Birthday Post

[Striated]

My mum drove over an hour early this morning to surprise me for my 18th.

I felt no enjoyment or happiness, all I felt in that moment that I saw her, was anger.

I'm not sure why I felt this way, it certainly wasn't anything to do with the heightened emotions of today's occasion, although it most likely amplified the root cause.

She brought me presents, which she wanted me to open in front of her but I refused, I saw the upset look on her face.

She took selfies and I couldn't even smile, she caught the whole 'surprise' moment on video, as I don't see her often due to living in a boarding school.

I feel like such a shit person, I feel as though i've ruined my mums day and ruined the entire moment, yet still choose to ignore her texts and refuse to open the gifts.

 

[uglybrownskinman]

Happy birthday! Now get outta my house!

 

[subtierjester]

Can we get some backstory?

 

[Häb]

My mum drove over an hour early this morning to surprise me for my 18th.

I felt no enjoyment or happiness, all I felt in that moment that I saw her, was anger.

I'm not sure why I felt this way, it certainly wasn't anything to do with the heightened emotions of today's occasion, although it most likely amplified the root cause.

She brought me presents, which she wanted me to open in front of her but I refused, I saw the upset look on her face.

She took selfies and I couldn't even smile, she caught the whole 'surprise' moment on video, as I don't see her often due to living in a boarding school.

I feel like such a shit person, I feel as though i've ruined my mums day and ruined the entire moment, yet still choose to ignore her texts and refuse to open the gifts.

Happy b-day Hope Ur probs w ur mum get better soon

 

[Striated]

Can we get some backstory?

There is genuinely no good reason for the way I acted.

I just had the desire to ruin the moment and am still pledging to do so, I just don't understand why.

 

[Striated]

Happy b-day Hope Ur probs w ur mum get better soon

Thanks man.

She's already gone to work, I won't be seeing her for a while.

It's pretty difficult to go home on weekends as home is far away.

 

[L88]

Happy birthday

 

[subtierjester]

There is genuinely no good reason for the way I acted.

I just had the desire to ruin the moment and am still pledging to do so, I just don't understand why.

I sometimes try to do the same to my mom bcz of how she treats me but i just never manage to do it. Sometimes i hate her so much but she is still my mom. Also happy birthday

 

[Häb]

Thanks man.

She's already gone to work, I won't be seeing her for a while.

It's pretty difficult to go home on weekends as home is far away.

understandable
just try Talking w her when u see her next time or call her if u Are Fine w that

 

[Striated]

Happy birthday

Appreciate it

 

[Striated]

I sometimes try to do the same to my mom bcz of how she treats me but i just never manage to do it. Sometimes i hate her so much but she is still my mom. Also happy birthday

Yeah makes sense, thanks for the insight.

understandable
just try Talking w her when u see her next time or call her if u Are Fine w that

I've been ignoring her texts/calls the past few days.

I may give in and respond, i'm not sure.

Thanks for the advice.