Being non NT is hell

[isis_Bleach]

I was sitting in the back and we played plants v zombies

whats wrong w that homie

 

[Gonthar]

what legal pharmaceutical analogue would i need to take to retain my heigtened social ability without passing out and vomiting 20 minutes later like i do with hard liquour

Stuff that works in a similar way on the gaba receptors like benzos, ghb, phenibut, etc., but these substances can also sedate you and are pretty addictive, nothing beats alcohol in terms of making you NT and socially well adjusted...

 

[Deleted member 17791]

whats wrong w that homie

Nothing, we were talking while playing but I wasn't able to speak properly again

 

[isis_Bleach]

what legal pharmaceutical analogue would i need to take to retain my heigtened social ability without passing out and vomiting 20 minutes later like i do with hard liquour

dxm + wellbutrin gave me actually a very nice and not health damaging boost when i combined the two
i took welbutrin for a few weeks then took high dose of dxm and for like 2 months after i felt way different

 

[Deleted member 17791]

i like shitposting

I like mew mew posting

 

[isis_Bleach]

Nothing, we were talking while playing but I wasn't able to speak properly again

ion know wym but sometimes as soon as i feel awkard i cant unshake the feeling until i leave the hangout and those people even if they are good friends of mine

 

[Deleted member 17791]

ion know wym but sometimes as soon as i feel awkard i cant unshake the feeling until i leave the hangout and those people even if they are good friends of mine

yeah, it's so shit

 

[RAITEIII]

How did you guys grow up? I think we were betrayed by our families in some way.

 

[Deleted member 17791]

i cant stand anything other than hard liquour. i can only enjoy speaking rum or vodka. everything else is so disgustingly estrogenic i have to drink so much of it to feel any affect

Yeah, jfl at beer.

I drank like 1.5 shots of 40% vodka and it completely fucked me up. I was all dizzy and shit

 

[Deleted member 17791]

How did you guys grow up? I think we were betrayed by our families in some way.

i was home schooled

but I was already autistic, I was taken out of school because I simply couldn't learn

 

[Deleted member 17791]

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[Deleted member 17791]

1.5????????? you borderline vegan ectomorph twink JFL XD. i had 7 shots last time i intentionally wanted to get drunk and that was from external pressure and after those seven somwhere in the back of my mind was like "i just want to fucking pass out" and took a few swigs of the bottle. this was all during when i was playing a comp csgo match as well LOL

I tried testing my alcohol tolerance.

So I started drinking about 14% alcohol, I think I drank about 200 ml but I got so incredibly sick and vomited all over my bed.

 

[RAITEIII]

you are right

i was home schooled

but I was already autistic, I was taken out of school because I simply couldn't learn

Damn. Well I'll share with you that something that helped me back then was have a job facing costumer. Like dealing with 1000 people in one day. At first I wanted to run away but then it just became natural. However now I am only superficially NT (for the first short time that you know me). After that my real identity takes over. Worse is nothing tho.

I have resentments with my parents because with blackpilled eyes I can see how much I missed on because of thei poor choices they took for me.

I wish you the best greycel and self proclaimed 8psl. May we find happiness.

 

[RAITEIII]

1.5????????? you borderline vegan ectomorph twink JFL XD. i had 7 shots last time i intentionally wanted to get drunk and that was from external pressure and after those seven somwhere in the back of my mind was like "i just want to fucking pass out" and took a few swigs of the bottle. this was all during when i was playing a comp csgo match as well LOL

Whole bottle gang here. I have had the feeling of I want to fucking pass out.

 

[Deleted member 17791]

Damn. Well I'll share with you that something that helped me back then was have a job facing costumer. Like dealing with 1000 people in one day. At first I wanted to run away but then it just became natural. However now I am only superficially NT (for the first short time that you know me). After that my real identity takes over. Worse is nothing tho.

I have resentments with my parents because with blackpilled eyes I can see how much I missed on because of thei poor choices they took for me.

I wish you the best greycel and self proclaimed 8psl. May we find happiness.

yeah, good luck with your ascension boyo!

