I have nothing and nobody its actually over

[gorie]

dw bro, i know how you feel. (and im serious) But im gonna tell you and just peep in, you have until age 25 until it really starts getting over. you are turning 18!!! its not over, you are deadass putting yourself in a shitty mood, probably repost sad tik toks and get sad tik toks and you came in here which let me tell you!! all of these people will not make you feel better. They will litereally just make you feel shit and that is gonna make your mood even worse and what i am trying to say is that YOU SHOULD RELIGIONMAX, TAKE ANTI DEPRESSANT OR GET OF MEDIA AND FIND A HOBBY!!!!

and if you know what you are doing is wrong and you know what you can do to fix it but willing not too because you like feeling sad but hate it

just find God then im being so serious

and go check doctors if you have any neuro divergesions or any type of mental sickness, depression, ADD, ADHD, autism, or idfk just seek help please.

i want to agree, i really do but uni has already started,circles have already formed, if i wasnt able to find anyone at the start when it was easiest even with putting in effort then its futile,after uni it will be even worse, everything,from jobs to fulfillment is achieved through people,a plane of existence i seem to live outside of , also i dont repost any tiktoks i try to still be cheerful irl and avoid interacting with sad content but just thinking makes me realize so much of the truth in whats happening that i cant stand it, i cant even stop it by doing something else or keeping busy or being outside for obvious reasons, also about finding a hobby, i have tried sports,geeky hobbies, even just watching movies or whatever but nothing gets anything out of me, im in the same neutral state i always am through all of it.

for the second message, i know something is wrong, something is deeply wrong in my brain or something but i am unable to grasp it, i have tried fixing my life as it is by attempting hobbies , sociality and everything that would make me a person but nothing ever works, i cant even make fake friends. I dont think i have any neurodivergence like autism or anything though

 

[gorie]

Idk that’s uni freshman age. Isn’t it normal for people to start doing different activities when they go to college

Music is super important for socialising with NTs I think, if you don’t have a real music taste it’s shameful

maybe it is in america or the uk or something but here it isnt all that common, people who did sports just keep doing them and the others at most start the gym
also i know that everyone cares about music but i really am not lying when i say i dont enjoy it, i dont like any of it and none of it makes me hyped up or excited or happy or even sad, its like im just waiting for the song to end to say i listened to it

 

[Pikabro]

maybe it is in america or the uk or something but here it isnt all that common, people who did sports just keep doing them and the others at most start the gym
also i know that everyone cares about music but i really am not lying when i say i dont enjoy it, i dont like any of it and none of it makes me hyped up or excited or happy or even sad, its like im just waiting for the song to end to say i listened to it

I agree man, it’s too hard to get into music. Just feels like a chore

 

[hopecel]

I literally have nothing, no interests, no passions, no hobbies, i dont like doing anything and i dont enjoy anything, nothing at all. I try to get on social media so i maybe at least get cheap dopamine hits but that isnt even doing anything anymore, im not even into shit i used to do just for entertainment because no video games or anything to watch is fun , i have no hobbies,i dont even like any music i genuinely like nothing, i have no personality im just a robot , an empty fucking husk of a person.Im 17 turning 18 soon and i just moved to a new city for uni, for over a month ive been trying anything to at least have some friends, since the first day of uni when noone had friends either i initiated and talked to people , ive approached over 10 people overall , people and groups , and I still dont even have friends. I even try to be more laid back with some and let it flow but no nothing, with some i try to say lets hang out on the breaks at least and they just blow me off, and before you say im an autist, im genuinely not i had friends in hs and i talk normally about shit everyone else talks about just about the classes or teachers or whatever else is happening just small talk, and now everyone else has friends and friend groups , going out every other day living the uni experience but for me? no even though i tried , even the same people that blew me off have friends theyre hanging out with ,shit some people even found girls already. The worst part is I cant find any objective reason this is happening, im 187 cm im pretty muscular since ive been lifting for a while ,according to everyone else in my city and people who are brutally honest with me my face is at worst above average and according to them i should easily be getting girls,ive grown my hair out , i have improved my style ,im clean with clean clothes, i dont smell, i groom myself and everything like that, i even got into the best school possible, everything objective i can do but apparently im just a fucking reject when it comes to social life. Oh and to top it off im khhv ive never even had female friends or fucking anything. its so fucking over and i cant do anything about it i always thought if i just tried to initiate it would work but no ,now im just a fucking cockroach unwanted by everyone in my little fucking house all day doing nothing, the worst part is that im actually an extrovert and want to talk to people and hang out but i guess im just an unloveable unwanted little wretch.

