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For years I wanted to go out with my oneitis. I always said to myself "Just one date with her, God. Please"
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When I stopped putting her on a pedestal, when I was all about fucking, when I started liking more girls, that was when she started being friendly with me.
And I remember, at some point, I didn't want to fuck her. I actually hoped that we could be friends and she could be my wing girl.
Then, I met her again after two months, and she told me to sit next to her on the bus. And I looked at her and was like "Look at this roastie. She is like a dog." which was mega coping on my side.
And after talking with her for an hour, all my HS feelings resurfaced and I wanted a relationship with her.
But after things didn't work out with her, I got really obsessed with fucking, so I overlooked anything I felt for her and used "tricks" to bed her. This happened to the point I forgot my feelings for her. These feelings would hold me back cause I knew she didn't feel the same. I needed to act like a degenerate slayer, as if I even knew how one acts like that.
And then all the feelings came back and I'm strugling to get through them. JFL at bothering with girls as an incel.
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When I stopped putting her on a pedestal, when I was all about fucking, when I started liking more girls, that was when she started being friendly with me.
And I remember, at some point, I didn't want to fuck her. I actually hoped that we could be friends and she could be my wing girl.
Then, I met her again after two months, and she told me to sit next to her on the bus. And I looked at her and was like "Look at this roastie. She is like a dog." which was mega coping on my side.
And after talking with her for an hour, all my HS feelings resurfaced and I wanted a relationship with her.
But after things didn't work out with her, I got really obsessed with fucking, so I overlooked anything I felt for her and used "tricks" to bed her. This happened to the point I forgot my feelings for her. These feelings would hold me back cause I knew she didn't feel the same. I needed to act like a degenerate slayer, as if I even knew how one acts like that.
And then all the feelings came back and I'm strugling to get through them. JFL at bothering with girls as an incel.