 

[Deleted member 17791]

lol that time i had 7 i went to take a piss and fell into my bath tub. all i had was numbness throughout my nervous system that i just lay in there with my head tilted down vomiting all over myself and the bath tub. it took me about 30 minutes to regain my strength and thank fuck i didnt pass out and wake up the next morning in there because whoever wouldve found me wouldve probably thought i was dead. i then went outside had a cigarette and jumped into bed

Yeah, I haven't drunk any alcohol since then.

 

[It'snotover]

I don't know how to talk to people. It's so hard.

Yesterday I was with some people in the car and I was just making a fool of myself, I act like an idiot. I fucking hate it so much. It's all completely un intentional, I just don't pick up on social cues, I only realize I was being an aspie retard when after they were just silent and not responding.

It's so painful, I can't take it. People rarely listen to what I have to say, or maybe they are and I simply don't recognize it because they're not staring at me.

"hey, hey, hey, hey" "WHAT?"



Having mid level autism like me is a massive falo. You're incompatible with society.

We simply can't. If you are non NT you will never act like a natural NT person, that's it. The only thing you can do is to try to put yourself in situations where you are FORCED to talk to people, like being a bartender, that could be the only solution for a non NT person.

 

[Deleted member 17791]

good for you. cats dont particularly drink alcohol

No more alcohol for this kitty

We simply can't. If you are non NT you will never act like a natural NT person, that's it. The only thing you can do is to try to put yourself in situations where you are FORCED to talk to people, like being a bartender, that could be the only solution for a non NT person.

Yeah, whats the point tbh. Its so stressful

 

[It'snotover]

No more alcohol for this kitty


Yeah, whats the point tbh. Its so stressful

It's another thing that we can't change. Even some chads are non NT but at least they have looks halo but the non NT chad will be always cucked by the NT chad. When i going out i'm stressed for this exact reason, being non NT makes you stupid and autistic.

 

[Deleted member 17791]

It's another thing that we can't change. Even some chads are non NT but at least they have looks halo but the non NT chad will be always cucked by the NT chad. When i going out i'm stressed for this exact reason, being non NT makes you stupid and autistic.

only way to survive is to look like a god

 

[squirrelcel]

where do I find one of these blonde bitchs at

The afterlife

LOL. i know this 7 year old asian girl i have as a neighbour who does that

Then that’s not her but her dinner trying to escape. They don’t start with the cat noises until older when they begin growing cat ears as seen in anime and tranny pfps.

 

[It'snotover]

only way to survive is to look like a god

That's the problem, can any non NT autist looks like a walking god? Absolutely not. Only few autists can save their autistic ass

 

[Deleted member 17791]

That's the problem, can any non NT autist looks like a walking god? Absolutely not. Only few autists can save their autistic ass

this or death for aspies

 

[It'snotover]

this or death for aspies
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If only a shower could fix our problems. With 10 showers we would ending up with ramirez bones,if only the shower cope was real

 

[Deleted member 17791]

The afterlife

Then that’s not her but her dinner trying to escape. They don’t start with the cat noises until older when they begin growing cat ears as seen in anime and tranny pfps.

she's cute though. i would give her a kiss on the cheek or the other way around if her mother let me.

imagine if growing into a catgirl was normal pubertal development?

 

[JBcollector]

I do stuff like that all the time.

I remember when I got approached by some jbs @JBcollector , they went all like "hi! You're cute" and I went "oka

Dman I would respond the same way

 

[Deleted member 17791]

If only a shower could fix our problems. With 10 showers we would ending up with ramirez bones,if only the shower cope was real

taking a shower ascended my hair hard. Went from brown and curly to dirty blonde and wavey

 

[Deleted member 17791]

Dman I would respond the same way

over for you and me.

 

[Deleted member 17791]

maybe in the next life. or maybe even in this one. techno futurism is paving the way for all sorts of genetic modification

that would be life fuel.

