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Been depressed for 4 years, suicidal thoughts louder than ever.

I always thought of myself as a lazy piece of shit, turns out im just severely depressed and i can’t find motivation or joy in anything.

Does it ever get better? I feel like im just waiting till i live by myself to end it all without traumatizing my family.

Life is shit
 
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Nah
 
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Been depressed for 4 years, suicidal thoughts louder than ever.

I always thought of myself as a lazy piece of shit, turns out im just severely depressed and i can’t find motivation or joy in anything.

Does it ever get better? I feel like im just waiting till i live by myself to end it all without traumatizing my family.

Life is shit
It's person dependent, but sadly for the majority, it might never truly get better. You might just be able to tolerate your situation more. Or for some it becomes too much, ask @160cmcurry, man…

But you always hear stories of people who made it, so it's not impossible. However, there are a lot more people who don't, and those stories don't reach the light.
What’s the point of staying them?
For the sake of it I guess, man.
 
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What’s the point of staying them?
There is no point, life has no backing anyway cause we're alone in this universe, its meaningless unless you're genetically predisposed to win
 
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Just gotta keep living and improving , socializing , trying your best
 
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Just gotta keep living and improving , socializing , trying your best
I swear im trying, but im losing, whatever this is, is beating me up.

I stopped believing in god, I hate socializing, i hate waking up knowing there’s a whole day ahead, i hate living, that’s it.

I hate having to go through all of this, I don’t care about the stuff im supposed to care about, i wish I either die in an accident or have the balls to end it myself
 
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I swear im trying, but im losing, whatever this is, is beating me up.

I stopped believing in god, I hate socializing, i hate waking up knowing there’s a whole day ahead, i hate living, that’s it.
You should start believing in god even if that faith is plastic
I hate having to go through all of this, I don’t care about the stuff im supposed to care about, i wish I either die in an accident or have the balls to end it myself
You should talk to someone
 
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Been depressed for 4 years, suicidal thoughts louder than ever.

I always thought of myself as a lazy piece of shit, turns out im just severely depressed and i can’t find motivation or joy in anything.

Does it ever get better? I feel like im just waiting till i live by myself to end it all without traumatizing my family.

Life is shit
Get on psych meds lil bro ts actually helps a lot of ppl
 
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Been depressed for 4 years, suicidal thoughts louder than ever.

I always thought of myself as a lazy piece of shit, turns out im just severely depressed and i can’t find motivation or joy in anything.

Does it ever get better? I feel like im just waiting till i live by myself to end it all without traumatizing my family.

Life is shit
there's a easy way out but u will be remembered as a pussy find someone to talk to bro 🙏
 
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Been depressed for 4 years, suicidal thoughts louder than ever.

I always thought of myself as a lazy piece of shit, turns out im just severely depressed and i can’t find motivation or joy in anything.

Does it ever get better? I feel like im just waiting till i live by myself to end it all without traumatizing my family.

Life is shit
Become James sapphire I guess?
 
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You should start believing in god even if that faith is plastic

You should talk to someone
I can’t believe in god man, I can’t force myself to actually have faith.

I already go to therapy and im on meds, but it feels like im just delaying and obvious ending
 
Get on psych meds lil bro ts actually helps a lot of ppl
I’m on them, currently dealing with ssri withdrawal which is only making things worsr
 
there's a easy way out but u will be remembered as a pussy find someone to talk to bro 🙏
Only ppl who’ve been through the same will understand
 
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What’s the point of staying them
i got accused of false rape allegations
almost killed myself there
hb begged me to give him a few more days
he saved my life and exposed them for lying
i’m still here but life isn’t better
still,imagine i killed myself straight away.things got better then
 

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