(Chadlite | Recent Pics) I've lost the sympathy to help ppl ascend w/ hrs of DM's/posts/comments/replies

[SpectrumAesthetics3]

The will that drove me to uniquely care abt helping ppl thru hrs of the above is gone. U see so many cases of guys suffering and eventually it turns off ur sympathy since otherwise it would be like like feeling like a family member died every time someone on earth u don't know dies somewhere; u just can't have sympathy for everyone even if u hate human suffering in general

Ig reading abt someone's suffering in life now feels kinda like reading something abstract and theoretical or maybe like reading the details of some war in the 1600s

And eventually those here who ascend just become thankful that they were among the few to make it and realize they can't help everyone and need to move on from the lookmaxxing sphere stuff so they can finally return home from the this battlefield and not look back

Ascending feels like being a survivor in a war where most ppl will never make it back home from the battlefield

And after doing my last things ie I rly need cheekbone shaving then I just never want to think abt any of this stuff again

 

[moggedbyelonmusk]

You never return home from the battlefield.

 

[Pharoahrapist]

You fought well, goodbye

 

[SpectrumAesthetics3]

It feels like a war where it is nearing the end and it is time to leave the battlefield and go back home and try to forget it as best I can

There's even messages about ppl finding my method thru my content and it saving them from a suicidal spot. But I don't have a Messiah complex and I can't bear the entire incel population needing help on my shoulders. It feels near to the time to just be thankful I survived the war and accept that most will never make it home from the battlefield

 

[johnsonmaxxer]

Its a shame to see you leave, you are an inspiring mf. Do your thing bro, live your life. Btw i never understood why you wanted cheekbone shaving, i think your zygos look sick. See you man.

 

[Deleted member 93861]

Mirin’

I have adopted a lifelong mindset; there is no such thing as “leaving”

 

[SpectrumAesthetics3]

Its a shame to see you leave, you are an inspiring mf. Do your thing bro, live your life. Btw i never understood why you wanted cheekbone shaving, i think your zygos look sick. See you man.

I’ll make a few more edits n stuff but high effort involvement in the space it just can’t happen anymore

 

[SpectrumAesthetics3]

Mirin’

I have adopted a lifelong mindset; there is no such thing as “leaving”

I think this is my 4th .org acct, each deletion being the “final” one ..

 

[coping gymcel]

yo bruh where can I contact u @SpectrumAesthetics3 I have some interesting things to say

 

[SpectrumAesthetics3]

yo bruh where can I contact u @SpectrumAesthetics3 I have some interesting things to say

Hi man I can DM you here

 

[Deleted member 93861]

I think this is my 4th .org acct, each deletion being the “final” one ..

Same here. I finally stopped kidding myself

 

[stigmaboy]

@coping gymcel
htn. contact via dm if u must but dont expect much tbh.