I have nothing and nobody its actually over

[StarvedEpi]

yeah im not trying to go pro or something just have some fun and meet people , what i mean is , isnt it weird for a complete begginer to start at like 18? i feel like mostly kids do things like that

its not unnormal or unwanted for people to start competing in low level recreational armature competitions in adulthood

 

[Juno_roe]

over

It is over! Only thing which had me slightly interested was music. Go on rateyourmusic even though it's full of faggots and find a few good songs, literal dopamine spike without any effort

 

[StarvedEpi]

yeah im not trying to go pro or something just have some fun and meet people , what i mean is , isnt it weird for a complete begginer to start at like 18? i feel like mostly kids do things like that

its entirely mental, your making excuses in your head of why you can't do it like "its bad to be a beginner" when clubs want people of every age and skill level to join and start participating in the sport or "ill be seen as a creep if i go out alone"

 

[gorie]

its not unnormal or unwanted for people to start competing in low level recreational armature competitions in adulthood

i dont mean just competing i mean from the start, training from 0 and all, how many people actually do that at 18

 

[gorie]

It is over! Only thing which had me slightly interested was music. Go on rateyourmusic even though it's full of faggots and find a few good songs, literal dopamine spike without any effort

i dont even enjoy music man maybe i should try to get into it more what do you recommend

 

[StarvedEpi]

i dont mean just competing i mean from the start, training from 0 and all, how many people actually do that at 18

tons

 

[gorie]

its entirely mental, your making excuses in your head of why you can't do it like "its bad to be a beginner" when clubs want people of every age and skill level to join and start participating in the sport or "ill be seen as a creep if i go out alone"

im not ashamed of people thinking im bad i just think its weird to be old and start sports because typically kids start them maybe im wrong though

 

[humanoidsub7]

i hope you get a social life and a gf and sex and lose your KHHV card.

 

[Schizotypalcel]

i dont mean just competing i mean from the start, training from 0 and all, how many people actually do that at 18

Nigga this emitted projection of your comparison kink is fucking your social life. Listen to @StarvedEpi an try something that will lead to friends that aren't socially inept retards.

 

[Juno_roe]

i dont even enjoy music man maybe i should try to get into it more what do you recommend

Depends on what you like, if youre into rock radiohead might be a good start, if you're into pop i would recommend talking heads and if you like rap I'd say illmatic by nas will be a solid start point, i have a long ass playlist in spotify i can share if you want

 

[Deleted member 100635]

I literally have nothing, no interests, no passions, no hobbies, i dont like doing anything and i dont enjoy anything, nothing at all. I try to get on social media so i maybe at least get cheap dopamine hits but that isnt even doing anything anymore, im not even into shit i used to do just for entertainment because no video games or anything to watch is fun , i have no hobbies,i dont even like any music i genuinely like nothing, i have no personality im just a robot , an empty fucking husk of a person.Im 17 turning 18 soon and i just moved to a new city for uni, for over a month ive been trying anything to at least have some friends, since the first day of uni when noone had friends either i initiated and talked to people , ive approached over 10 people overall , people and groups , and I still dont even have friends. I even try to be more laid back with some and let it flow but no nothing, with some i try to say lets hang out on the breaks at least and they just blow me off, and before you say im an autist, im genuinely not i had friends in hs and i talk normally about shit everyone else talks about just about the classes or teachers or whatever else is happening just small talk, and now everyone else has friends and friend groups , going out every other day living the uni experience but for me? no even though i tried , even the same people that blew me off have friends theyre hanging out with ,shit some people even found girls already. The worst part is I cant find any objective reason this is happening, im 187 cm im pretty muscular since ive been lifting for a while ,according to everyone else in my city and people who are brutally honest with me my face is at worst above average and according to them i should easily be getting girls,ive grown my hair out , i have improved my style ,im clean with clean clothes, i dont smell, i groom myself and everything like that, i even got into the best school possible, everything objective i can do but apparently im just a fucking reject when it comes to social life. Oh and to top it off im khhv ive never even had female friends or fucking anything. its so fucking over and i cant do anything about it i always thought if i just tried to initiate it would work but no ,now im just a fucking cockroach unwanted by everyone in my little fucking house all day doing nothing, the worst part is that im actually an extrovert and want to talk to people and hang out but i guess im just an unloveable unwanted little wretch.