I'd turn myself into this

 

[Deleted member 17791]

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[It'snotover]

taking a shower ascended my hair hard. Went from brown and curly to dirty blonde and wavey

Good for you buddy. You prolly mog me to death, that's legit. Showers ascends only chads

 

[Deleted member 17791]

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OH SHIT! That looks like me fr.

 

[Deleted member 17791]

cringe
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I saw the femboy

ideal tbh, only difference between me and her is that I don't have the small tits she has.

Good for you buddy. You prolly mog me to death, that's legit. Showers ascends only chads

I'm still way too androgenous to slay though

 

[It'snotover]

I saw the femboy

ideal tbh, only difference between me and her is that I don't have the small tits she has.


I'm still way too androgenous to slay though

Who cares about slaying. All that matters is validation.

 

[Deleted member 17791]

youd look better without them

You think so? I actually want them.

I'd want small ones tbh

Who cares about slaying. All that matters is validation.

I agree

 

[It'snotover]

You think so? I actually want them.

I'd want small ones tbh


I agree

Slaying is almost useless to me. I don't want girls, i only want validation and reject them. But that will never happen unless i hardmaxx very hard

 

[Deleted member 17791]

Slaying is almost useless to me. I don't want girls, i only want validation and reject them. But that will never happen unless i hardmaxx very hard

I also don't care about getting sex, I just want to be loved tbh

 

[Deleted member 17791]

men should still be men while appreciating their innate Uranian backwards femininity/domination of will while viewing each other as equals

im sorry what?

 

[It'snotover]

I also don't care about getting sex, I just want to be loved tbh

I just want to be loved too. But girls want other things, it seems

 

[Deleted member 17791]

i imagine an absrudist misanthropic and nihilistic homofascist tribe of homosexual lovers who view each other as equals while pillaging and conquering neighbouring lands.

Holy fuck based.

I had a thought experiment where a group of men leave to Siberia to be hardened by the environment, we would pillage the civilized lands south of us where we would kill the men and fuck the women, we'd take all the male babies with us to create a new generation of based warriors while we leave the female babies in the civilization so they can recover for a new round of pillaging.

 

[Deleted member 17791]

I just want to be loved too. But girls want other things, it seems

Would you become a femboy to get treated nice or is being masculine a must?

 

[Deleted member 17791]

i would want to fuck the men as well

Tell me more about uranianism

 

[It'snotover]

Would you become a femboy to get treated nice or is being masculine a must?

I always thought that being maestethic is the best thing, you appeal to girls od every age, except roasties of 40+. I couldn't be a femboy because my clavicles are long with a decent rib cage, that's not an option for me. My face doesn't match my body though, I need bones

 

[Deleted member 17791]

I always thought that being maestethic is the best thing, you appeal to girls od every age, except roasties of 40+. I couldn't be a femboy because my clavicles are long with a decent rib cage, that's not an option for me. My face doesn't match my body though, I need bones

I couldn't handle having a big frame. The gender dysphoria would make me rope.

How big is your frame? My chest is 82cm and shoulders are like 16 inch bideltoid.

 

[Deleted member 17791]

in the extension of a regime policy, you hearken the enemy man to your lord to channel libertine ethos through uranian desire to then harvest his lustful adrenochrome as you violate him with your phallus

What?

I'm the submissive type though.

 

[Deleted member 17791]

un-monotheistic sects in history had evident phallic worship which hearkened their enemies' sexual defeat to their lord. even catholics have it

based phallic worshipers

 

[Deleted member 17791]

i would be the one pillaging you and hearkening you to my lord then

don't be rough.

 

[Deleted member 17791]

definitely 8 PSL imperial anglo chad

He's ready to colonize india and take their spices

 

[Matthias8272]

Yeah, jfl at beer.

I drank like 1.5 shots of 40% vodka and it completely fucked me up. I was all dizzy and shit

same i was really skinny and also didn't eat or drink much. Also what are your interactions with maidens like?

 

[Deleted member 17791]

chicken tikka masala

same i was really skinny and also didn't eat or drink much. Also what are your interactions with maidens like?

what's a 'maidens??