I have nothing and nobody its actually over

[gorie]

I understand you, I won't explain further or try to motivate you because I was in your same situation, still, it's either acceptance, or killing yourself, remember u only have one life, despite being this bad, make the most out of it, if you wanna do something productive though, try to muster up courage for suicide, I'm not saying this offensively, but look at it more like permanent freedom yk, no more sufferance, that's what I'll do once I manage to get over fear of dying and kms

so youre the same as me? you havent thought of any way to improve, youll just kill yourself?

 

[PeakIncels]

so youre the same as me? you havent thought of any way to improve, youll just kill yourself?

Improving will not do anything, life is meaningless all temporary dopamine, that's why I do everything I love and enjoy, I won't have regrets if I'll die, also yea I'll kms because I don't wanna work 60 years of my life, till I become a grandpa and wait for my death, very awful

 

[gorie]

Improving will not do anything, life is meaningless all temporary dopamine, that's why I do everything I love and enjoy, I won't have regrets if I'll die, also yea I'll kms because I don't wanna work 60 years of my life, till I become a grandpa and wait for my death, very awful

youre not even lying bro but i dont have anything like that im just living an empty existence no hobbies or pleasures

 

[PeakIncels]

youre not even lying bro but i dont have anything like that im just living an empty existence no hobbies or pleasures

You must create them then, get a passion bro, that's all u really need, otherwise like I told you, find courage to kill yourself, this world is awful anyway, don't let people manipulate you in thinking it gets better, it never does, but you get more resistant to the pain, most people live like you but don't really have this type of self awareness, or think about this, they just go forward in their meaningless lifes

 

[gorie]

You must create them then, get a passion bro, that's all u really need, otherwise like I told you, find courage to kill yourself, this world is awful anyway, don't let people manipulate you in thinking it gets better, it never does, but you get more resistant to the pain, most people live like you but don't really have this type of self awareness, or think about this, they just go forward in their meaningless lifes

bro theres no way i can keep living like this but how am i supposed to find a passion? ive tried everything i could possibly think of already, if it keeps going like this im probably going to rope at 20 or something, theres no point to living with this pain if it achieves nothing

 

[PeakIncels]

bro theres no way i can keep living like this but how am i supposed to find a passion? ive tried everything i could possibly think of already, if it keeps going like this im probably going to rope at 20 or something, theres no point to living with this pain if it achieves nothing

idk then, find a reason to live or do what you said, killing yourself, leaving isn't a pussy move, this world is awful, I don't blame ppl who offed themselves tbh, they have a point

 

[justanothercurrycel]

I literally have nothing, no interests, no passions, no hobbies, i dont like doing anything and i dont enjoy anything, nothing at all. I try to get on social media so i maybe at least get cheap dopamine hits but that isnt even doing anything anymore, im not even into shit i used to do just for entertainment because no video games or anything to watch is fun , i have no hobbies,i dont even like any music i genuinely like nothing, i have no personality im just a robot , an empty fucking husk of a person.Im 17 turning 18 soon and i just moved to a new city for uni, for over a month ive been trying anything to at least have some friends, since the first day of uni when noone had friends either i initiated and talked to people , ive approached over 10 people overall , people and groups , and I still dont even have friends. I even try to be more laid back with some and let it flow but no nothing, with some i try to say lets hang out on the breaks at least and they just blow me off, and before you say im an autist, im genuinely not i had friends in hs and i talk normally about shit everyone else talks about just about the classes or teachers or whatever else is happening just small talk, and now everyone else has friends and friend groups , going out every other day living the uni experience but for me? no even though i tried , even the same people that blew me off have friends theyre hanging out with ,shit some people even found girls already. The worst part is I cant find any objective reason this is happening, im 187 cm im pretty muscular since ive been lifting for a while ,according to everyone else in my city and people who are brutally honest with me my face is at worst above average and according to them i should easily be getting girls,ive grown my hair out , i have improved my style ,im clean with clean clothes, i dont smell, i groom myself and everything like that, i even got into the best school possible, everything objective i can do but apparently im just a fucking reject when it comes to social life. Oh and to top it off im khhv ive never even had female friends or fucking anything. its so fucking over and i cant do anything about it i always thought if i just tried to initiate it would work but no ,now im just a fucking cockroach unwanted by everyone in my little fucking house all day doing nothing, the worst part is that im actually an extrovert and want to talk to people and hang out but i guess im just an unloveable unwanted little wretch.

