Being non NT is hell

[Deleted member 17791]

I don't know how to talk to people. It's so hard.

Yesterday I was with some people in the car and I was just making a fool of myself, I act like an idiot. I fucking hate it so much. It's all completely un intentional, I just don't pick up on social cues, I only realize I was being an aspie retard when after they were just silent and not responding.

It's so painful, I can't take it. People rarely listen to what I have to say, or maybe they are and I simply don't recognize it because they're not staring at me.

"hey, hey, hey, hey" "WHAT?"



Having mid level autism like me is a massive falo. You're incompatible with society.

 

[Gonthar]

Just go out and practice your talking skills!

 

[Deleted member 17791]

Just go out and practice your talking skills!

I go out like 4 times a week for several years now! I'm NOT IMPROVING!

 

[Gonthar]

I go out like 4 times a week for several years now! I'm NOT IMPROVING!
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What about every day, what do you do - do you work, study or what?

 

[Matthias8272]

you still got in someones car and didn't you instigate in your classes? I still remember when I was like 15 someone said hey to me and legit didn't respond (facing me in a hall waiting for a class), I couldn't produce words. So I didn't reply then we just stood there for a while, haunts me to this day

 

[Matthias8272]

Sometimes I just freeze up, something was happening outside the class and a girl asked me what happened, then I just stood there staring at her saying nothing until someone saved me by replying. I was 17

 

[Gonthar]

you still got in someones car and didn't you instigate in your classes? I still remember when I was like 15 someone said hey to me and legit didn't respond (facing me in a hall waiting for a class), I couldn't produce words. So I didn't reply then we just stood there for a while, haunts me to this day

Just say "hi!" back!

How to Respond when someone Says "Hi" — 14 Best Ways

"Hey! How's it going?" This is a very common greeting in American English; it transcends colloquial or regional dialects.

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[Deleted member 17791]

What about every day, what do you do - do you work, study or what?

I go out to uni. I socialize regularly. I can't figure out socializing.

you still got in someones car and didn't you instigate in your classes? I still remember when I was like 15 someone said hey to me and legit didn't respond (facing me in a hall waiting for a class), I couldn't produce words. So I didn't reply then we just stood there for a while, haunts me to this day

I've known these people for several years now. I'm not socially anxious, I can instigate conversations fine.


I can only engage in like a one on one conversation with someone and even then, I need to know a lot about them. Once there are more than one person, things just break down and I can't handle it.

 

[Deleted member 17791]

Sometimes I just freeze up, something was happening outside the class and a girl asked me what happened, then I just stood there staring at her saying nothing until someone saved me by replying. I was 17

Sometimes I forget to say hi to someone. It's not like being frozen, I just sometimes don't register that I'm supposed to say hi.

 

[Matthias8272]

I go out to uni. I socialize regularly. I can't figure out socializing.


I've known these people for several years now. I'm not socially anxious, I can instigate conversations fine.


I can only engage in like a one on one conversation with someone and even then, I need to know a lot about them. Once there are more than one person, things just break down and I can't handle it.

Same

 

[Deleted member 17791]

Same

My only option is to become so good looking that I'm like from a different reality. My looks save me from being bullied, I need to leverage what I have. My social skills are just too under developed.

 

[Gonthar]

I go out to uni. I socialize regularly. I can't figure out socializing.

Why not, how hard can it be, you just open your mouth and talk...

 

[Deleted member 17791]

Why not, how hard can it be, you just open your mouth and talk...

When I talk, I say retarded shit and make weird noises.

 

[Matthias8272]

My only option is to become so good looking that I'm like from a different reality. My looks save me from being bullied, I need to leverage what I have. My social skills are just too under developed.

Yeah Im going to change cities for uni and try to reset my brain into thinking im something else

 

[Erik-Jón]

My only option is to become so good looking that I'm like from a different reality. My looks save me from being bullied, I need to leverage what I have. My social skills are just too under developed.

Give me example of your social skills

 

[Deleted member 17791]

Yeah Im going to change cities for uni and try to reset my brain into thinking im something else

It legit makes me depressed ngl.

 

[Deleted member 17791]

Give me example of your social skills

What do you mean? You want me to quote snip bits of a conversation I have had?

 

[Gonthar]

When I talk, I say retarded shit and make weird noises.

But why?
Can't you say smart things instead?

 

[Trilogy]

When I talk, I say retarded shit and make weird noises.

