does it get better?

[lowtierwelling]

Been depressed for 4 years, suicidal thoughts louder than ever.

I always thought of myself as a lazy piece of shit, turns out im just severely depressed and i can’t find motivation or joy in anything.

Does it ever get better? I feel like im just waiting till i live by myself to end it all without traumatizing my family.

Life is shit

 

[DrRodger]

Nah

 

[lowtierwelling]

Nah

What’s the point of staying them?

 

[Blasian-K]

Been depressed for 4 years, suicidal thoughts louder than ever.

I always thought of myself as a lazy piece of shit, turns out im just severely depressed and i can’t find motivation or joy in anything.

Does it ever get better? I feel like im just waiting till i live by myself to end it all without traumatizing my family.

Life is shit

It's person dependent, but sadly for the majority, it might never truly get better. You might just be able to tolerate your situation more. Or for some it becomes too much, ask @160cmcurry, man…

But you always hear stories of people who made it, so it's not impossible. However, there are a lot more people who don't, and those stories don't reach the light.

What’s the point of staying them?

For the sake of it I guess, man.

 

[DrRodger]

What’s the point of staying them?

There is no point, life has no backing anyway cause we're alone in this universe, its meaningless unless you're genetically predisposed to win

 

[Brava]

Just gotta keep living and improving , socializing , trying your best

 

[lowtierwelling]

Just gotta keep living and improving , socializing , trying your best

I swear im trying, but im losing, whatever this is, is beating me up.

I stopped believing in god, I hate socializing, i hate waking up knowing there’s a whole day ahead, i hate living, that’s it.

I hate having to go through all of this, I don’t care about the stuff im supposed to care about, i wish I either die in an accident or have the balls to end it myself

 

[Brava]

I swear im trying, but im losing, whatever this is, is beating me up.

I stopped believing in god, I hate socializing, i hate waking up knowing there’s a whole day ahead, i hate living, that’s it.

You should start believing in god even if that faith is plastic

I hate having to go through all of this, I don’t care about the stuff im supposed to care about, i wish I either die in an accident or have the balls to end it myself

You should talk to someone

 

[Guccileopard]

Been depressed for 4 years, suicidal thoughts louder than ever.

I always thought of myself as a lazy piece of shit, turns out im just severely depressed and i can’t find motivation or joy in anything.

Does it ever get better? I feel like im just waiting till i live by myself to end it all without traumatizing my family.

Life is shit

Get on psych meds lil bro ts actually helps a lot of ppl

 

[filthycurrycel]

What’s the point of staying them?

survival instinct


thats it

 

[Adyta69]

Been depressed for 4 years, suicidal thoughts louder than ever.

I always thought of myself as a lazy piece of shit, turns out im just severely depressed and i can’t find motivation or joy in anything.

Does it ever get better? I feel like im just waiting till i live by myself to end it all without traumatizing my family.

Life is shit

there's a easy way out but u will be remembered as a pussy find someone to talk to bro

 

[GreyestGreycel333]

Been depressed for 4 years, suicidal thoughts louder than ever.

I always thought of myself as a lazy piece of shit, turns out im just severely depressed and i can’t find motivation or joy in anything.

Does it ever get better? I feel like im just waiting till i live by myself to end it all without traumatizing my family.

Life is shit

Become James sapphire I guess?

 

[lowtierwelling]

You should start believing in god even if that faith is plastic

You should talk to someone

I can’t believe in god man, I can’t force myself to actually have faith.

I already go to therapy and im on meds, but it feels like im just delaying and obvious ending

 

[lowtierwelling]

Get on psych meds lil bro ts actually helps a lot of ppl

I’m on them, currently dealing with ssri withdrawal which is only making things worsr

 

[lowtierwelling]

there's a easy way out but u will be remembered as a pussy find someone to talk to bro

Only ppl who’ve been through the same will understand

 

[7nclave]

g

What’s the point of staying them

i got accused of false rape allegations
almost killed myself there
hb begged me to give him a few more days
he saved my life and exposed them for lying
i’m still here but life isn’t better
still,imagine i killed myself straight away.things got better then

 

[sayoriihei9029]

What’s the point of staying them?

there is none

 

[lowtierwelling]

g

i got accused of false rape allegations
almost killed myself there
hb begged me to give him a few more days
he saved my life and exposed them for lying
i’m still here but life isn’t better
still,imagine i killed myself straight away.things got better then

I’m sorry to hear that and im glad you proved them that you were innocent.

I’ll hang in here for as much as i can, hoping the sun rises eventually

 

[leorknight27]

You have to find something to live for

 

[Guccileopard]

I’m on them, currently dealing with ssri withdrawal which is only making things worsr

Sometimes ur not on the right ones. I had to try tons of meds b4 i found what worked. I feel a lot better now it was a long process but it was worth it. Never lose hope it always gets better. Remember you have survived 100% of lifes challeges so far u literally have a perfect track record.