Having a subhuman face feels unnatural

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It always felt unnatural to me

I remember as a kid, when I would try to make expressions, like smiling, it always looked off, even though I was just trying to imitate what I’ve seen.

Now I know it was never my fault that I always looked weird, that my face made the wrong shapes. I know it’s because I have an extremely short maxillomandibular complex, recession, etc.

Bones are life. Life is a game of bones and if you don’t have them, you lost. You will never be anything, you will never be anyone. Your identity is founded on a lack of any bone structure.

 

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I also knew deep down that I was a genetic failure throughout my childhood. Goatis spoke of this and it’s very true. I wondered why I seemed to have the worst luck, when that luck was set the moment I was conceived. I wondered why I had to deal with so many health issues, so ugly, shit hair, shit eyes, etc etc and I kept getting the same bluepilled religious platitudes. The thing about being generic garbage is that no normie wants to acknowledge it, because it goes against every idea we have of success / Justice. Life is far more unfair than fair and it is what it is. Now I have to deal with the weight of my entire future on my shoulders and fix my face or it’s really over