and going to the gym and reading are good hobbies.
You should learn to mirror what others would do in that situation. When somebody asks if something they did or got is good you’re supposed to always say yes to not make them feel bad.
You need to fix that. No one will take your seriously if you can’t talk properly. This is probably your biggest issue.
Like I said you need to be able to speak normally if you want people to communicate normally with you.
People are assholes. I’ve had to go through speech therapy, I know how it feels.
Those people aren’t your actual freinds. Keep them around if you want, but they’re not gonna do you any good.
If you can fix this I promise making freinds would be a 100 times easier. This should be your main focus.
I don’t think your hobbies matter much at all tbh. It’s how you look, your voice, and being NT that really matter when it comes to how others see you.
Damn thanks for the advice bro, it's judt the speaking thing that fucks me up the most
Also thanks you too bro
what could i potentially do to talk better? is there anything
Speech therapy they have professionals for that. It’s just practicing proper speech patterns which you can be taught.
not reading looks r everything even this non talking autistic chadlite on tiktok gets compliments daily calling him handsome they'll totally take his bwc if he was ntThis is my first post here.
So basically, the question is "would people reject you for reasons outside your looks"?
What i mean is people actually ingoring you and literally acting as if you don't exist. Why does that happen?
As for my experience, i am a 5'9 balkancel (death sentence in the balkans i guess). And basically i had zero fucking friends till i turned 18.
Now i have 2 friends who are non-nt themselves, and that's after i "looksamxxed" and hit the gym for 3 years.
It's not even about dating anymore legit like i don't give a fuck about women. My problem is that everyone, man and women ignores me as if i don't fucking exist.
Even the two friends i have are only friends with me because they can't do better, and they throw me under the bus every single time for some social status.
Like they don't even give a fuck about me, i am only there to be used as a laughing stock to them.
The only "reason" we are friends is because of being in the same college. I 100% guarantee that the same fucking day i graduate, i will never see them again.
Hell neither of them even fucking call me to hang out, i am always the one doing the calling and stuff. I have to pressure them to hang out with me.
But at least they aren't better looking then me and can't pull so i wouldn't be in a situation where i would get cucked or something.
So in truth, i did the whole redpill hamza cope "just be confident bro", i fucking read 3 books on how to socalize, i read "How to win friends and influence people" 2 fucking times!
But still not a single soul gives a single fuck about me. Not even my family. Shit like, compare that to my bro (who looks 80% like me, except he is shorter), dude gets 50+ comments from friends and foids on a single insta post.
Meanwhile i only got 1 comment, that being my brother (brutal ropefuel).
Everytime i talk to someone, 5 mins in they tune out and sometimes they even walk away.
I been going on to the gym for 3 years now, i tried to be more social so fucking hard. I fake my entire personality to act confident and everything. It literally makes zero difference.
To me it seems like people reject me as their friend and in general, just because i am me. Just because i am this way.
I try so fucking hard to be a normie and interact with people, and become friends. But everyone fucking hates my guts, for no reason at all.
I am a firm beliver of trying your best, but shit even my best effort is going down the fucking mud.
Even after looksmaxxing and everything, people still ignore me so hard. It's really painful.
People are throwing these words around like "non-NT" or "high-inhib". I wonder if that's really the case why people would ignore me.
I have hypothyrodism, and was diagnosed with Bipolar (which tbh could be a misdiagnosis for all i know, retarded doctors put me on pills so they earn more money from their sessions).
I literally have no idea what could be the case because people fucking virtue singal all the fucking time, and never tell you WHY things are happening to you.
Is it cuz im ugly? No one ever told me up front that i was ugly. But people did tell me i am "mentally ill" or "retarded" at least i appear that way to others.
Like shit got so bad i read a fucking book on "How to socialize for autistic people"
I thought i was legit autistic, i am not but due to how everyone called me mentally ill i started believing i am actually autistic or some shit.
So yeah in conclusion, is this happening purely cuz of looks? I rate myself a 5.5/10 at best (after looksmaxxing with all out effort). Is it just me being fucking autistic and non-NT? Is it ovER?
Am i just retarded? I tried my all out effort to approach people and everything, and somehow still being treated like i never existed in this plane of existence at all.
