plaz100
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So basically last semester before summer started in my 11th grade year of high school i got to know this girl ill call her "A", She was objectively pretty attractive and at the time i thought she was nice so of course becoming her friend i started to like her.
I had the same English and Math class with A, she would sit with me and my best friend in English, and i would try my hardest to try and interact with her as best i could. And my friend being the good guy he is would leave the classroom for 10-15 minutes to let us talk alone to try and build more of a connection there. I talked to her the whole time, i tried to talk about her interests and have good conversations with her. But after about 5 minutes and her giving basic 1 worded answers she would spam text my best friend (lets call him "M") to come back to class and he asked why and she said "Because your friend is boring me" and then she would proceed to go out of the classroom and search for him. Now she did this every single day for about a week straight, my friend tried to convince me its just because i wasn't being talkative or engaging enough.
After a while i start picking up on all the hints that she is making towards my friend, flirting with him, tryna get closer to him, laughing at his joke and not mine the next day even though they are comparatively the same joke with words swapped around, she's messaging him on snapchat constantly and asking to hangout and rejecting my offers to hangout. Eventually i decide in my last period class math that i have with A, i pull her aside, i tell her how i feel at the end of the school day in a area where there's nobody in the hallway, she quite literally says "No" immediately as i finish explaining my feelings to her and then she walks away. Brutal, but i can take the rejection at least even though i was quite a bit sad, i go up to my other friend and tell him about how i js asked her out cuz why not then i walk home. Skip to later in the day when im back home, i get a call from M and he is telling me about how A told her whole friend group about how i asked her out.
Her friends think that M asked her out but when they realize it wasn't and it was me who asked her out instead of acting like how they were and thinking its cool and good for her before they think its weird and disgusting instead. Ive never done a single thing to this friend group ever by the way. In the days after i start seeing even more signs in English class and i keep getting more and more depressed as i slowly realize that A likes M. Eventually i discuss the possibility that A would like M in our friend group and M doesnt believe me and i try not to just break down because of how stressed and depressed i am in the moment.
The same day in math class i go and walk out to the foyer (Entrance of the school) and am talking with M and my other friend and my other friend starts stealing my shoes and ridiculing me in front of the whole foyer that im wearing height boosters even though half my friend group is wearing shoes with height boosters built into them and act like its any different.
Anyway a little bit later school ends and i am so fcking depressed and about to break down in this moment, i literally speed walk
out of this school and immediately see my friend M who decides to walk me home n talk to me, he starts talking about the stuff with A and i immediately just break down, to the point where i am crying and cant breathe straight. I try and calm myself down after like 20 minutes and finally get myself to stop crying, i explain everything to him and quite literally write down 15 reasons and show them to him, another day we also call my other friend who knows her to ask about it
and he says that yeah she definitely likes him. Now that i look back on it, A would try and use me for money like "Do you wanna buy me this??" and would genuinely just treat me like shit and like i wasnt even a person, i felt invisible.
Now onto the other girl, i had the same class with this girl and M and i liked her, this was even before i liked A, i told M that i liked her (lets call her P), and after a few days i found out she had a boyfriend, I stopped going for her all together but then she and her boyfriend (Who was 6'5 and built like a athlete by the way) broke up. And then now she and M get close and after like 1-2 weeks they start dating, i am so fucking depressed at this point from all the stuff that happened with A and this just made it so much worse, aswell as the fact that they would cuddle and kiss in the school right beside me the whole time basically forcing me to watch them because i have no other friends in this class. and after like a literal week of dating they start having sex and M flexes to me the whole time about how they are doing stuff, and it just reminds me of how much of a unfuckable loser i am. And she always decides when me and M and our other friend are hanging out that she wants to come over because she cant spend a single fucking second without him even though they already see eachother everyday all day when we arent hanging out. And the whole fucking time we are hanging out they are cuddling and being lovey dovey and making out the whole time infront of me and my other friend forcing us to cuck. She has done this multiple times by the way and i keep telling my friend M i dont want to fucking hang out with her because of this weird shit and its just making everything so much worse. And then M has the audacity at the same time this is happening to say he has the worst life out of anyone in the gc (Hes 5'11 flat feet and physically attractive by the way) and keeps saying this shit because his family thinks hes a joke because he doesnt have a job, and i say hes clearly wrong and out of touch because as things are going he isnt even close to what ive been through. Im not even the type of person to beg for pity from my friends so none of them know about my family situation about my mother being an abusive drunkard who i have trauma from her telling me (7 or 8 at the time) and my 6 year old sister that shes gonna murder us with a knife and then walks in the room with said weapon.