you're just an NPC aspie mentalcel

 

[gorie]

you're just an NPC aspie mentalcel

i dont even know what this means

 

[hopecel]

i dont even know what this means

go back to Discord

 

[gorie]

go back to Discord

what would it cost you to at least tell me something that could help? or at least give me better understanding?I know im a mentalcel but im trying to figure out why exactly, also i dont have autism or anything

 

[hopecel]

what would it cost you to at least tell me something that could help? or at least give me better understanding?I know im a mentalcel but im trying to figure out why exactly, also i dont have autism or anything

you're an NPC, you have no personality, it's not like I know what would you like to do when you don't like anything by your own words

if you're not a subhuman and supposedly not autistic, it's all about your personality and social awkwardness... find some interesting hobbies, do dopamine detox (that's how you're going to reset dopamine receptors for music, movies, niche hobbies etc) and leave this shithole before it ruins you even further

 

[gorie]

you're an NPC, you have no personality, it's not like I know what would you like to do when you don't like anything by your own words

if you're not a subhuman and supposedly not autistic, it's all about your personality and social awkwardness... find some interesting hobbies, do dopamine detox (that's how you're going to reset dopamine receptors for music, movies, niche hobbies etc) and leave this shithole before it ruins you even further

i agree that this is not the way to improve but i already said that i have nothing in terms of personality or liking things ,its not like i chose it or it is my fault as a result of not trying or anything, it just is, i want to improve, i want to be better, i want to be normal, if i knew how i would have done it long ago, also i have no probelm approaching people and theres not really akwardness in my interactions so idk if thats realy the problem

 

[hopecel]

i agree that this is not the way to improve but i already said that i have nothing in terms of personality or liking things ,its not like i chose it or it is my fault as a result of not trying or anything, it just is, i want to improve, i want to be better, i want to be normal, if i knew how i would have done it long ago, also i have no probelm approaching people and theres not really akwardness in my interactions so idk if thats realy the problem

I told you, your problem is that you're an NPC by what you described yourself

you have to be interesting to be around with other people

 

[gorie]

I told you, your problem is that you're an NPC by what you described yourself

you have to be interesting to be around with other people

then how do i become interesting? i get that you become interesting through your experiences but you need to have something to get experience in like a hobby or friends or some simmilar environment

 

[hopecel]

then how do i become interesting? i get that you become interesting through your experiences but you need to have something to get experience in like a hobby or friends or some simmilar environment

I'm a no lifer and I barely have any friends but I'm kinda interesting to the normies because I'm special and different from others

listen, read, watch, learn, experience - that's how you'll become more interesting

 

[Deleted member 26824]

what are you talking about, getting what out of you specifically

Knowledge, methods, things i had to figure out and others still can‘t

 

[gorie]

I'm a no lifer and I barely have any friends but I'm kinda interesting to the normies because I'm special and different from others

listen, read, watch, learn, experience - that's how you'll become more interesting

i appreciate you trying to help but i really dont get it, i mean i doubt just consuming more content is going to help at all, i want to go outside and experience the world im tired of being trapped in these virtual world man i just want to experience the outside, could you maybe be more specific maybe that would help

 

[gorie]

Knowledge, methods, things i had to figure out and others still can‘t

if youre talking about talking methods i think that trying to learn it from a book is going to just isolate me even more but thats just my thought idk

 

[hopecel]

i appreciate you trying to help but i really dont get it, i mean i doubt just consuming more content is going to help at all, i want to go outside and experience the world im tired of being trapped in these virtual world man i just want to experience the outside, could you maybe be more specific maybe that would help

you simply can't not listen to music in 2024, it's extremely weird to normies... even if you dislike mainstream music it's better to listen to something alternative rather than nothing... how can you socialize with someone when you have nothing to speak about? I have a friend irl who's also extremely shy and on top of that he has no other topics to speak about except uni/studying... it's just boring and inauthentic

if you want to find friends irl, you must have something interesting to talk about, you must follow the trends, you better should know everything that's popular... otherwise, you're not NT (not in autistic way), they see you as an NPC... so just be authentic, and you can find new people wherever including uni, gym/sports, insta etc

