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“Rage, rage against the dying of the light”
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If you have even one friend your life will still be infinitely better than being a friendless chud
If you have like three good friends you’re basically set
I don’t think Ive ever made a genuine friend in my entire life, nobody has ever understood me or reciprocated the way I cared about them. It’s like a constant power imbalance that just shows up again and again. It’s a curse that follows me everywhere.
And once you’re out of high school you’re basically fucked, I have no idea how I will make a social life for myself, Ive been isolated for so long that I’m out of touch with everyone my age so they’ll think I’m even more weird, it’s more hopeless than ever with each passing day I just get more and more alienated and odd picking up weird mannerisms and shit. Extremely bleak.
Might just try to get a shitty minimum wage job if it means having people to talk to and do shit with
But that’s wishful thinking, because as a neurodivergent it’s 100x more likely people would just turn me into a lolcow or pretend I don’t exist
If you have like three good friends you’re basically set
I don’t think Ive ever made a genuine friend in my entire life, nobody has ever understood me or reciprocated the way I cared about them. It’s like a constant power imbalance that just shows up again and again. It’s a curse that follows me everywhere.
And once you’re out of high school you’re basically fucked, I have no idea how I will make a social life for myself, Ive been isolated for so long that I’m out of touch with everyone my age so they’ll think I’m even more weird, it’s more hopeless than ever with each passing day I just get more and more alienated and odd picking up weird mannerisms and shit. Extremely bleak.
Might just try to get a shitty minimum wage job if it means having people to talk to and do shit with
But that’s wishful thinking, because as a neurodivergent it’s 100x more likely people would just turn me into a lolcow or pretend I don’t exist
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