Fk ass fake gaslight shit (rage story)

[mijih]

new short update:

so she asked me how i will go home and it seemed like she wanted me to ask her to give her a ride. first I didn’t ask bcs I socially just can’t. then she noticed she forgot her keys and didn’t know what to do. also she was pissed having to ride by bus. so i asked her if she wanted a ride, but bcs she didn’t even have her key it didn’t made sense bcs she now would have to go to her grandparents.
i now think i could have invited her over to me, but that would seem weird in my head and i would have never had the confidence to do that.

So now it’s summer break. I will prob not see her bc I don’t go out except for going to the gym or going on walks with my dog or food. for the meet-up tomorrow only my boys will come over. kinda sad she doesn’t wanna come or like we didn’t talk abt it anymore.

I don’t rly know what to do. my plan was to ask her for a meet when driving her home but know I didn’t even had a chance. I am considering calling her tonight or group calling and waiting till we have a moment for us two in the group call. but I know she goes out today. I really don’t wanna loose contact and either she was just playing with me bcs I’m chopped or she wants me to pull a move.

Also talked my dad threw my first cycle but that is a topic for another thread

 

[mijih]

…

 

[mijih]

@Robertski

 

[Aezac]

new short update:

so she asked me how i will go home and it seemed like she wanted me to ask her to give her a ride. first I didn’t ask bcs I socially just can’t. then she noticed she forgot her keys and didn’t know what to do. also she was pissed having to ride by bus. so i asked her if she wanted a ride, but bcs she didn’t even have her key it didn’t made sense bcs she now would have to go to her grandparents.
i now think i could have invited her over to me, but that would seem weird in my head and i would have never had the confidence to do that.

So now it’s summer break. I will prob not see her bc I don’t go out except for going to the gym or going on walks with my dog or food. for the meet-up tomorrow only my boys will come over. kinda sad she doesn’t wanna come or like we didn’t talk abt it anymore.

I don’t rly know what to do. my plan was to ask her for a meet when driving her home but know I didn’t even had a chance. I am considering calling her tonight or group calling and waiting till we have a moment for us two in the group call. but I know she goes out today. I really don’t wanna loose contact and either she was just playing with me bcs I’m chopped or she wants me to pull a move.

Also talked my dad threw my first cycle but that is a topic for another thread

Damn bruh just wait it out a bit and be patient, opportunity with her should come soon

 

[mijih]

ig I will wait. she told me she wasn’t allowed to come today. so I’m gonna wait for another time to talk with her

 

[mijih]

So quick Short Update:
Yesterday my bro came over and suddenly one of the girls asked if me and him want to meet with her and the girl I like. like just outside.
Ofc we did go out. It was funny we meet at like some kind of old playground. Did some shit and played Roblox. Then we chilled at her home for like 30mins till our bus came. Overall it seemed like our vibe is now just friends. But idk. I texted with her an out ago and she said she’s bored and maybe wants to go war a walk. I have the urge to ask her to go on a walk together? Should I? I also have Limited time so I need to make a quick decision….

 

[mijih]

Fk what I just posted. I just asked her to go on a walk together. Let’s see if my bad looks are enough to counter my even badder social skills. I hope she doesn’t leave me on open or smth.

 

[sebashate]

I am so fking mad. Like I am in a friend group, with like 4 guys and ig 5 girls. We have been doing a lot lately.
Then one day I went to school by bike. One of my good girl friends asked me my to ride her home. No problem ig. She asks me too stay and somehow we end up watching Netflix. For side infos, this shit was like my first time ever doing this with any girl.
Since then she like gave signs and shit that she wants me. But bc I know that couldn’t be I just thought she was to everyone like that.
It kinda did go on like that, she was touchy in the cinema and when we all, our group were watching movies at hers she leaned against me etc.
Also my friend were saying shit like „she wants you“ etc from the start. They were straight up gaslighting me.
I was always like nah.
And somehow she made ME get attached to her by doing all those things. I was so fking happy, she is even leagues above me when it comes to looks.
I thought this could finally be my time to really escape this shit ass life.
It would lk be my first summer were i have a friend group and even maybe like a girl friend and I don’t just rot in my room for months.
But nah this fk ass Generation ist so fkt. How can she just straight up start to make distance between us.
Like she is not only fking with my mind but fking up the friend group. She is literally playing with my feelings. My autistic way of thinking can’t handle shit like this. I am lk going crazy.