Take 0.5 mg letrozole per day
And your passion will come back

 

[gorie]

i hope you get a social life and a gf and sex and lose your KHHV card.

heres to hoping bro, thank you im just trying to work this thing out

 

[gorie]

Nigga this emitted projection of your comparison kink is fucking your social life. Listen to @StarvedEpi an try something that will lead to friends that aren't socially inept retards.

so i should go to sports right? do you personally have anything else to recommend? any specific sport or hobby to try? im open to everything

 

[gorie]

Depends on what you like, if youre into rock radiohead might be a good start, if you're into pop i would recommend talking heads and if you like rap I'd say illmatic by nas will be a solid start point, i have a long ass playlist in spotify i can share if you want

yeah man i dont know a single one of these but i guess i could try some songs you recommend

 

[gorie]

Take 0.5 mg letrozole per day
And your passion will come back

will it really? does it have side effects? is it expensive?

 

[Schizotypalcel]

so i should go to sports right? do you personally have anything else to recommend? any specific sport or hobby to try? im open to everything

Anything social literally anything, stay away from nerdy shit like games, bowling, ETC. If u really are looking for a hobby look for yourself, i'm not just gonna pick a hobby for you yk?

 

[Juno_roe]

yeah man i dont know a single one of these but i guess i could try some songs you recommend

Listen to grace cathedral park by red house painters

 

[gorie]

Anything social literally anything, stay away from nerdy shit like games, bowling, ETC. If u really are looking for a hobby look for yourself, i'm not just gonna pick a hobby for you yk?

im not asking you to pick for me im just asking for recommendations, i have no hobbies or interests so logic says i should just try out as much as possible

 

[Deleted member 100635]

will it really? does it have side effects? is it expensive?

I get it for a fucking penny
No side effects since 0.5 mg is too low
Mechanism-- it's gonna lower estrogen boost testosterone lower shbg increase hgh lower prolactin increase dopamine through a feedback loop also more lh and fsh
Hahah wonderful drug
But don't overdose else you will get weak bones may be Osteoporosis and liver damage
Stick to low dose and you r fine

 

[addem]

yeah im very privelleged to be a khhv at almost 18 who has never even had friends that are girls, have literally 0 friends and drowning in sorrow all day , im sure that most of the people even here dont have friends just like me and stay inside all day jfl

You're trolling or abnormally low IQ. You are KHHV because you rot all day, others are KHHV because of their looks they have no control of. You do you though, brings me joy that a person with advantage is just throwing it all away

 

[gorie]

You're trolling or abnormally low IQ. You are KHHV because you rot all day, others are KHHV because of their looks they have no control of. You do you though, brings me joy that a person with advantage is just throwing it all away

I rot all day because i literally have 0 friends and nothing to do,let alone be around girls and able to get with them, my looks dont get me anything more than just girls looking at me and saying nothing,you say i throw my advantage away but what could i actually do with it? also if the only thing wrong with you is looks then you probably have a rich social life just like all the people i observe irl who are below average and yet have everything you promise to those with good looks

 

[depressionmaxxing]

bro its almost like you dont even want to try without connections because youll just be the loser everyone takes advantage of and you can only get jobs through friends or people you know

Yeah but that‘s normal. I went through betrayal, scam, longterm no profit, nothing working to having quite the success.

It‘s totally luck based, but i was there everyday. It‘s impossible to not succeed in something you try everyday

 

[gorie]

Yeah but that‘s normal. I went through betrayal, scam, longterm no profit, nothing working to having quite the success.

It‘s totally luck based, but i was there everyday. It‘s impossible to not succeed in something you try everyday

i agree that eventually you can succeed even on your own but how is life? i mean isnt having no friends and just wageslaving draining?