 

[HighLtn]

I literally have nothing, no interests, no passions, no hobbies, i dont like doing anything and i dont enjoy anything, nothing at all. I try to get on social media so i maybe at least get cheap dopamine hits but that isnt even doing anything anymore, im not even into shit i used to do just for entertainment because no video games or anything to watch is fun , i have no hobbies,i dont even like any music i genuinely like nothing, i have no personality im just a robot , an empty fucking husk of a person.Im 17 turning 18 soon and i just moved to a new city for uni, for over a month ive been trying anything to at least have some friends, since the first day of uni when noone had friends either i initiated and talked to people , ive approached over 10 people overall , people and groups , and I still dont even have friends. I even try to be more laid back with some and let it flow but no nothing, with some i try to say lets hang out on the breaks at least and they just blow me off, and before you say im an autist, im genuinely not i had friends in hs and i talk normally about shit everyone else talks about just about the classes or teachers or whatever else is happening just small talk, and now everyone else has friends and friend groups , going out every other day living the uni experience but for me? no even though i tried , even the same people that blew me off have friends theyre hanging out with ,shit some people even found girls already. The worst part is I cant find any objective reason this is happening, im 187 cm im pretty muscular since ive been lifting for a while ,according to everyone else in my city and people who are brutally honest with me my face is at worst above average and according to them i should easily be getting girls,ive grown my hair out , i have improved my style ,im clean with clean clothes, i dont smell, i groom myself and everything like that, i even got into the best school possible, everything objective i can do but apparently im just a fucking reject when it comes to social life. Oh and to top it off im khhv ive never even had female friends or fucking anything. its so fucking over and i cant do anything about it i always thought if i just tried to initiate it would work but no ,now im just a fucking cockroach unwanted by everyone in my little fucking house all day doing nothing, the worst part is that im actually an extrovert and want to talk to people and hang out but i guess im just an unloveable unwanted little wretch.

 

[Deleted member 26824]

if youre talking about talking methods i think that trying to learn it from a book is going to just isolate me even more but thats just my thought idk

Lmao we‘re two diffrent people, i don‘t think you‘d understand what i mean

 

[gorie]

you simply can't not listen to music in 2024, it's extremely weird to normies... even if you dislike mainstream music it's better to listen to something alternative rather than nothing... how can you socialize with someone when you have nothing to speak about? I have a friend irl who's also extremely shy and on top of that he has no other topics to speak about except uni/studying... it's just boring and inauthentic

if you want to find friends irl, you must have something interesting to talk about, you must follow the trends, you better should know everything that's popular... otherwise, you're not NT (not in autistic way), they see you as an NPC... so just be authentic, and you can find new people wherever including uni, gym/sports, insta etc

so youre saying i should just do whatever i see trending on social media and try to copy others personalities? i guess it doesnt sound like a bad idea but isnt that even more of an npc thing? also i just dont think i can ever get into music because ive probably already heard alternative songs and still didnt like them, also im really curious when you say have something to speak about can you give some examples please

 

[gorie]

Lmao we‘re two diffrent people, i don‘t think you‘d understand what i mean

its very easy to say you dont understand me, i could say that too but it gets you nowhere

 

[hopecel]

so youre saying i should just do whatever i see trending on social media and try to copy others personalities? i guess it doesnt sound like a bad idea but isnt that even more of an npc thing?

no... normies and NPCs aren't the same

also i just dont think i can ever get into music because ive probably already heard alternative songs and still didnt like them, also im really curious when you say have something to speak about can you give some examples please

just hear what normies speak about when you're around them, for me it's mostly sports, games, gym, moneymaking, memes etc

among girls you should avoid all of these things except memes, especially don't speak about politics with them, it's seen as a Chud thing

 