can u make this 2 lines long pls

 

[xyn]

js go for it and wrap ur arms arnd her u fucking high inhib autist

 

[Absurdist]

So quick Short Update:
Yesterday my bro came over and suddenly one of the girls asked if me and him want to meet with her and the girl I like. like just outside.
Ofc we did go out. It was funny we meet at like some kind of old playground. Did some shit and played Roblox. Then we chilled at her home for like 30mins till our bus came. Overall it seemed like our vibe is now just friends. But idk. I texted with her an out ago and she said she’s bored and maybe wants to go war a walk. I have the urge to ask her to go on a walk together? Should I? I also have Limited time so I need to make a quick decision….

wishing u the best.

 

[mijih]

can u make this 2 lines long pls

bro just ask so if you are to lazy to read

 

[mijih]

wishing u the best.

thanks

 

[mijih]

js go for it and wrap ur arms arnd her u fucking high inhib autist

only works if you are good looking.. also I known lack social skills

 

[mijih]

hopefully she even answers… still hasn’t seen my message even tho she is always on her phone

 

[rsj]

I am so fking mad. Like I am in a friend group, with like 4 guys and ig 5 girls. We have been doing a lot lately.
Then one day I went to school by bike. One of my good girl friends asked me my to ride her home. No problem ig. She asks me too stay and somehow we end up watching Netflix. For side infos, this shit was like my first time ever doing this with any girl.
Since then she like gave signs and shit that she wants me. But bc I know that couldn’t be I just thought she was to everyone like that.
It kinda did go on like that, she was touchy in the cinema and when we all, our group were watching movies at hers she leaned against me etc.
Also my friend were saying shit like „she wants you“ etc from the start. They were straight up gaslighting me.
I was always like nah.
And somehow she made ME get attached to her by doing all those things. I was so fking happy, she is even leagues above me when it comes to looks.
I thought this could finally be my time to really escape this shit ass life.
It would lk be my first summer were i have a friend group and even maybe like a girl friend and I don’t just rot in my room for months.
But nah this fk ass Generation ist so fkt. How can she just straight up start to make distance between us.
Like she is not only fking with my mind but fking up the friend group. She is literally playing with my feelings. My autistic way of thinking can’t handle shit like this. I am lk going crazy.

only way you can confidently say you get a girlfriend is if you meet the evil foid's 666 requirements and you have a significantly higher SMV than her.

 

[Evgeniy291]

I am so fking mad. Like I am in a friend group, with like 4 guys and ig 5 girls. We have been doing a lot lately.
Then one day I went to school by bike. One of my good girl friends asked me my to ride her home. No problem ig. She asks me too stay and somehow we end up watching Netflix. For side infos, this shit was like my first time ever doing this with any girl.
Since then she like gave signs and shit that she wants me. But bc I know that couldn’t be I just thought she was to everyone like that.
It kinda did go on like that, she was touchy in the cinema and when we all, our group were watching movies at hers she leaned against me etc.
Also my friend were saying shit like „she wants you“ etc from the start. They were straight up gaslighting me.
I was always like nah.
And somehow she made ME get attached to her by doing all those things. I was so fking happy, she is even leagues above me when it comes to looks.
I thought this could finally be my time to really escape this shit ass life.
It would lk be my first summer were i have a friend group and even maybe like a girl friend and I don’t just rot in my room for months.
But nah this fk ass Generation ist so fkt. How can she just straight up start to make distance between us.
Like she is not only fking with my mind but fking up the friend group. She is literally playing with my feelings. My autistic way of thinking can’t handle shit like this. I am lk going crazy.

No ur just retarded and insecure, if u were confident and didn’t ignore ioi you would’ve been fucking her

 

[mijih]

only way you can confidently say you get a girlfriend is if you meet the evil foid's 666 requirements and you have a significantly higher SMV than her.