 

[lurking truecel]

You got this man, you are young. I mean I am not the one to talk you out of this because I am also one of the lonely ones. And I am older. It's not fun and I think know what my options are. And its not fun

 

[depressionmaxxing]

i agree that eventually you can succeed even on your own but how is life? i mean isnt having no friends and just wageslaving draining?

Brother im NOT talking about wageslaving. This is doing your own thing and the internet

Im 24/7 focused on work, it‘s very draining but it‘s insane dopamine when things start working

 

[20/04/2008]

I literally have nothing, no interests, no passions, no hobbies, i dont like doing anything and i dont enjoy anything, nothing at all. I try to get on social media so i maybe at least get cheap dopamine hits but that isnt even doing anything anymore, im not even into shit i used to do just for entertainment because no video games or anything to watch is fun , i have no hobbies,i dont even like any music i genuinely like nothing, i have no personality im just a robot , an empty fucking husk of a person.Im 17 turning 18 soon and i just moved to a new city for uni, for over a month ive been trying anything to at least have some friends, since the first day of uni when noone had friends either i initiated and talked to people , ive approached over 10 people overall , people and groups , and I still dont even have friends. I even try to be more laid back with some and let it flow but no nothing, with some i try to say lets hang out on the breaks at least and they just blow me off, and before you say im an autist, im genuinely not i had friends in hs and i talk normally about shit everyone else talks about just about the classes or teachers or whatever else is happening just small talk, and now everyone else has friends and friend groups , going out every other day living the uni experience but for me? no even though i tried , even the same people that blew me off have friends theyre hanging out with ,shit some people even found girls already. The worst part is I cant find any objective reason this is happening, im 187 cm im pretty muscular since ive been lifting for a while ,according to everyone else in my city and people who are brutally honest with me my face is at worst above average and according to them i should easily be getting girls,ive grown my hair out , i have improved my style ,im clean with clean clothes, i dont smell, i groom myself and everything like that, i even got into the best school possible, everything objective i can do but apparently im just a fucking reject when it comes to social life. Oh and to top it off im khhv ive never even had female friends or fucking anything. its so fucking over and i cant do anything about it i always thought if i just tried to initiate it would work but no ,now im just a fucking cockroach unwanted by everyone in my little fucking house all day doing nothing, the worst part is that im actually an extrovert and want to talk to people and hang out but i guess im just an unloveable unwanted little wretch.

Average hamza subcriber
If you read this comment
First thing to do is to have a dream in mind
Make your dream so big people think your joking if they doesn’t laugh its not big enough
Two moneymaxx this is the biggest actual softmaxx you can status is important
Then you can comeback here and rot and absorb information this surgery this roid ect….

 

[gorie]

You got this man, you are young. I mean I am not the one to talk you out of this because I am also one of the lonely ones. And I am older. It's not fun and I think know what my options are. And its not fun

I dont know man, i mean i guess overall i am young but it feels like all this socialization and shit was supposed to happen earlier in life when i was a child and i should have already be normal by now, i mean when i think about it university is literally the last place in life where you have people around you kind of like school and its easier to make friends , if i cant even make friends now then when i finish uni and not have to be anywhere what will happen? will i just never have friends? never have a wife? i mean itll definately be much harder after i finish uni so since i cant find friends in the easiest place im finished

 

[gorie]

Brother im NOT talking about wageslaving. This is doing your own thing and the internet

Im 24/7 focused on work, it‘s very draining but it‘s insane dopamine when things start working

I dont doubt it but in any career you want to get into and anything you want to do the most important thing is who you know,theyll get you in places you need to be and help you with what you want to do, if someone doesnt even have friends how is he going to have a network? i wont even be able to get a normal job when i finish uni because ill have noone to recommend me and i will know nobody who has a job i can also get into

 

[gorie]

Average hamza subcriber
If you read this comment
First thing to do is to have a dream in mind
Make your dream so big people think your joking if they doesn’t laugh its not big enough
Two moneymaxx this is the biggest actual softmaxx you can status is important
Then you can comeback here and rot and absorb information this surgery this roid ect….

if i had a dream i probably wouldnt be like this ,probably, but i genuinely have no dream no interest or aspiration for anything, im not saying i have a really small worthless dream or a big delusional one, i literally have nothing, nothing piques my interest and theres nothing i actually want to achieve like a dream

