High School was the ultimate chance for ascension and i blew it

[T50 Demon]

Looking back most boys in HS were high inhib when it came to girls and didnt know shit about softmaxxing. I couldve mogged like crazy if i werent high inhib myself and i let myself get gaslighted by my male friends/classmates who would tease me & others for talking to girls.
You are literally trapped in a room with foids your age (sometimes even sitting next to you) that are full of hormones. Shame i was autistic and thought it was "based" to go to school looking like a homeless fucker wearing the same 2 outfits everyday jfl.
I walked around with unkempt hair for almost my entire time there and bitches would laugh at me until i got a buzzcut + fade in the final year and girls starting treating me like a human instead of a autistic pet.

I can only imagine the JB slaying if i had gotten a Tiktok haircut and basic/advanced hygiene from the start...

 

[Gonthar]

Your last chance is college...Good luck here, it's more difficult than high-school, but if you can't get laid even in college then it's really over, after that it's insanely more difficult, besides looks you also need to have your own place, a car, money, a career, an active social life, etc. and the requirements increase with every year.

 

[Deleted member 28896]

Looking back most boys in HS were high inhib when it came to girls and didnt know shit about softmaxxing. I couldve mogged like crazy if i werent high inhib myself and i let myself get gaslighted by my male friends/classmates who would tease me & others for talking to girls.
You are literally trapped in a room with foids your age (sometimes even sitting next to you) that are full of hormones. Shame i was autistic and thought it was "based" to go to school looking like a homeless fucker wearing the same 2 outfits everyday jfl.
I walked around with unkempt hair for almost my entire time there and bitches would laugh at me until i got a buzzcut + fade in the final year and girls starting treating me like a human instead of a autistic pet.

I can only imagine the JB slaying if i had gotten a Tiktok haircut and basic/advanced hygiene from the start...

"Me and my homies" - this is what highschool is about, we can fuck JB's later on.

 

[T50 Demon]

Your last chance is college...Good luck here, it's more difficult than high-school, but if you can't get laid even in college then it's really over, after that it's insanely more difficult, besides looks you also need to have your own place, a car, money, a career, an active social life, etc. and the requirements increase with every year.

I dropped out of college but im considering going back solely because of the social aspect. Im isolated as FUCK.

 

[cytoplasm]

Elementary school for me ngl. I was ghost in HS

 

[T50 Demon]

Elementary school for me ngl. I was ghost in HS

i was ghostmaxxed to the point where even the people in my "friend group" didnt know what my name was jfl.

 

[Debetro]

You are literally trapped in a room with foids your age (sometimes even sitting next to you) that are full of hormones.

I must have been hormoneless or something. In all my middle and high school years I never had the obsessive thoughts about girls, and never chased and showed interest in any of them unlike the dudes my age who were talking about bitches and their gfs all the time. Had in hs a few of them asking me for a date but I just ignored it (despite having top tier bodies) and blocked them jfl. I had zero desire in females.

I wonder if it was because I had an hormonal problem or something that caused the nule drive, or my abused early-mid teens

 

[New Poster]

youth is wasted on the young

 

[T50 Demon]

I must have been hormoneless or something. In all my middle and high school years I never had the obsessive thoughts about girls, and never chased and showed interest in any of them unlike the dudes my age who were talking about bitches and their gfs all the time. Had in hs a few of them asking me for a date but I just ignored it (despite having top tier bodies) and blocked them jfl. I had zero desire in females.

I wonder if it was because I had an hormonal problem or something that caused the nule drive, or my abused early-mid teens

did you whack off to porn often?

 

[cytoplasm]

i was ghostmaxxed to the point where even the people in my "friend group" didnt know what my name was jfl.

Sad shit tbh. How old are you now

I must have been hormoneless or something. In all my middle and high school years I never had the obsessive thoughts about girls, and never chased and showed interest in any of them unlike the dudes my age who were talking about bitches and their gfs all the time. Had in hs a few of them asking me for a date but I just ignored it (despite having top tier bodies) and blocked them jfl. I had zero desire in females.

I wonder if it was because I had an hormonal problem or something that caused the nule drive, or my abused early-mid teens

Did your parents ever talk about about anything sex/dating wise

 

[T50 Demon]

Sad shit tbh. How old are you now

turned 21 this month

 

[cytoplasm]

turned 21 this month

Still just about young enough to turn things around even if you're khhv

 

[Debetro]

did you whack off to porn often?

0-12 yo: Zero porn, constant erections lnce I was close to entering puberty. Would get hard by anything involving women.

12-13 yo: Started watching on Instagram +18 accounts close to my 13th birthday. The rest was the same

13-14 yo: Fapped for the first time nd started doing it like 2x-3x a week. Barely no porn, mostly Instgram. Boners were optimal

14-15 yo: This is when my desire and erections plummeted. I did 180 days Nofap at 14 and had 0, literal 0 thoughts about sex.

15-16 yo: It slightly came back, 2x-4x a week with reddit and xvids

16-17 yo: Got troubles getting hard and desire was pretty low unless I went 1 week without jerking off. Frequency was now 1x-3x a week but started edging and watching everything possible from soft porn and then my capacity to get hard by looking at content got to the levels of a 70 yo. Nothing produced dopamine or whatever anymore.

Did your parents ever talk about about anything sex/dating wise

My dad not, we don't have a lot of confidence between us. But my mum did talk about sex back at early mid teens and I guess she realized I knew enough already. But for the gfs part they barely mention it, maybe because I still have an inmature appearance and childish personality. My relatives did asked about it several times since 13 and it's huge ragefuel akwardly answering it getting worse every year. They expected me to be pretty normal but they probably realized with time that I'm a friendless girlless loser

 

[longjohnmong]

One time I bought this sweatshirt that was like size large but it had the wrong size sleeve on one arm, like an extra small sleeve, but I didn't notice until I was at school. And then someone noticed during class and everyone was laughing about it and then my ears turned red because that used to happen when I was embarrassed. So then everyone started making fun of me for my red ears and then the girl I had a crush on who I had never interacted with said "I think it's cute." And I was too much of a pussy to talk to her and nothing came of it.

 

[T50 Demon]

One time I bought this sweatshirt that was like size large but it had the wrong size sleeve on one arm, like an extra small sleeve, but I didn't notice until I was at school. And then someone noticed during class and everyone was laughing about it and then my ears turned red because that used to happen when I was embarrassed. So then everyone started making fun of me for my red ears and then the girl I had a crush on who I had never interacted with said "I think it's cute." And I was too much of a pussy to talk to her and nothing came of it.

The more i think about my high school time the more i start thinking i had lots of IOIs like a girl drawing me for no reason during class or another girl stroking my face after i fell in a river. Then again they might've just done that to be nice/make fun of me

 

[longjohnmong]

The more i think about my high school time the more i start thinking i had lots of IOIs like a girl drawing me for no reason during class or another girl stroking my face after i fell in a river. Then again they might've just done that to be nice/make fun of me

One time this girl invited me over from OkCupid, explicitly stating that her dad wasn't going to be home, and I just sat there autistically chatting to her for like 4 hours until she got tired and we went to a gas station and I watched her eat fries. Then she invited me over again the next day, again stating that her dad wouldn't be home, so I got home and sent her a text message about how I have trouble being my true self or some shit and I just never heard back from her after that.

Although it was funny when her dad came home. He just rolls up like "Err that fucking bitch. That mother fucker. I'm gonna fucking fuck that mother fucker up." And I'm all like "Hi sir!"