Have you tried smiling more

 

[gorie]

Have you tried smiling more

and being confident!!!

 

[BimaxLaser]

Blabla get into cyber

yeah im not trying to go pro or something just have some fun and meet people , what i mean is , isnt it weird for a complete begginer to start at like 18? i feel like mostly kids do things like that

im in the same boat but 20

 

[gorie]

.

 

[gorie]

im in the same boat but 20

you have 0 friends,cant make any,khhv and no interests or anything you enjoy or a hobby?

 

[BimaxLaser]

you have 0 friends,cant make any,khhv and no interests or anything you enjoy or a hobby?

Yes. Im gonna go uni next year I hope I can get in a friend group there and maybe leach off their hobbies

 

[gorie]

Yes. Im gonna go uni next year I hope I can get in a friend group there and maybe leach off their hobbies

damn man i hope you do, since ive failed doing even that idek what im supposed to do now, theres literally nothing i can do

 

[BimaxLaser]

damn man i hope you do, since ive failed doing even that idek what im supposed to do now, theres literally nothing i can do

You could go on a solo vacation to a hot country or something idk

 

[omnilegent]

im 187 cm im pretty muscular since ive been lifting for a while [...] my face is at worst above average

Keep thinking this, incel

 

[gorie]

Keep thinking this, incel

the height is absolutely true measured by a doctor, i am muscular although i definately could lose some fat and my face has been rated high mtn so i guess its not that good but not bad either

 

[madaaa]

I literally have nothing, no interests, no passions, no hobbies, i dont like doing anything and i dont enjoy anything, nothing at all. I try to get on social media so i maybe at least get cheap dopamine hits but that isnt even doing anything anymore, im not even into shit i used to do just for entertainment because no video games or anything to watch is fun , i have no hobbies,i dont even like any music i genuinely like nothing, i have no personality im just a robot , an empty fucking husk of a person.Im 17 turning 18 soon and i just moved to a new city for uni, for over a month ive been trying anything to at least have some friends, since the first day of uni when noone had friends either i initiated and talked to people , ive approached over 10 people overall , people and groups , and I still dont even have friends. I even try to be more laid back with some and let it flow but no nothing, with some i try to say lets hang out on the breaks at least and they just blow me off, and before you say im an autist, im genuinely not i had friends in hs and i talk normally about shit everyone else talks about just about the classes or teachers or whatever else is happening just small talk, and now everyone else has friends and friend groups , going out every other day living the uni experience but for me? no even though i tried , even the same people that blew me off have friends theyre hanging out with ,shit some people even found girls already. The worst part is I cant find any objective reason this is happening, im 187 cm im pretty muscular since ive been lifting for a while ,according to everyone else in my city and people who are brutally honest with me my face is at worst above average and according to them i should easily be getting girls,ive grown my hair out , i have improved my style ,im clean with clean clothes, i dont smell, i groom myself and everything like that, i even got into the best school possible, everything objective i can do but apparently im just a fucking reject when it comes to social life. Oh and to top it off im khhv ive never even had female friends or fucking anything. its so fucking over and i cant do anything about it i always thought if i just tried to initiate it would work but no ,now im just a fucking cockroach unwanted by everyone in my little fucking house all day doing nothing, the worst part is that im actually an extrovert and want to talk to people and hang out but i guess im just an unloveable unwanted little wretch.

its a looksmaxxing forum go vent on reddit or some shit

 

[gorie]

its a looksmaxxing forum go vent on reddit or some shit

not trying to vent, im trying to figure out whats wrong or what i could do next, also just because football is called football doesnt mean you dont use anything else but your feet at all, sociality and the mind are big topics here too,like neurotypicality or inhibition and a lot more

 

[Jiaxi]

you can vent to me bhai

 

[gorie]

you can vent to me bhai

just wondering ,whats the difference between me and the guys who are popular and all bro

 

[Jiaxi]

just wondering ,whats the difference between me and the guys who are popular and all bro

you aren’t as good looking and weren’t raised like them and your brain is different luckily you can change most things. therapist use a analogy of gears, one is thought then emotion another is action. in order to change the machine, (your body.) you have to turn the gears. most people’s machines are too fucked and they give up. something tells me you just need a little help turning the gears. i’m here to help.