No ur just retarded and insecure, if u were confident and didn’t ignore ioi you would’ve been fucking her

confidence wouldn’t fix me features would it? if I’d pull her she would prob have to lie abt not being with me bcs we wouldn’t be a looksmatch. Also I can’t do shit about being socially retarded

 

[rsj]

confidence wouldn’t fix me features would it? if I’d pull her she would prob have to lie abt not being with me bcs we wouldn’t be a looksmatch. Also I can’t do shit about being socially retarded

you have to knowledgemax and practicemax but yeah confidence isn't changing everything

 

[mijih]

you have to knowledgemax and practicemax but yeah confidence isn't changing everything

yeah but I ain’t getting no chances to even practice. I am sitting in my room looking at the text I send waiting for her answer wich I know she will not do. I don’t why I even texted, prob the only time the small amount of Confidence in me came up. Can’t delete anymore. She prob has seen it already but doesn’t want to answer

 

[mijih]

prob Even ruined her day bcs now she has to pretend she didn’t see my message and can’t repost or post shit bcs she prob thinks I would see (I would).

 

[mijih]

It has lk been a hour since I send. She hasn’t read. What should I do? Delete it or text something else?

 

[mijih]

Nah she was active 4min ago. Prob ended up in some girl group chat. I am Truely to ugly for even a meet up

 

[mijih]

She could at least said no instead of leaving me on not opened

 

[mijih]

Yeah completely over she’s is online the whole time and hasn’t even bothered to open it. Like she could just have declined it would have been finde but this shit, Nahh. I hate this shit, why does she even do that. Ig she doesn’t even see me as a friend. Stupid shit. I don’t know what to do now? Do I just wait, do I delete, like Tf am I supposed to do to get out of this situation? pls help

 

[m43dd0g567%]

if this is your average teenage experience you should be thank full. Because it ain’t for me, this was something special. i have only been degraded my whole life

nigga that is the experience, being bullied then fucking up your chance with a foid cause you think you don't have a chance

 

[m43dd0g567%]

Yeah completely over she’s is online the whole time and hasn’t even bothered to open it. Like she could just have declined it would have been finde but this shit, Nahh. I hate this shit, why does she even do that. Ig she doesn’t even see me as a friend. Stupid shit. I don’t know what to do now? Do I just wait, do I delete, like Tf am I supposed to do to get out of this situation? pls help

don't delete foids do this all the time just wait she's gonna make u wait for a response but it's ok cause it's js a test

 

[mijih]

nigga that is the experience, being bullied then fucking up your chance with a foid cause you think you don't have a chance

don't delete foids do this all the time just wait she's gonna make u wait for a response but it's ok cause it's js a test

Yeah but lk don’t wanna end up in some type of group chat

 

[mijih]

still no clue how I escape this situation.
My life is hell.
I look like shit.
I’m 5.11
My physic is shit
I have 4.5k dept to pay of at 17y
My summer break is shit.
I rot all day.
Nothing helps.
Can’t start my cycle bcs of money….
And then I somehow end up getting attached to this fking girl

 

[m43dd0g567%]

Yeah but lk don’t wanna end up in some type of group chat

unavoidable experience but no way to tell beforehand, either she's baiting you or she likes you and there's no way to tell until after your screenshots are on everyone's snap story or you have a new gf

 

[mijih]

unavoidable experience but no way to tell beforehand, either she's baiting you or she likes you and there's no way to tell until after your screenshots are on everyone's snap story or you have a new gf

Bro this girl has the audacity to text me 4h later I quote: ,,why do I see this so late sorry“
Then 5min later she texts: but if I wanna be real I didn’t wanna go out anyways“
Atleast she texted me

 

[mijih]

i lk have 2 options: ask her if she just doesn’t want to meet or just ignore her till she text. Or what do you guys think?

 

[xyn]

only works if you are good looking.. also I known lack social skills

if ur mtn+ ur fine bro, otherwise she loves u for something else or its gaslighting. lackin social skills doesnt matter, even i was slayin with ass social skills like 2-3 months only bc im hmtn

 

[britadeirajunior999]

hard dnr

 

[mijih]

i lk have 2 options: ask her if she just doesn’t want to meet or if

if ur mtn+ ur fine bro, otherwise she loves u for something else or its gaslighting. lackin social skills doesnt matter, even i was slayin with ass social skills like 2-3 months only bc im hmtn

nah idk what I am and I don’t know if we are a looksmatch. But she made it pretty clear she doesn’t want shit and doesn’t want it meet me. But idk I have two options: ask her straight up if she is up to meet in the future or just straight up throw this shit and act like idc and don’t text her anymore. i think she just likes my attention.