[gorie]

no... normies and NPCs aren't the same

just hear what normies speak about when you're around them, for me it's mostly sports, games, gym, moneymaking, memes etc

among girls you should avoid all of these things except memes, especially don't speak about politics with them, it's seen as a Chud thing

what youre saying is true but i dont know how i could possibly adopt it except for forcing it, i mean most talk about watching sports or if some game is trending about that and most of the time just about whats happening in their life recently or some shared experience or mutual friend or whatever, for me i hate watching sports and now its not like theres any popular games that people are playing around here, about memes i guess thats also true but if you just talk about tiktok memes when you just met i feel like its kind of autistic, obviously shared experiences and mutuals are out of he picture so im just struggling to find common ground and i dont even know if thats the issue but i guess its possible they rejected me because there wasnt that deep of a connection or maybe something else

 

[Stuttercel]

I literally have nothing, no interests, no passions, no hobbies, i dont like doing anything and i dont enjoy anything, nothing at all. I try to get on social media so i maybe at least get cheap dopamine hits but that isnt even doing anything anymore, im not even into shit i used to do just for entertainment because no video games or anything to watch is fun , i have no hobbies,i dont even like any music i genuinely like nothing, i have no personality im just a robot , an empty fucking husk of a person.Im 17 turning 18 soon and i just moved to a new city for uni, for over a month ive been trying anything to at least have some friends, since the first day of uni when noone had friends either i initiated and talked to people , ive approached over 10 people overall , people and groups , and I still dont even have friends. I even try to be more laid back with some and let it flow but no nothing, with some i try to say lets hang out on the breaks at least and they just blow me off, and before you say im an autist, im genuinely not i had friends in hs and i talk normally about shit everyone else talks about just about the classes or teachers or whatever else is happening just small talk, and now everyone else has friends and friend groups , going out every other day living the uni experience but for me? no even though i tried , even the same people that blew me off have friends theyre hanging out with ,shit some people even found girls already. The worst part is I cant find any objective reason this is happening, im 187 cm im pretty muscular since ive been lifting for a while ,according to everyone else in my city and people who are brutally honest with me my face is at worst above average and according to them i should easily be getting girls,ive grown my hair out , i have improved my style ,im clean with clean clothes, i dont smell, i groom myself and everything like that, i even got into the best school possible, everything objective i can do but apparently im just a fucking reject when it comes to social life. Oh and to top it off im khhv ive never even had female friends or fucking anything. its so fucking over and i cant do anything about it i always thought if i just tried to initiate it would work but no ,now im just a fucking cockroach unwanted by everyone in my little fucking house all day doing nothing, the worst part is that im actually an extrovert and want to talk to people and hang out but i guess im just an unloveable unwanted little wretch.

Sadly relatable man. Fucking brutal life

 

[V1P3R]

i’m 17 too bro turning 18 next yr i feel the same way but i’m trying to change my ways and habits so my situation improves , i hope urs does too . the only thing i have in life rn in soccer literally my only passion otherwise i’d probably already have roped by now lowkey . i think it’s js cuz i’m in high school rn tho hopefully uni will be better for me

 

[gorie]

i’m 17 too bro turning 18 next yr i feel the same way but i’m trying to change my ways and habits so my situation improves , i hope urs does too . the only thing i have in life rn in soccer literally my only passion otherwise i’d probably already have roped by now lowkey . i think it’s js cuz i’m in high school rn tho hopefully uni will be better for me

what are you planning to do? also having a passion is lifefuel man i wish i did

 

[persuss]

i know what you're missing...

all the top looksmaxxers use this bro even YO JORDAN uses this.

 

[wyy]

i want to agree, i really do but uni has already started,circles have already formed, if i wasnt able to find anyone at the start when it was easiest even with putting in effort then its futile,after uni it will be even worse, everything,from jobs to fulfillment is achieved through people,a plane of existence i seem to live outside of , also i dont repost any tiktoks i try to still be cheerful irl and avoid interacting with sad content but just thinking makes me realize so much of the truth in whats happening that i cant stand it, i cant even stop it by doing something else or keeping busy or being outside for obvious reasons, also about finding a hobby, i have tried sports,geeky hobbies, even just watching movies or whatever but nothing gets anything out of me, im in the same neutral state i always am through all of it.