 

[DarkTriadBeliever]

Hop on anime lil bro, It's peak

 

[PeakIncels]

your still alive? insane, start drawing bro

 

[gorie]

you aren’t as good looking and weren’t raised like them and your brain is different luckily you can change most things. therapist use a analogy of gears, one is thought then emotion another is action. in order to change the machine, (your body.) you have to turn the gears. most people’s machines are too fucked and they give up. something tells me you just need a little help turning the gears. i’m here to help.

about the looks, i can definately lose some body fat but my face has already been rated like high mtn when im kind of fat like 22-23% bf,i definately think its something to do with the software side rather than the looks at this point since i see so many people have rich social lifes while i look better,about the help turning the gears i guess ill take it , i mean my childhood wasnt really that ideal too, im a firm believer in the being correctly socially developed opinions

 

[gorie]

Hop on anime lil bro, It's peak

i dont know man it just doesnt seem that interesting to me

 

[gorie]

your still alive? insane, start drawing bro

lol were you here from the start? i dont know about drawing but i definately should find something to do to escape

 

[DarkTriadBeliever]

i dont know man it just doesnt seem that interesting to me

This nigga doesn't like anything

 

[gorie]

This nigga doesn't like anything

its not like i want to not like anything,im trying to find something i can do to escape or improve

 

[PeakIncels]

lol were you here from the start? i dont know about drawing but i definately should find something to do to escape

we already discussed, btw if you keep this thread up you ain't gonna find no answer, or actuallt asking people will not help you

what you gotta do is find it yourself, not because I don't wanna help, but because that's the truth

just go on Tiktok or whatever shit, idk, maybe you find a video of music and you start liking that shit, make that a hobby, you see someone playing the guitar, you like it, get into it and play the instrument

if you ask other people how to find happiness you aren't gonna get no answer because happiness is all subjective and relevant

that's how I did it, I liked draws, I got into drawing and like it, I like music, I saw guitar I'm studying it and soon will start playing the instrument
just do shit fr

 

[PeakIncels]

its not like i want to not like anything,im trying to find something i can do to escape or improve

otherwise do drugs

 

[jeremyy]

I literally have nothing, no interests, no passions, no hobbies, i dont like doing anything and i dont enjoy anything, nothing at all. I try to get on social media so i maybe at least get cheap dopamine hits but that isnt even doing anything anymore, im not even into shit i used to do just for entertainment because no video games or anything to watch is fun , i have no hobbies,i dont even like any music i genuinely like nothing, i have no personality im just a robot , an empty fucking husk of a person.Im 17 turning 18 soon and i just moved to a new city for uni, for over a month ive been trying anything to at least have some friends, since the first day of uni when noone had friends either i initiated and talked to people , ive approached over 10 people overall , people and groups , and I still dont even have friends. I even try to be more laid back with some and let it flow but no nothing, with some i try to say lets hang out on the breaks at least and they just blow me off, and before you say im an autist, im genuinely not i had friends in hs and i talk normally about shit everyone else talks about just about the classes or teachers or whatever else is happening just small talk, and now everyone else has friends and friend groups , going out every other day living the uni experience but for me? no even though i tried , even the same people that blew me off have friends theyre hanging out with ,shit some people even found girls already. The worst part is I cant find any objective reason this is happening, im 187 cm im pretty muscular since ive been lifting for a while ,according to everyone else in my city and people who are brutally honest with me my face is at worst above average and according to them i should easily be getting girls,ive grown my hair out , i have improved my style ,im clean with clean clothes, i dont smell, i groom myself and everything like that, i even got into the best school possible, everything objective i can do but apparently im just a fucking reject when it comes to social life. Oh and to top it off im khhv ive never even had female friends or fucking anything. its so fucking over and i cant do anything about it i always thought if i just tried to initiate it would work but no ,now im just a fucking cockroach unwanted by everyone in my little fucking house all day doing nothing, the worst part is that im actually an extrovert and want to talk to people and hang out but i guess im just an unloveable unwanted little wretch.