 

[Klasik616]

I literally have nothing, no interests, no passions, no hobbies, i dont like doing anything and i dont enjoy anything, nothing at all. I try to get on social media so i maybe at least get cheap dopamine hits but that isnt even doing anything anymore, im not even into shit i used to do just for entertainment because no video games or anything to watch is fun , i have no hobbies,i dont even like any music i genuinely like nothing, i have no personality im just a robot , an empty fucking husk of a person.Im 17 turning 18 soon and i just moved to a new city for uni, for over a month ive been trying anything to at least have some friends, since the first day of uni when noone had friends either i initiated and talked to people , ive approached over 10 people overall , people and groups , and I still dont even have friends. I even try to be more laid back with some and let it flow but no nothing, with some i try to say lets hang out on the breaks at least and they just blow me off, and before you say im an autist, im genuinely not i had friends in hs and i talk normally about shit everyone else talks about just about the classes or teachers or whatever else is happening just small talk, and now everyone else has friends and friend groups , going out every other day living the uni experience but for me? no even though i tried , even the same people that blew me off have friends theyre hanging out with ,shit some people even found girls already. The worst part is I cant find any objective reason this is happening, im 187 cm im pretty muscular since ive been lifting for a while ,according to everyone else in my city and people who are brutally honest with me my face is at worst above average and according to them i should easily be getting girls,ive grown my hair out , i have improved my style ,im clean with clean clothes, i dont smell, i groom myself and everything like that, i even got into the best school possible, everything objective i can do but apparently im just a fucking reject when it comes to social life. Oh and to top it off im khhv ive never even had female friends or fucking anything. its so fucking over and i cant do anything about it i always thought if i just tried to initiate it would work but no ,now im just a fucking cockroach unwanted by everyone in my little fucking house all day doing nothing, the worst part is that im actually an extrovert and want to talk to people and hang out but i guess im just an unloveable unwanted little wretch.

So looksmaxxing doesn't work?
Get on Tinder bro

 

[gorie]

So looksmaxxing doesn't work?
Get on Tinder bro

maybe looksmaxxing works most effectively up to being above average but minor improvements after that are pretty much impossible with no surgery and dont really matter unless you somehow look like a male model, also it might just be a europe thing but dating apps are degeneracy personified

 

[The Dark Phoenix]

 

[Klasik616]

maybe looksmaxxing works most effectively up to being above average but minor improvements after that are pretty much impossible with no surgery and dont really matter unless you somehow look like a male model, also it might just be a europe thing but dating apps are degeneracy personified

And? Looksmaxxing is supposed to put you there with all the degenerate foids, normies don't have this kind of life. Normies get girlfriends when they meet other women by friends, they don't cold approach. This is why you looksmaxxed boyo, to increase your sex appeal not your personality or whatever.

 

[gorie]

And? Looksmaxxing is supposed to put you there with all the degenerate foids, normies don't have this kind of life. Normies get girlfriends when they meet other women by friends, they don't cold approach. This is why you looksmaxxed boyo, to increase your sex appeal not your personality or whatever.

when i say degenerate i dont mean just casual sex i mean its the social reject autists who are there only and people are shamed for being on dating apps its seen as autistic, also i agree the best way to find girls is through friends but i have none and my personality is nonexistant

 

[depressionmaxxing]

I dont doubt it but in any career you want to get into and anything you want to do the most important thing is who you know,theyll get you in places you need to be and help you with what you want to do, if someone doesnt even have friends how is he going to have a network? i wont even be able to get a normal job when i finish uni because ill have noone to recommend me and i will know nobody who has a job i can also get into

Best connections i made were by helping people first. Don‘t look for people that can help you, look for people you can help, stop focusing on using each other, at some point they‘ll pay back kindness

 

[gorie]

Best connections i made were by helping people first. Don‘t look for people that can help you, look for people you can help, stop focusing on using each other, at some point they‘ll pay back kindness

maybe you have but what can i even help anyone with? im in the hardest possible major so noone understand anything me included and even if i did , would i just go up to people and say hey man let me help you with your homework and then wed be friends? theyd probably think i want to tutor them or something