for the second message, i know something is wrong, something is deeply wrong in my brain or something but i am unable to grasp it, i have tried fixing my life as it is by attempting hobbies , sociality and everything that would make me a person but nothing ever works, i cant even make fake friends. I dont think i have any neurodivergence like autism or anything though

I agree man, it’s too hard to get into music. Just feels like a chore

i want to agree, i really do but uni has already started,circles have already formed, if i wasnt able to find anyone at the start when it was easiest even with putting in effort then its futile,after uni it will be even worse, everything,from jobs to fulfillment is achieved through people,a plane of existence i seem to live outside of , also i dont repost any tiktoks i try to still be cheerful irl and avoid interacting with sad content but just thinking makes me realize so much of the truth in whats happening that i cant stand it, i cant even stop it by doing something else or keeping busy or being outside for obvious reasons, also about finding a hobby, i have tried sports,geeky hobbies, even just watching movies or whatever but nothing gets anything out of me, im in the same neutral state i always am through all of it.

for the second message, i know something is wrong, something is deeply wrong in my brain or something but i am unable to grasp it, i have tried fixing my life as it is by attempting hobbies , sociality and everything that would make me a person but nothing ever works, i cant even make fake friends. I dont think i have any neurodivergence like autism or anything though

Literally you lose nothing by trying something because you have nothing

 

[gorie]

Literally you lose nothing by trying something because you have nothing

i guess i am trying to get into music a little bit but what else would you recommend trying?

 

[wyy]

i guess i am trying to get into music a little bit but what else would you recommend trying?

Try out everything bro, midwest emo is fire mom jeans is a good band

 

[gorie]

Try out everything bro, midwest emo is fire mom jeans is a good band

no i mean things other than music

 

[Pikabro]

you're an NPC, you have no personality, it's not like I know what would you like to do when you don't like anything by your own words

if you're not a subhuman and supposedly not autistic, it's all about your personality and social awkwardness... find some interesting hobbies, do dopamine detox (that's how you're going to reset dopamine receptors for music, movies, niche hobbies etc) and leave this shithole before it ruins you even further

I’m so addicted it’s not even funny

 

[LilJojo]

I literally have nothing, no interests, no passions, no hobbies, i dont like doing anything and i dont enjoy anything, nothing at all. I try to get on social media so i maybe at least get cheap dopamine hits but that isnt even doing anything anymore, im not even into shit i used to do just for entertainment because no video games or anything to watch is fun , i have no hobbies,i dont even like any music i genuinely like nothing, i have no personality im just a robot , an empty fucking husk of a person.Im 17 turning 18 soon and i just moved to a new city for uni, for over a month ive been trying anything to at least have some friends, since the first day of uni when noone had friends either i initiated and talked to people , ive approached over 10 people overall , people and groups , and I still dont even have friends. I even try to be more laid back with some and let it flow but no nothing, with some i try to say lets hang out on the breaks at least and they just blow me off, and before you say im an autist, im genuinely not i had friends in hs and i talk normally about shit everyone else talks about just about the classes or teachers or whatever else is happening just small talk, and now everyone else has friends and friend groups , going out every other day living the uni experience but for me? no even though i tried , even the same people that blew me off have friends theyre hanging out with ,shit some people even found girls already. The worst part is I cant find any objective reason this is happening, im 187 cm im pretty muscular since ive been lifting for a while ,according to everyone else in my city and people who are brutally honest with me my face is at worst above average and according to them i should easily be getting girls,ive grown my hair out , i have improved my style ,im clean with clean clothes, i dont smell, i groom myself and everything like that, i even got into the best school possible, everything objective i can do but apparently im just a fucking reject when it comes to social life. Oh and to top it off im khhv ive never even had female friends or fucking anything. its so fucking over and i cant do anything about it i always thought if i just tried to initiate it would work but no ,now im just a fucking cockroach unwanted by everyone in my little fucking house all day doing nothing, the worst part is that im actually an extrovert and want to talk to people and hang out but i guess im just an unloveable unwanted little wretch.