 

[mijih]

I

 

[mijih]

I

Translate from German

Like she straight said even if she saw it she wouldn’t have wanted to

 

[mijih]

Do you think it’s like a clear no or like what should I do

 

[qKeez]

I am so fking mad. Like I am in a friend group, with like 4 guys and ig 5 girls. We have been doing a lot lately.
Then one day I went to school by bike. One of my good girl friends asked me my to ride her home. No problem ig. She asks me too stay and somehow we end up watching Netflix. For side infos, this shit was like my first time ever doing this with any girl.
Since then she like gave signs and shit that she wants me. But bc I know that couldn’t be I just thought she was to everyone like that.
It kinda did go on like that, she was touchy in the cinema and when we all, our group were watching movies at hers she leaned against me etc.
Also my friend were saying shit like „she wants you“ etc from the start. They were straight up gaslighting me.
I was always like nah.
And somehow she made ME get attached to her by doing all those things. I was so fking happy, she is even leagues above me when it comes to looks.
I thought this could finally be my time to really escape this shit ass life.
It would lk be my first summer were i have a friend group and even maybe like a girl friend and I don’t just rot in my room for months.
But nah this fk ass Generation ist so fkt. How can she just straight up start to make distance between us.
Like she is not only fking with my mind but fking up the friend group. She is literally playing with my feelings. My autistic way of thinking can’t handle shit like this. I am lk going crazy.

Dont show to much interest for her

 

[9scarecrows]

Last day to ask would be today. But we don’t rly have a chance to talk if she doesn’t want me to drive her home. Ig it’s over.

don't stress yourself out over her bro, I've been in the same situation as you

if it was going to be something it would've already been a thing. Focus on yourself and maintain your happiness brother

I understand she's probably the first girl you've had a connection with but don't destroy your mental health over it, i promise you there are so many other women that wouldn't give you mixed signals

if you're still wanting to try and get her then you HAVE to say something about how you feel IN PERSON.

 

[mijih]

don't stress yourself out over her bro, I've been in the same situation as you

if it was going to be something it would've already been a thing. Focus on yourself and maintain your happiness brother

I understand she's probably the first girl you've had a connection with but don't destroy your mental health over it, i promise you there are so many other women that wouldn't give you mixed signals

if you're still wanting to try and get her then you HAVE to say something about how you feel IN PERSON.

yeah bro I know you are right.
I try to not care too much but I can’t. I want to meet up just as when she invited me over after I drove her home. The vibe felt so good. Like she actually cared. But now I’m attached. I will just try and focus on myself and my friends and if she wants to talk to me she should ask.
But it’s just no easy
Thank you tho

 

[9scarecrows]

yeah bro I know you are right.
I try to not care too much but I can’t. I want to meet up just as when she invited me over after I drove her home. The vibe felt so good. Like she actually cared. But now I’m attached. I will just try and focus on myself and my friends and if she wants to talk to me she should ask.
But it’s just no easy
Thank you tho

no problem bro i hope you can get over this situation and everything will be fine

 

[none]

dnrd halfway thru, forget about her

 

[mijih]

dnrd halfway thru, forget about her

🫩

 

[mijih]

So short update again:
She asked if me and my friend and her and her friend wanted to play Roblox out of boredom. Somehow we just ended up in a call. My friend was at mine at this time. Her friend didn’t have time. We talked till my friend had to go.
Somehow me and her ended up calling again and wer on the phone for 3+ hours.
It seemed normal again.
We also talked about doing things irl as our group again.
Like playing games at hers and she wants to drink. Or another movie night.
Also maybe we will go to the cinema as a group tomorrow but the movie we wanted to watch is pretty full.
Another weird thing is she sayed she wants to start going for walks more and like it was one day ago I asked her to go out to walk. Maybe she rly didn’t have time and now wants me to ask again. (Ofc I’m not gonna risk asking again but the thought calms my nd mind down)
I could use that to see if she gets touchy again in the cinema or even wants to sit next to me.
Only thing weird are her repost. Like typical being happy with being singel girl reposts.
But lk don’t care. Today was a good day overall.
Only thing I’m scared of is my looks rn if we meet irl.
But gonna go to sleep happy today prob dreaming of having real life social interactions JFL

 

[9scarecrows]