DNR

 

[gorie]

we already discussed, btw if you keep this thread up you ain't gonna find no answer, or actuallt asking people will not help you

what you gotta do is find it yourself, not because I don't wanna help, but because that's the truth

just go on Tiktok or whatever shit, idk, maybe you find a video of music and you start liking that shit, make that a hobby, you see someone playing the guitar, you like it, get into it and play the instrument

if you ask other people how to find happiness you aren't gonna get no answer because happiness is all subjective and relevant

that's how I did it, I liked draws, I got into drawing and like it, I like music, I saw guitar I'm studying it and soon will start playing the instrument
just do shit fr

to be perfectly honest i have been starting to listen to music when im working out at least that i pick out myself and i guess its not bad mostly stuff i find on tiktok, about instruments, ive played piano and flute and some others before but i didnt really like them much,also the only thing that seems kind of appealing is martial arts but i dont want to get brain damage or ruin my joints so young so idk

 

[gorie]

DNR

missing out on a different prespective of self improvement

 

[gorie]

otherwise do drugs

maybe that will give enough of a spark to get something else

 

[PeakIncels]

to be perfectly honest i have been starting to listen to music when im working out at least that i pick out myself and i guess its not bad mostly stuff i find on tiktok, about instruments, ive played piano and flute and some others before but i didnt really like them much,also the only thing that seems kind of appealing is martial arts but i dont want to get brain damage or ruin my joints so young so idk

yea see lol why you care about your future if u got nothing, you have to enjoy what you have now, it's all about the moment

if u like martial arts get into that shit, watch a lot of fights etc, eventually maybe get in a club coltivate an hobby, the change has to start from you

 

[gorie]

yea see lol why you care about your future if u got nothing, you have to enjoy what you have now, it's all about the moment

if u like martial arts get into that shit, watch a lot of fights etc, eventually maybe get in a club coltivate an hobby, the change has to start from you

i mean just because im in a bad spot doesnt mean i want to throw my whole future away, i dont want to trade my health for martial arts even if i like them id like to be in good shape brain and body even as i grow older ,the club thing i see a lot but i dont have any in my uni, guess its a geeky school,but i agree i have to make a change myself im just looking for inspiration or some base to copy and use to grow through

 

[Ascend_forever]

If u never had female friends you probs heavily over rated your looks or are genuinely not NT

 

[gorie]

If u never had female friends you probs heavily over rated your looks or are genuinely not NT

idk i mean i am a little fat , like 23% and my face has been rated mtn from some and htn from others and im genuinely not autistic

 

[PSLBurner]

very relatable, ever since i unintentionally started hardmaxxing so early from hormones it fucked with me people invalidate your struggle because you’re physically superior to them but it’s actually more painful when you know you can offer things but your self sabotage fucks you over atleast trucels/sub mtns know they will never have a chance

 

[PSLBurner]

Very relatable tbh. I am just an empty husk when I do activities. Its hard if not impossible to enjoy anything because i feel constant dread and loneliness wherever I am and whatever I do


Beyond over. I used to be such a happy kid with so many interests. Total social rejection destroyed me

so true. i used to be so much more creative and happy. though as blue pill cope as it sounds, i do think a lot of it has to do with dopamine production lowering due to bad lifestyle.

 

[PSLBurner]

a lot of it has to do with trusting the world bro in my personal case for example cause yes sure it’s true i prob would have roped if i never Christmaxxed, but i also would def have NEVER fully stopped trusting the world, its easier for the people you view as happier to “fit in” cuz they can easily blindly trust random people jfl, some people are also just punching bags tbf, and even if you deny it there are people with a billion “friends” who are unhappier than this, life is just brutal bro jfl it can always be worse no matter what but self sabotage is still definitely painful af and i still stand by it being easier for trucels to cope cuz they have their own little world but mtns+ have actual weight of actual expectations

 

