House Lannister
Eva I loved you
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Surely if I’ve been approached randomly by girls on a few occasions, been called handsome quite a few times by randoms, never been called ugly, and in general got a decent amount of female attention while being high inhib I shouldn’t be ugly in theory. I know for a fact I am not a mogger in any way, I’m probably perceived as above average based on these interactions.
However when I look in the mirror all I see are glaring imperfections, a subhuman old looking rat, my ratios are shit, my skin is shit, my hair is shit, my eye area is disgusting, it doesn’t make sense to me. I can’t say I’m being delusional because I can visibly see these things popping out to me. I am disgusted with what I see in the mirror, it doesn’t make sense to me overall and leaves me with very low self esteem sometimes which is why I never approach women myself. Do I just need to looksmax more?
However when I look in the mirror all I see are glaring imperfections, a subhuman old looking rat, my ratios are shit, my skin is shit, my hair is shit, my eye area is disgusting, it doesn’t make sense to me. I can’t say I’m being delusional because I can visibly see these things popping out to me. I am disgusted with what I see in the mirror, it doesn’t make sense to me overall and leaves me with very low self esteem sometimes which is why I never approach women myself. Do I just need to looksmax more?