PsychoDsk
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Think last update was feb
Not sure
Back then my stack was
500 test
50 tren
250 mast
6iu gh
Absolute shit stack but we learn along the way
This was back then in feb
I was looking alright, full and approachable and whatnot.
My face never really was the problem, it was moreso just confidence that was lacking at times
Now I've picked it up a notch (a lot) and the difference is diabolical, not just in physique but in everything. Mentally, socially, looks-wise and dare I say aura
For the past month I've been slowly upping the tren and lowering the test.
My current stack :
150 test cyp
300 tren E
6-8IU gh
and some ancillaries
I'm proud enough to say this is the BEST I've ever looked by far. I'll go a little more in depth on how my general life experience changed in a minute.
This is what I currently look like.
HOWEVER, This is not peak shape yet. I'm about to add some extra stuff to REALLY end it on a good note before TRT'ing and LDAR'ing all the process and locking back in on my future.
In about a week or so I'm adding 50 var ed, clen and inj adrol pw + upping tren to 500 to really give my physique the last buff it needs.
I feel like I'm nearing a point where my physique is becoming less appealing and just more so that of a bodybuilder even though I genuinely just eat slop and let tren do the work.
When I'm fully coming off it'll be my last ever update before leaving this shit behind forever. Currently my bloods are still fine except prolactin creeping up and HDL being hammered even though I'm on ezetimibe. ALSO, my libido is insanely cooked. I have 0 urges but it's probably just my prolactin being fucked up and the caber from indiamart getting delayed for what feels like 10 years.
NOW, the most important part of this entire thread. WHAT CHANGED IN MY LIFE AND WHY ROIDS (SPECIFICALLY 19NORS) ARE THE FIRST STEP TOWARDS A BETTER EXISTENCE
First of all, I'd say my confidence and narcy behaviour is through the roof. I do have some schizo episodes once in a while but my mind adapted to the tren and I genuinely just feel on top of the world.
I can say and do whatever I want because who's gonna stop me type shit.
I'll draw a quick sketch of situations
Back in feb, confidence was fine. No problem really in talking to people however my goal was just getting bigger and leaner.
I woke up, made money, went to the gym and straight back to sleeping. Not really interested in slaying or whatever, just wanted to get bigger
NOW I live like a degenerate and I couldn't be more happier. I've been going on multi day benders, doing drugs again for the fun of it, all on not even 5 hours of sleep. I feel absolutely insane, like I'm not even exaggerating when I say I can get whatever I want. It's a whole different experience because no matter what happens I know it's gonna be fine and I'm gonna work it out anyway ifykwim.
Socially aswell, never in my LIFE have I gotten so many compliments like the past 2 months. Wherever I go aswell, people from the past that text me what the fuck I've done to look like this, when I do groceries I have people pointing at their biceps while nodding at me. When I go out, I get stares everywhere. It's genuinely incredible because I can say whatever I want and get away with it. I get respect from everyone I meet. I wish I was joking because there ain't no way I'm gonna be happy on TRT jfl.
I'm not tryna brag but just trying to paint a picture, I've always had girls throughout my life but since hopping on devious 19nors cycles they genuinely just throw themselves at me like I've never ever seen before irl.
However I'm tryna tone it down atm since I found true genuine love for the first time in years and I'm not tryna fuck it up like the previous times so that's why I'm just gonna skywalkermaxx for like 2 more months before going back to normie existence.
ADVICE
I believe EVERYONE should go through this phase atleast ONCE in their lives. Be that in the search for better looks, a better social life or just feeling really good.
Since the past year I've done a fair bit of research into cycles, gear, ancillaries and everything that comes with it and the ROI of ldar'ing 19nor compounds and running high TEST is just not there. IMO you should NEVER run high test cycles. There are synthetic compounds for a reason and if you're not stupid u can blast your ass off for a couple months and come off just fine (if not healthier than before).
my advice, run TRT test, high tren, some form of DHT derivs and exist. The androgenic problems that come with them can all be fixed in due time but u should reap all the benefits these types of cycles can give u. Bones, confidence, a new world view (purpose), ...
I genuinely wish I hopped on at like 16, I would've had such an easier life but it is what is is.
The thing is, it does NOT matter how torturous your life is. A good cycle can still give you all the dopamine and pleasure u need to be content. U can be a true ugly duckling and still adore roids simply because the neuro effects give u a calmer state of mind and can morph ur world view into something less pessimistic.
We're all gonna make it bros
DO NOT get addicted to this type of high tho, no drug in the world comes close to this but an existence fueled by external factors will never grant u the peace u think it will. I'm really excited to get my feet back on the ground and get out of this hole I dug myself. It's been the most fun I've had in my life but good things don't last.
My world view remains the same, kids, a happy wife and a peaceful life of wisdom. I have to say tho, for most people this life is just a fantasy because finding a good girl is near impossible. I've seen some WILD shit lately and my faith in humanity has crumbled sadly.
so yea, think I've discussed all the interesting parts
Blast gear, exist and ldar into a comfortable happy life.
trenything is possible
Not sure
Back then my stack was
500 test
50 tren
250 mast
6iu gh
Absolute shit stack but we learn along the way
This was back then in feb
I was looking alright, full and approachable and whatnot.