This shit is beyond subhuman, your treated like a non-existent being, like you are not a breathing conscious being in the first place.
That's all!
TLDR
Basically being treated beyond subhuman levels, being treated like you don't exist at all. Is this a looks problem or a retardation problem? Is it fucking ovER?
agreed, can i even do anything or is it OVER
Well whenever someone tried to verbally insult me during school days, I'd retaliate harder verbally and if that doesn't work then I'd physically retaliate and win, that worked for me.
Looks problem - height problemThis is my first post here.
So basically, the question is "would people reject you for reasons outside your looks"?
What i mean is people actually ingoring you and literally acting as if you don't exist. Why does that happen?
As for my experience, i am a 5'9 balkancel (death sentence in the balkans i guess). And basically i had zero fucking friends till i turned 18.
Now i have 2 friends who are non-nt themselves, and that's after i "looksamxxed" and hit the gym for 3 years.
It's not even about dating anymore legit like i don't give a fuck about women. My problem is that everyone, man and women ignores me as if i don't fucking exist.
Even the two friends i have are only friends with me because they can't do better, and they throw me under the bus every single time for some social status.
Like they don't even give a fuck about me, i am only there to be used as a laughing stock to them.
The only "reason" we are friends is because of being in the same college. I 100% guarantee that the same fucking day i graduate, i will never see them again.
Hell neither of them even fucking call me to hang out, i am always the one doing the calling and stuff. I have to pressure them to hang out with me.
But at least they aren't better looking then me and can't pull so i wouldn't be in a situation where i would get cucked or something.
So in truth, i did the whole redpill hamza cope "just be confident bro", i fucking read 3 books on how to socalize, i read "How to win friends and influence people" 2 fucking times!
But still not a single soul gives a single fuck about me. Not even my family. Shit like, compare that to my bro (who looks 80% like me, except he is shorter), dude gets 50+ comments from friends and foids on a single insta post.
Meanwhile i only got 1 comment, that being my brother (brutal ropefuel).
Everytime i talk to someone, 5 mins in they tune out and sometimes they even walk away.
I been going on to the gym for 3 years now, i tried to be more social so fucking hard. I fake my entire personality to act confident and everything. It literally makes zero difference.
To me it seems like people reject me as their friend and in general, just because i am me. Just because i am this way.
I try so fucking hard to be a normie and interact with people, and become friends. But everyone fucking hates my guts, for no reason at all.
I am a firm beliver of trying your best, but shit even my best effort is going down the fucking mud.
Even after looksmaxxing and everything, people still ignore me so hard. It's really painful.
People are throwing these words around like "non-NT" or "high-inhib". I wonder if that's really the case why people would ignore me.
I have hypothyrodism, and was diagnosed with Bipolar (which tbh could be a misdiagnosis for all i know, retarded doctors put me on pills so they earn more money from their sessions).
I literally have no idea what could be the case because people fucking virtue singal all the fucking time, and never tell you WHY things are happening to you.
Is it cuz im ugly? No one ever told me up front that i was ugly. But people did tell me i am "mentally ill" or "retarded" at least i appear that way to others.
Like shit got so bad i read a fucking book on "How to socialize for autistic people"
I thought i was legit autistic, i am not but due to how everyone called me mentally ill i started believing i am actually autistic or some shit.
So yeah in conclusion, is this happening purely cuz of looks? I rate myself a 5.5/10 at best (after looksmaxxing with all out effort). Is it just me being fucking autistic and non-NT? Is it ovER?
Am i just retarded? I tried my all out effort to approach people and everything, and somehow still being treated like i never existed in this plane of existence at all.
This shit is beyond subhuman, your treated like a non-existent being, like you are not a breathing conscious being in the first place.
That's all!
TLDR
Basically being treated beyond subhuman levels, being treated like you don't exist at all. Is this a looks problem or a retardation problem? Is it fucking ovER?
If you're sub-chad autistic, you'll get ignored.This is my first post here.
So basically, the question is "would people reject you for reasons outside your looks"?
What i mean is people actually ingoring you and literally acting as if you don't exist. Why does that happen?