So short update again:
She asked if me and my friend and her and her friend wanted to play Roblox out of boredom. Somehow we just ended up in a call. My friend was at mine at this time. Her friend didn’t have time. We talked till my friend had to go.
Somehow me and her ended up calling again and wer on the phone for 3+ hours.
It seemed normal again.
We also talked about doing things irl as our group again.
Like playing games at hers and she wants to drink. Or another movie night.
Also maybe we will go to the cinema as a group tomorrow but the movie we wanted to watch is pretty full.
Another weird thing is she sayed she wants to start going for walks more and like it was one day ago I asked her to go out to walk. Maybe she rly didn’t have time and now wants me to ask again. (Ofc I’m not gonna risk asking again but the thought calms my nd mind down)
I could use that to see if she gets touchy again in the cinema or even wants to sit next to me.
Only thing weird are her repost. Like typical being happy with being singel girl reposts.
But lk don’t care. Today was a good day overall.
Only thing I’m scared of is my looks rn if we meet irl.
But gonna go to sleep happy today prob dreaming of having real life social interactions JFL

god bless your soul

 

[mijih]

god bless your soul

Thank you gng, gonna update if we go to the cinema together

 

[mijih]

Short update:
She isn‘t coming to the cinema, I’m only going with my friend.
But we talked Abt meeting at hers with our group this week when her parents are gone.
Also we started making like a summer to do list and talked Abt what we both want to do like game nights and more.
Seems like we are good again. I don’t think it’s romantic but I’m just happy we are on to a good start again and maybe my summer isn’t completely fked. Have a great day you all.
Gonna update if something happens…

 

[mijih]

Jo guys short update:

We had no contact expect a few texts. We didn’t go to the cinema together.
Also like all my friends especially the one I always meet up with are on holidays and when they come back I have to go on holidays with my family.
So basically there is no way of asking for a group meet up now, because there is no group. Only her and her friends and like it would be crazy weird if I went and asked to go to their girl meet ups .
So idk what to do, I still miss the signs she gave me even tho I know she didn’t mean them in that way. I really wanna meet up but she’s always out with her friends and I feel like I’m weird for wanting to meet her.
Also my barber switched city’s so now my hair is like really really grown out. I have also been eating like 4K cal a day bcs I hate my gym progress. Still doesn’t make a difference.
My bike is also in a workshop so I really just rot the whole day if I’m not in the gym.

Ig have a great day guys and if you have tips please help me.

 

[mijih]

Okay guys CRAZY NEWS:

Talked to her online about the series she recommended to watch, which I obviously watch rn.
Then somehow we started talking Abt how boring the summer break has been. Then we talked about how the weather is finally going to be good in a few days. And then like she knows I go on walks a lot like especially in the morning because it’s a time where I don’t meet a lot of people while going out. She just like said I wanna go on walks when the weather is peak and I answered yeah going on walks is peak, and then she just said let’s go togethery

Like holyshit she asked me to do something together. I hope she doesn’t dump me, but of course I said yes. We are gonna look at the weather predictions and maybe we will go out together.
But lk I’m scared she is playing games or was jsut bored.
But the thought it might happen makes me happy, at least for now

 

[hxnz.]

I am so fking mad. Like I am in a friend group, with like 4 guys and ig 5 girls. We have been doing a lot lately.
Then one day I went to school by bike. One of my good girl friends asked me my to ride her home. No problem ig. She asks me too stay and somehow we end up watching Netflix. For side infos, this shit was like my first time ever doing this with any girl.
Since then she like gave signs and shit that she wants me. But bc I know that couldn’t be I just thought she was to everyone like that.
It kinda did go on like that, she was touchy in the cinema and when we all, our group were watching movies at hers she leaned against me etc.
Also my friend were saying shit like „she wants you“ etc from the start. They were straight up gaslighting me.
I was always like nah.
And somehow she made ME get attached to her by doing all those things. I was so fking happy, she is even leagues above me when it comes to looks.
I thought this could finally be my time to really escape this shit ass life.
It would lk be my first summer were i have a friend group and even maybe like a girl friend and I don’t just rot in my room for months.
But nah this fk ass Generation ist so fkt. How can she just straight up start to make distance between us.
Like she is not only fking with my mind but fking up the friend group. She is literally playing with my feelings. My autistic way of thinking can’t handle shit like this. I am lk going crazy.

first post i clicked on..