and now as i am writing this i am still a incel who has literally never gotten with a woman or man for that regard ever and i am in the worst state of mind i could possibly be in at this time, aswell as school starting back up and my friend M saying im gonna find a girl in that class that will like me (He acts like its predestined and its 100% to happen)
I had the same English and Math class with A, she would sit with me and my best friend in English, and i would try my hardest to try and interact with her as best i could. And my friend being the good guy he is would leave the classroom for 10-15 minutes to let us talk alone to try and build more of a connection there. I talked to her the whole time, i tried to talk about her interests and have good conversations with her. But after about 5 minutes and her giving basic 1 worded answers she would spam text my best friend (lets call him "M") to come back to class and he asked why and she said "Because your friend is boring me" and then she would proceed to go out of the classroom and search for him. Now she did this every single day for about a week straight, my friend tried to convince me its just because i wasn't being talkative or engaging enough.
After a while i start picking up on all the hints that she is making towards my friend, flirting with him, tryna get closer to him, laughing at his joke and not mine the next day even though they are comparatively the same joke with words swapped around, she's messaging him on snapchat constantly and asking to hangout and rejecting my offers to hangout. Eventually i decide in my last period class math that i have with A, i pull her aside, i tell her how i feel at the end of the school day in a area where there's nobody in the hallway, she quite literally says "No" immediately as i finish explaining my feelings to her and then she walks away. Brutal, but i can take the rejection at least even though i was quite a bit sad, i go up to my other friend and tell him about how i js asked her out cuz why not then i walk home. Skip to later in the day when im back home, i get a call from M and he is telling me about how A told her whole friend group about how i asked her out.
Her friends think that M asked her out but when they realize it wasn't and it was me who asked her out instead of acting like how they were and thinking its cool and good for her before they think its weird and disgusting instead. Ive never done a single thing to this friend group ever by the way. In the days after i start seeing even more signs in English class and i keep getting more and more depressed as i slowly realize that A likes M. Eventually i discuss the possibility that A would like M in our friend group and M doesnt believe me and i try not to just break down because of how stressed and depressed i am in the moment.
The same day in math class i go and walk out to the foyer (Entrance of the school) and am talking with M and my other friend and my other friend starts stealing my shoes and ridiculing me in front of the whole foyer that im wearing height boosters even though half my friend group is wearing shoes with height boosters built into them and act like its any different.
Anyway a little bit later school ends and i am so fcking depressed and about to break down in this moment, i literally speed walk
out of this school and immediately see my friend M who decides to walk me home n talk to me, he starts talking about the stuff with A and i immediately just break down, to the point where i am crying and cant breathe straight. I try and calm myself down after like 20 minutes and finally get myself to stop crying, i explain everything to him and quite literally write down 15 reasons and show them to him, another day we also call my other friend who knows her to ask about it
and he says that yeah she definitely likes him. Now that i look back on it, A would try and use me for money like "Do you wanna buy me this??" and would genuinely just treat me like shit and like i wasnt even a person, i felt invisible.
Now onto the other girl, i had the same class with this girl and M and i liked her, this was even before i liked A, i told M that i liked her (lets call her P), and after a few days i found out she had a boyfriend, I stopped going for her all together but then she and her boyfriend (Who was 6'5 and built like a athlete by the way) broke up. And then now she and M get close and after like 1-2 weeks they start dating, i am so fucking depressed at this point from all the stuff that happened with A and this just made it so much worse, aswell as the fact that they would cuddle and kiss in the school right beside me the whole time basically forcing me to watch them because i have no other friends in this class. and after like a literal week of dating they start having sex and M flexes to me the whole time about how they are doing stuff, and it just reminds me of how much of a unfuckable loser i am. And she always decides when me and M and our other friend are hanging out that she wants to come over because she cant spend a single fucking second without him even though they already see eachother everyday all day when we arent hanging out. And the whole fucking time we are hanging out they are cuddling and being lovey dovey and making out the whole time infront of me and my other friend forcing us to cuck. She has done this multiple times by the way and i keep telling my friend M i dont want to fucking hang out with her because of this weird shit and its just making everything so much worse. And then M has the audacity at the same time this is happening to say he has the worst life out of anyone in the gc (Hes 5'11 flat feet and physically attractive by the way) and keeps saying this shit because his family thinks hes a joke because he doesnt have a job, and i say hes clearly wrong and out of touch because as things are going he isnt even close to what ive been through. Im not even the type of person to beg for pity from my friends so none of them know about my family situation about my mother being an abusive drunkard who i have trauma from her telling me (7 or 8 at the time) and my 6 year old sister that shes gonna murder us with a knife and then walks in the room with said weapon.
and now as i am writing this i am still a incel who has literally never gotten with a woman or man for that regard ever and i am in the worst state of mind i could possibly be in at this time, aswell as school starting back up and my friend M saying im gonna find a girl in that class that will like me (He acts like its predestined and its 100% to happen)