I don't do this when I talk to people but I do this when I'm alone and I always get nervous that someone will catch me in the act lol

 

[B.T.N.O.M.A]

When I talk, I say retarded shit and make weird noises.

I don't know how to talk to people. It's so hard.

Yesterday I was with some people in the car and I was just making a fool of myself, I act like an idiot. I fucking hate it so much. It's all completely un intentional, I just don't pick up on social cues, I only realize I was being an aspie retard when after they were just silent and not responding.

It's so painful, I can't take it. People rarely listen to what I have to say, or maybe they are and I simply don't recognize it because they're not staring at me.

"hey, hey, hey, hey" "WHAT?"



Having mid level autism like me is a massive falo. You're incompatible with society.

im so spergy that when ive interacted with a person for more than 30 minutes in my life i start being very impulsive and compulsive saying unprecedented things like "i'm gonna rape you" or "im gonna kill you" or "you need to die" or i start ranting about niggers while being half conscious of what im inciting

 

[Deleted member 17791]

But why?
Can't you say smart things instead?

What do you mean by 'smart things'?

My brain is just fucked. I don't know why I can't understand social situations. If I knew, I'd be able to mitigate the problem.

 

[Erik-Jón]

What do you mean? You want me to quote snip bits of a conversation I have had?

Yes

 

[Gonthar]

What do you mean by 'smart things'?

You know - interesting, intelligent or funny things...

My brain is just fucked. I don't know why I can't understand social situations. If I knew, I'd be able to mitigate the problem.

I don't know, maybe you need to get your brain checked, see if something is wrong with it...

 

[Deleted member 17791]

I don't do this when I talk to people but I do this when I'm alone and I always get nervous that someone will catch me in the act lol

I like to make meowing noises.

im so spergy that when ive interacted with a person for more than 30 minutes in my life i start being very impulsive and compulsive saying unprecedented things like "i'm gonna rape you" or "im gonna kill you" or "you need to die" or i start ranting about niggers while being half conscious of what im inciting

Yeah, I don't do stuff like that.

Yes

hmm. There are times I'd try to make a joke and it ends up being weird and no one laughs. I don't really talk much when I'm out, I usually just stand quiet waiting to be able to say something.

 

[B.T.N.O.M.A]

You know - interesting, intelligent or funny things...

I don't know, maybe you need to get your brain checked, see if something is wrong with it...

hes a borderline vegan. theres something wrong with his microbiota

 

[Deleted member 17791]

You know - interesting, intelligent or funny things...

I don't know, maybe you need to get your brain checked, see if something is wrong with it...

I try to do that all the time. I'm always trying to think of something witty. I suppose it pays off because among the shit I say, like 20% of my jokes manage to stick in one way or the other.

That rate is higher when it's a small group of people. If it's one on one, I can get it up to like 75%, it requires a lot of analysis of how they react which is straining.

 

[Erik-Jón]

I like to make meowing noises.


Yeah, I don't do stuff like that.


hmm. There are times I'd try to make a joke and it ends up being weird and no one laughs. I don't really talk much when I'm out, I usually just stand quiet waiting to be able to say something.

Fuark brutal

@StrangerDanger do you think booze will save him

Fuckkkkkkk margot robbie is so hot where do I find one of these blonde bitchs at

 

[Deleted member 19766]

Become an actor
Literally impersonate other people, say shit they'd say, come up with random shit to tell, plan this shit out in advance, have a set of jokes and whatnot remembered
This includes opinions btw, never reveal your political beliefs if they're socially unacceptable (They probably are)
Completely unrelated but kind of funny and similar non-NT story
I remember I was literally just walking outside of school and this group of JBs walked by me and one asked "Hey, am I pretty?" and I literally did not even look in their direction and kept walking
Wasn't even on purpose btw fml

 

[Deleted member 17791]

Fuark brutal

@StrangerDanger do you think booze will save him
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Fuckkkkkkk margot robbie is so hot where do I find one of these blonde bitchs at

Alcohol turns me into a giggly sissy.

Become an actor
Literally impersonate other people, say shit they'd say, come up with random shit to tell, plan this shit out in advance, have a set of jokes and whatnot remembered
This includes opinions btw, never reveal your political beliefs if they're socially unacceptable (They probably are)
Completely unrelated but kind of funny and similar non-NT story
I remember I was literally just walking outside of school and this group of JBs walked by me and one asked "Hey, am I pretty?" and I literally did not even look in their direction and kept walking
Wasn't even on purpose btw fml

I have a few non NT beliefs.