[gorie]

very relatable, ever since i unintentionally started hardmaxxing so early from hormones it fucked with me people invalidate your struggle because you’re physically superior to them but it’s actually more painful when you know you can offer things but your self sabotage fucks you over atleast trucels/sub mtns know they will never have a chance

i actually do feel like its worse sometimes bro, at least others can point at something and say thats whats wrong or even be able to progress toward fixing it, but for me idek what could be wrong, sometimes i imagine what i could achieive if i wasnt in a mental cell

 

[gorie]

a lot of it has to do with trusting the world bro in my personal case for example cause yes sure it’s true i prob would have roped if i never Christmaxxed, but i also would def have NEVER fully stopped trusting the world, its easier for the people you view as happier to “fit in” cuz they can easily blindly trust random people jfl, some people are also just punching bags tbf, and even if you deny it there are people with a billion “friends” who are unhappier than this, life is just brutal bro jfl it can always be worse no matter what but self sabotage is still definitely painful af and i still stand by it being easier for trucels to cope cuz they have their own little world but mtns+ have actual weight of actual expectations

weight of expectations is so true,family and past friends all expect me to be some popular slayer while look at where i am

 

[Ascend_forever]

idk i mean i am a little fat , like 23% and my face has been rated mtn from some and htn from others and im genuinely not autistic

Valid mate . If your waist is above 32” even at 6’3 you could easily be HTN just by eating the slightest bit cleaner

 

[gorie]

Valid mate . If your waist is above 32” even at 6’3 you could easily be HTN just by eating the slightest bit cleaner

yeah if im honest i could imporve a lot by losing fat and i will aim for it but i just dont know about the rest, i mean besides the looks,things are stopping me from having a good social life

 

[Ascend_forever]

yeah if im honest i could imporve a lot by losing fat and i will aim for it but i just dont know about the rest, i mean besides the looks,things are stopping me from having a good social life

Age ? As you know when u are certain looks threshold people will actively make convo with you and look to expand their social circle. Halo effect irl not just BP autism.

 

[gorie]

Age ? As you know when u are certain looks threshold people will actively make convo with you and look to expand their social circle. Halo effect irl not just BP autism.

im 17 first year uni

 

[N1666]

BAHAHAHAHAHA

 

[Hammeruntilchad2009]

I literally have nothing, no interests, no passions, no hobbies, i dont like doing anything and i dont enjoy anything, nothing at all. I try to get on social media so i maybe at least get cheap dopamine hits but that isnt even doing anything anymore, im not even into shit i used to do just for entertainment because no video games or anything to watch is fun , i have no hobbies,i dont even like any music i genuinely like nothing, i have no personality im just a robot , an empty fucking husk of a person.Im 17 turning 18 soon and i just moved to a new city for uni, for over a month ive been trying anything to at least have some friends, since the first day of uni when noone had friends either i initiated and talked to people , ive approached over 10 people overall , people and groups , and I still dont even have friends. I even try to be more laid back with some and let it flow but no nothing, with some i try to say lets hang out on the breaks at least and they just blow me off, and before you say im an autist, im genuinely not i had friends in hs and i talk normally about shit everyone else talks about just about the classes or teachers or whatever else is happening just small talk, and now everyone else has friends and friend groups , going out every other day living the uni experience but for me? no even though i tried , even the same people that blew me off have friends theyre hanging out with ,shit some people even found girls already. The worst part is I cant find any objective reason this is happening, im 187 cm im pretty muscular since ive been lifting for a while ,according to everyone else in my city and people who are brutally honest with me my face is at worst above average and according to them i should easily be getting girls,ive grown my hair out , i have improved my style ,im clean with clean clothes, i dont smell, i groom myself and everything like that, i even got into the best school possible, everything objective i can do but apparently im just a fucking reject when it comes to social life. Oh and to top it off im khhv ive never even had female friends or fucking anything. its so fucking over and i cant do anything about it i always thought if i just tried to initiate it would work but no ,now im just a fucking cockroach unwanted by everyone in my little fucking house all day doing nothing, the worst part is that im actually an extrovert and want to talk to people and hang out but i guess im just an unloveable unwanted little wretch.

Didn’t read + rope and just have a cold shower