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I've noticed something on this forum. Those who are good looking are main characters, and even if you aren't good looking it's your one good trait that people think of you by. For example nobody knows me by my shit under eye area, they just remember my height. I'm sure @SubhumanCurrycel is not remembered for the shape of his eyebrows, but his good skull shape as well. Looks theory is in your subconscious, it's everywhere.
I also thought about myself. I have it way worse than normies in real life. I literally got mogged by white normies on the daily. I struggle to even look average. Who gives a fuck about height, I would rather be 6'1" as a normie than 6'3" as a subhuman.
I also have tons of failos. I'm already ugly, then I have a shit immune system so I'm constantly sneezing if I don't take medication. I also am really assymetrical since my dad fucked me up as a kid. I think now he might have beaten me because I was ugly as a kid. I remember he tried beating me when I was 14 and he kept saying "you're ugly, you're ugly" but he couldn't get me because my mom stopped him that time. My sister for example, has never been mistreated.
I also have wide hips, gyno, and a terrible hormonal profile. I'm on accutane right now but without it I get terrible hormonal acne.
I'm completely invisible to women. I have tons of women looking at me IRL, but it's not because they like me, it's because I'm probably something amusing to look at in public just from height alone.
I also get treated like DOG SHIT everywhere I go. It's brutal because I know how I look and they act like it's my fault. I fucking hate it.
I'm doing nofap again starting now but I just realized something. If anyone deserves to enjoy life, it's me. Any of the true rotters on this forum, if you know what true loneliness and true depression is like, it's you who deserves to enjoy life.
It's fucking easy for Chad to enjoy life, even so for many of the normies on this site. It's probably easy for you to ascend with a few light softmaxxes, a few tricks and with enough effort you've done it.
It's simply not possible for a person like me. If you are like me, you deserve to be the one to enjoy life, you didn't choose to live this life and if anyone deserves to ascend and be happy, it's you.
I also thought about myself. I have it way worse than normies in real life. I literally got mogged by white normies on the daily. I struggle to even look average. Who gives a fuck about height, I would rather be 6'1" as a normie than 6'3" as a subhuman.
I also have tons of failos. I'm already ugly, then I have a shit immune system so I'm constantly sneezing if I don't take medication. I also am really assymetrical since my dad fucked me up as a kid. I think now he might have beaten me because I was ugly as a kid. I remember he tried beating me when I was 14 and he kept saying "you're ugly, you're ugly" but he couldn't get me because my mom stopped him that time. My sister for example, has never been mistreated.
I also have wide hips, gyno, and a terrible hormonal profile. I'm on accutane right now but without it I get terrible hormonal acne.
I'm completely invisible to women. I have tons of women looking at me IRL, but it's not because they like me, it's because I'm probably something amusing to look at in public just from height alone.
I also get treated like DOG SHIT everywhere I go. It's brutal because I know how I look and they act like it's my fault. I fucking hate it.
I'm doing nofap again starting now but I just realized something. If anyone deserves to enjoy life, it's me. Any of the true rotters on this forum, if you know what true loneliness and true depression is like, it's you who deserves to enjoy life.
It's fucking easy for Chad to enjoy life, even so for many of the normies on this site. It's probably easy for you to ascend with a few light softmaxxes, a few tricks and with enough effort you've done it.
It's simply not possible for a person like me. If you are like me, you deserve to be the one to enjoy life, you didn't choose to live this life and if anyone deserves to ascend and be happy, it's you.