PseudoMaxxer
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Listen to this while reading for a better experience.
After a long time being alone, being judged unfairly, being laughed at, bullied, hated for simply existing, you come to the realization that the thing you wanted the most won’t fix you.
You reach a point of damage beyond repairing, nothing can be really done to you anymore to make you go back to being a normal functioning human.
Let’s say you are the real 1% that actually ascends, you get a gf and girls throwing themselves at you.
Then what? You lost your virginity, you have a girl that loves you and you are desired and treated well.
But do you REALLY think that would make you truly happy and normal again after all of this thing you suffered?
When you really think about it, you realize that actually this is the only path in life that will make you happy in the end. Grinding to become better, not reaching the end result.
You won’t ascend most likely, and all of this won’t be worth it. But the good thing that will remain is the experiences you had here and the people you knew and laughed with.
You didn’t experience Teen Love, that’s the most pure and the biggest milestone a human can have in his existence. You have been rejected by god, he doesn’t love you.
He has favorites, and you ain’t one of them ahahah. You can always pray and believe i don’t really mind doing it myself when i’m in a bad spot since it helps mentally.
But in reality you are no one, 1 in trillions of humans that have walked and will walk the world. You DONT matter, No one will remember you after a couple years from your death.
It’s really a sad thing but sometimes i gotta remind people, just to make them accept it. I’m not telling you to stop grinding or to continue.
I’m telling you to please use your youth in a way that makes you fulfilled.
My parents made me fall for the jew scheme of “work now and enjoy later”, which is obviously crap.
You won’t get back being this young, healthy, energetic and handsome.
Do what you like and take your life in steps, don’t listen to no one else and choose for yourself.
If i will ever have a son, i hope he won’t be like me. I hope his mind will work normally and not in this strange ways.
If i won’t, then i’ll take away all the my pain away from this world and never look back.
I hope i’ll be born again into another beautiful world created by my imagination where i’m someone that matters too, where i’m the main character and people will look at me and love me for who i truly am.
Good night everyone.