My face never really was the problem, it was moreso just confidence that was lacking at times
Now I've picked it up a notch (a lot) and the difference is diabolical, not just in physique but in everything. Mentally, socially, looks-wise and dare I say aura
For the past month I've been slowly upping the tren and lowering the test.
My current stack :
150 test cyp
300 tren E
6-8IU gh
and some ancillaries
I'm proud enough to say this is the BEST I've ever looked by far. I'll go a little more in depth on how my general life experience changed in a minute.
This is what I currently look like.
HOWEVER, This is not peak shape yet. I'm about to add some extra stuff to REALLY end it on a good note before TRT'ing and LDAR'ing all the process and locking back in on my future.
In about a week or so I'm adding 50 var ed, clen and inj adrol pw + upping tren to 500 to really give my physique the last buff it needs.
I feel like I'm nearing a point where my physique is becoming less appealing and just more so that of a bodybuilder even though I genuinely just eat slop and let tren do the work.
When I'm fully coming off it'll be my last ever update before leaving this shit behind forever. Currently my bloods are still fine except prolactin creeping up and HDL being hammered even though I'm on ezetimibe. ALSO, my libido is insanely cooked. I have 0 urges but it's probably just my prolactin being fucked up and the caber from indiamart getting delayed for what feels like 10 years.
NOW, the most important part of this entire thread. WHAT CHANGED IN MY LIFE AND WHY ROIDS (SPECIFICALLY 19NORS) ARE THE FIRST STEP TOWARDS A BETTER EXISTENCE
First of all, I'd say my confidence and narcy behaviour is through the roof. I do have some schizo episodes once in a while but my mind adapted to the tren and I genuinely just feel on top of the world.
I can say and do whatever I want because who's gonna stop me type shit.
I'll draw a quick sketch of situations
Back in feb, confidence was fine. No problem really in talking to people however my goal was just getting bigger and leaner.
I woke up, made money, went to the gym and straight back to sleeping. Not really interested in slaying or whatever, just wanted to get bigger
NOW I live like a degenerate and I couldn't be more happier. I've been going on multi day benders, doing drugs again for the fun of it, all on not even 5 hours of sleep. I feel absolutely insane, like I'm not even exaggerating when I say I can get whatever I want. It's a whole different experience because no matter what happens I know it's gonna be fine and I'm gonna work it out anyway ifykwim.
Socially aswell, never in my LIFE have I gotten so many compliments like the past 2 months. Wherever I go aswell, people from the past that text me what the fuck I've done to look like this, when I do groceries I have people pointing at their biceps while nodding at me. When I go out, I get stares everywhere. It's genuinely incredible because I can say whatever I want and get away with it. I get respect from everyone I meet. I wish I was joking because there ain't no way I'm gonna be happy on TRT jfl.
I'm not tryna brag but just trying to paint a picture, I've always had girls throughout my life but since hopping on devious 19nors cycles they genuinely just throw themselves at me like I've never ever seen before irl.
However I'm tryna tone it down atm since I found true genuine love for the first time in years and I'm not tryna fuck it up like the previous times so that's why I'm just gonna skywalkermaxx for like 2 more months before going back to normie existence.
ADVICE
I believe EVERYONE should go through this phase atleast ONCE in their lives. Be that in the search for better looks, a better social life or just feeling really good.
Since the past year I've done a fair bit of research into cycles, gear, ancillaries and everything that comes with it and the ROI of ldar'ing 19nor compounds and running high TEST is just not there. IMO you should NEVER run high test cycles. There are synthetic compounds for a reason and if you're not stupid u can blast your ass off for a couple months and come off just fine (if not healthier than before).
my advice, run TRT test, high tren, some form of DHT derivs and exist. The androgenic problems that come with them can all be fixed in due time but u should reap all the benefits these types of cycles can give u. Bones, confidence, a new world view (purpose), ...
I genuinely wish I hopped on at like 16, I would've had such an easier life but it is what is is.
The thing is, it does NOT matter how torturous your life is. A good cycle can still give you all the dopamine and pleasure u need to be content. U can be a true ugly duckling and still adore roids simply because the neuro effects give u a calmer state of mind and can morph ur world view into something less pessimistic.
We're all gonna make it bros
DO NOT get addicted to this type of high tho, no drug in the world comes close to this but an existence fueled by external factors will never grant u the peace u think it will. I'm really excited to get my feet back on the ground and get out of this hole I dug myself. It's been the most fun I've had in my life but good things don't last.
My world view remains the same, kids, a happy wife and a peaceful life of wisdom. I have to say tho, for most people this life is just a fantasy because finding a good girl is near impossible. I've seen some WILD shit lately and my faith in humanity has crumbled sadly.
so yea, think I've discussed all the interesting parts
Blast gear, exist and ldar into a comfortable happy life.
trenything is possible