I don't think really want to become a clown just to get reacts.

 

[Gonthar]

I like to make meowing noises.

You need to go and get your head checked at the doctor!

 

[RAITEIII]

I don't know how to talk to people. It's so hard.

Yesterday I was with some people in the car and I was just making a fool of myself, I act like an idiot. I fucking hate it so much. It's all completely un intentional, I just don't pick up on social cues, I only realize I was being an aspie retard when after they were just silent and not responding.

It's so painful, I can't take it. People rarely listen to what I have to say, or maybe they are and I simply don't recognize it because they're not staring at me.

"hey, hey, hey, hey" "WHAT?"



Having mid level autism like me is a massive falo. You're incompatible with society.

I suck for dating. For friendship for everything.

I fucking curse this destiny. But I must face it.

 

[B.T.N.O.M.A]

I like to make meowing noises.

LOL. i know this 7 year old asian girl i have as a neighbour who does that

 

[JBcollector]

Fuck social cues NT GENOCIDE NOW

 

[RAITEIII]

I suck for dating. For friendship for everything.

I fucking curse this destiny. But I must face it.

It's weird because at the same time I can be insanely charismatic and charming but for very short times.

 

[RAITEIII]

Anyway. Brain altering drugs or death

 

[JBcollector]

LOL. i know this 7 year old asian girl i have as a neighbour who does that

 

[Deleted member 17791]

You need to go and get your head checked at the doctor!

I find it very fun. I like to pretend to be a cat. Mew!

I suck for dating. For friendship for everything.

I fucking curse this destiny. But I must face it.

I have no idea how bad at dating i'd be, I've never even tried.

LOL. i know this 7 year old asian girl i have as a neighbour who does that

I have the maturity of a child

Fuck social cues NT GENOCIDE NOW

KILL THEM ALL

Anyway. Brain altering drugs or death

I watched a youtube video of a guy who took lsd and got his autism cured. But he said that during his trip, he got gangraped by Black men, white supremacists and dogs.

Ye... I think I'd skip the drugs

 

[Gonthar]

Anyway. Brain altering drugs or death

A heroic dose of LSD could do wonders in this case...

 

[Deleted member 17791]

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[Deleted member 17791]

A heroic dose of LSD could do wonders in this case...

Can't a lower dose work though? Higher doses are scary tbh

 

[B.T.N.O.M.A]

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get this nigger ape off my screen

 

[Gonthar]

Can't a lower dose work though? Higher doses are scary tbh

I don't know, you could try lower doses first, then raise the dosage until you become more comfortable with LSD, at this point you have nothing to lose anymore...

 

[Deleted member 17791]

get this nigger ape off my screen

 

[B.T.N.O.M.A]

I find it very fun. I like to pretend to be a cat. Mew!


I have no idea how bad at dating i'd be, I've never even tried.


I have the maturity of a child


KILL THEM ALL


I watched a youtube video of a guy who took lsd and got his autism cured. But he said that during his trip, he got gangraped by Black men, white supremacists and dogs.

Ye... I think I'd skip the drugs

 

[Deleted member 17791]

I don't know, you could try lower doses first, then raise the dosage until you become more comfortable with LSD, at this point you have nothing to lose anymore...

Ill try if I get access to that stuff

 

[RAITEIII]

I find it very fun. I like to pretend to be a cat. Mew!


I have no idea how bad at dating i'd be, I've never even tried.


I have the maturity of a child


KILL THEM ALL


I watched a youtube video of a guy who took lsd and got his autism cured. But he said that during his trip, he got gangraped by Black men, white supremacists and dogs.

Ye... I think I'd skip the drugs

A heroic dose of LSD could do wonders in this case...

I dont know bro. I tried MDMA and it didnt do shit, it actually made me feel worse so I didnt bother anymore

 

[Deleted member 17791]

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what...

 

[Deleted member 17791]

I dont know bro. I tried MDMA and it didnt do shit, it actually made me feel worse so I didnt bother anymore

yeah, that's what Im worried about

 

[Deleted member 18931]

a girl said hi to me when I was walking down some stairs and i said "huh? what?" and she said "I said hi" and then I said "oh hi". Fucking autistic man I am

 

[RAITEIII]

yeah, that's what Im worried about

If I were to share my thoughts I'd say that you must be happy internally. Or reasonably. When I did it it was my worst point of life so... still wouldnt try again.