Wa wa wa fix your life or die somebody today lost his family in a car crash or got diagnosed with stage 4 cancer

 

[gorie]

Wa wa wa fix your life or die somebody today lost his family in a car crash or got diagnosed with stage 4 cancer

i obviously have the will to fix my life and put in effort toward it , however its not as simple as saying it, everyone is different,just because you put in effort into something and it worked doesnt mean it will for me or for anyone else, im talking about a journey that everyone recommends and i took but failed for me so i obviously cant fix my life right now , also the fact that a horse broke its leg doesnt change that a wingless bird still cant fly

 

[LilJojo]

i obviously have the will to fix my life and put in effort toward it , however its not as simple as saying it, everyone is different,just because you put in effort into something and it worked doesnt mean it will for me or for anyone else, im talking about a journey that everyone recommends and i took but failed for me so i obviously cant fix my life right now , also the fact that a horse broke its leg doesnt change that a wingless bird still cant fly

After reading your post the problem is not your looks, it’s about how you behave yourself. Try for one day only to be positive about everything and push the negatives away.

 

[gorie]

After reading your post the problem is not your looks, it’s about how you behave yourself. Try for one day only to be positive about everything and push the negatives away.

I know that you might think im trying to say that im right and the world is wrong but i genuinely dont act like this irl, im pretty positive and always say jokes and stupid shit and laugh with others , i know its not about looks and thats why im so confused and frustrated

 

[LilJojo]

I know that you might think im trying to say that im right and the world is wrong but i genuinely dont act like this irl, im pretty positive and always say jokes and stupid shit and laugh with others , i know its not about looks and thats why im so confused and frustrated

send me a msg and I’ll help u as long as u rep my replies

 

[LilJojo]

I know that you might think im trying to say that im right and the world is wrong but i genuinely dont act like this irl, im pretty positive and always say jokes and stupid shit and laugh with others , i know its not about looks and thats why im so confused and frustrated

college is different than high school, people make friends harder as you transition into an adult, if you did have a friend group in HS and you’re doing the same thing now in order to get some good friends then it’s not a you problem

 

[gorie]

send me a msg and I’ll help u as long as u rep my replies

what do you mean rep your replies

 

[gorie]

college is different than high school, people make friends harder as you transition into an adult, if you did have a friend group in HS and you’re doing the same thing now in order to get some good friends then it’s not a you problem

well i dont know in highschool i guess it just came more naturally , i didnt have to try to approach anyone or anything i just randomly talked to them when doing something or simmilar things

 

[LilJojo]

well i dont know in highschool i guess it just came more naturally , i didnt have to try to approach anyone or anything i just randomly talked to them when doing something or simmilar things

That’s what you need to do now also. Not cold approach

 

[134applesauce456]

Bro I want to be your friend so bad, you are just like me

 

[gorie]

Bro I want to be your friend so bad, you are just like me

what do we even do bro? can we fix it? can we even cope?

 

[134applesauce456]

what do we even do bro? can we fix it? can we even cope?

idek makes me want to genuinely ropemax ngl, but I won't

 

[gorie]

idek makes me want to genuinely ropemax ngl, but I won't

same man i dont want to rope i just want to live but i guess we dont get a choice about how others act

 

[ultimatebpconsumer]

dnrd reincarnatemaxx to a 6”4 chad or it’s over

 

[gorie]

dnrd reincarnatemaxx to a 6”4 chad or it’s over

id probably still be like this jfl

 

[ultimatebpconsumer]

id probably still be like this jfl

i doubt it if u was slaying a new girl every single day, getting paid to walk on a runway, having everything u ever wanted in life i very much doubt u would still be like this. crazy how a few millimetres of bones can change ur entire life jfl

 

[ultimatebpconsumer]

id probably still be like this jfl

also rep me nigga

 

[gorie]

i doubt it if u was slaying a new girl every single day, getting paid to walk on a runway, having everything u ever wanted in life i very much doubt u would still be like this. crazy how a few millimetres of bones can change ur entire life jfl

oh yeah i missed the chad part, but i think even if i was 6 4 now things could be different because its a massive halo

 

[PeakIncels]

I understand you, I won't explain further or try to motivate you because I was in your same situation, still, it's either acceptance, or killing yourself, remember u only have one life, despite being this bad, make the most out of it, if you wanna do something productive though, try to muster up courage for suicide, I'm not saying this offensively, but look at it more like permanent freedom yk, no more sufferance, that's what I'll do once I manage to get over fear of dying and kms