As for my experience, i am a 5'9 balkancel (death sentence in the balkans i guess). And basically i had zero fucking friends till i turned 18.
Now i have 2 friends who are non-nt themselves, and that's after i "looksamxxed" and hit the gym for 3 years.
It's not even about dating anymore legit like i don't give a fuck about women. My problem is that everyone, man and women ignores me as if i don't fucking exist.
Even the two friends i have are only friends with me because they can't do better, and they throw me under the bus every single time for some social status.
Like they don't even give a fuck about me, i am only there to be used as a laughing stock to them.
The only "reason" we are friends is because of being in the same college. I 100% guarantee that the same fucking day i graduate, i will never see them again.
Hell neither of them even fucking call me to hang out, i am always the one doing the calling and stuff. I have to pressure them to hang out with me.
But at least they aren't better looking then me and can't pull so i wouldn't be in a situation where i would get cucked or something.
So in truth, i did the whole redpill hamza cope "just be confident bro", i fucking read 3 books on how to socalize, i read "How to win friends and influence people" 2 fucking times!
But still not a single soul gives a single fuck about me. Not even my family. Shit like, compare that to my bro (who looks 80% like me, except he is shorter), dude gets 50+ comments from friends and foids on a single insta post.
Meanwhile i only got 1 comment, that being my brother (brutal ropefuel).
Everytime i talk to someone, 5 mins in they tune out and sometimes they even walk away.
I been going on to the gym for 3 years now, i tried to be more social so fucking hard. I fake my entire personality to act confident and everything. It literally makes zero difference.
To me it seems like people reject me as their friend and in general, just because i am me. Just because i am this way.
I try so fucking hard to be a normie and interact with people, and become friends. But everyone fucking hates my guts, for no reason at all.
I am a firm beliver of trying your best, but shit even my best effort is going down the fucking mud.
Even after looksmaxxing and everything, people still ignore me so hard. It's really painful.
People are throwing these words around like "non-NT" or "high-inhib". I wonder if that's really the case why people would ignore me.
I have hypothyrodism, and was diagnosed with Bipolar (which tbh could be a misdiagnosis for all i know, retarded doctors put me on pills so they earn more money from their sessions).
I literally have no idea what could be the case because people fucking virtue singal all the fucking time, and never tell you WHY things are happening to you.
Is it cuz im ugly? No one ever told me up front that i was ugly. But people did tell me i am "mentally ill" or "retarded" at least i appear that way to others.
Like shit got so bad i read a fucking book on "How to socialize for autistic people"
I thought i was legit autistic, i am not but due to how everyone called me mentally ill i started believing i am actually autistic or some shit.
So yeah in conclusion, is this happening purely cuz of looks? I rate myself a 5.5/10 at best (after looksmaxxing with all out effort). Is it just me being fucking autistic and non-NT? Is it ovER?
Am i just retarded? I tried my all out effort to approach people and everything, and somehow still being treated like i never existed in this plane of existence at all.
This shit is beyond subhuman, your treated like a non-existent being, like you are not a breathing conscious being in the first place.
That's all!
TLDR
Basically being treated beyond subhuman levels, being treated like you don't exist at all. Is this a looks problem or a retardation problem? Is it fucking ovER?
Get rich & do something w your life
Your brother is probably @aspiringexcelClearly it has to be non-NT because i have a brother who is 5"7.5 (shorter then me) he is 16 years old and dude looks 80%-90% just like me.
Only difference is that im a high-inhib cuck who stays on his PC meanwhile my bro is a thugmaxxed mf who smoked cigs at 14.
Dude is low-inhib as fuck and is also NT. He is basically a normie. Yeah we both play games together, he plays Fortnite, watches anime too.
So it can't be the hobbies. After all my bro plays more games then me.
It's simply the fact that dude is super super social, dude smashed 19 year olds at 16, and even when he plays games he plays with online E-Thots who simp for him.
He is blackpilled too, legit said to me "all that matters to women is being tall, big dick, and handsome face".
Dude is so fucking low inhib he does cold approach at 16
Meanwhile i look the same even better actually, but no one even wants to hang out with me. What else would it be except NT?
People should accept NTpill because if only looks mattered, i should have slayed more then my bro, but i clearly don't.