 

[depressionmaxxing]

maybe you have but what can i even help anyone with? im in the hardest possible major so noone understand anything me included and even if i did , would i just go up to people and say hey man let me help you with your homework and then wed be friends? theyd probably think i want to tutor them or something

Idk how to do things in uni and in a job, every relationship there is fake and everyones using each other. All i know is how to make connections on the internet, in rl im just nice to people

 

[gorie]

Idk how to do things in uni and in a job, every relationship there is fake and everyones using each other. All i know is how to make connections on the internet, in rl im just nice to people

everyone is using each other but people dont even want to be near me to use me theyd rather it be anyone else

 

[depressionmaxxing]

everyone is using each other but people dont even want to be near me to use me theyd rather it be anyone else

Then you don‘t have enough value. Im incel asfuck and people try to befriend me for the only reason of maybe gaining something out of it

 

[SidharthTheSlayer]

I literally have nothing, no interests, no passions, no hobbies, i dont like doing anything and i dont enjoy anything, nothing at all. I try to get on social media so i maybe at least get cheap dopamine hits but that isnt even doing anything anymore, im not even into shit i used to do just for entertainment because no video games or anything to watch is fun , i have no hobbies,i dont even like any music i genuinely like nothing, i have no personality im just a robot , an empty fucking husk of a person.Im 17 turning 18 soon and i just moved to a new city for uni, for over a month ive been trying anything to at least have some friends, since the first day of uni when noone had friends either i initiated and talked to people , ive approached over 10 people overall , people and groups , and I still dont even have friends. I even try to be more laid back with some and let it flow but no nothing, with some i try to say lets hang out on the breaks at least and they just blow me off, and before you say im an autist, im genuinely not i had friends in hs and i talk normally about shit everyone else talks about just about the classes or teachers or whatever else is happening just small talk, and now everyone else has friends and friend groups , going out every other day living the uni experience but for me? no even though i tried , even the same people that blew me off have friends theyre hanging out with ,shit some people even found girls already. The worst part is I cant find any objective reason this is happening, im 187 cm im pretty muscular since ive been lifting for a while ,according to everyone else in my city and people who are brutally honest with me my face is at worst above average and according to them i should easily be getting girls,ive grown my hair out , i have improved my style ,im clean with clean clothes, i dont smell, i groom myself and everything like that, i even got into the best school possible, everything objective i can do but apparently im just a fucking reject when it comes to social life. Oh and to top it off im khhv ive never even had female friends or fucking anything. its so fucking over and i cant do anything about it i always thought if i just tried to initiate it would work but no ,now im just a fucking cockroach unwanted by everyone in my little fucking house all day doing nothing, the worst part is that im actually an extrovert and want to talk to people and hang out but i guess im just an unloveable unwanted little wretch.

Just lol at this subhuman @moredatesmorerapes

 

[moredatesmorerapes]

Just lol at this subhuman @moredatesmorerapes

People like this need to be shot and killed

 

[gorie]

Then you don‘t have enough value. Im incel asfuck and people try to befriend me for the only reason of maybe gaining something out of it

what are you talking about, getting what out of you specifically

 

[gorie]

Just lol at this subhuman @moredatesmorerapes

People like this need to be shot and killed

jfl at thinking looks will matter for you and self improvement can fix you, if you actually get further in life and you see things youll realize that if you didnt properly develop socially in childhood and teen years its over no matter what

 

[GhostBoySwag]

im 187 cm im pretty muscular

i have nothing..... waiter.... one cup... one cup of attention please......

 

[gorie]

i have nothing..... waiter.... one cup... one cup of attention please......

i wish that was true, i really do but you dont know how life is bro you really dont, i would give all my extra height to go back in time and have a chance at life again but its actually over, you dont know how much i wish it was only about looks, the agepill is law and everything up to hs decides the rest of your life,you dont know how over it is for people like me , if there even are any more,my height is the difference of a cockroach being 1mm bigger to an elephant for my life and people

 

[GhostBoySwag]

i wish that was true, i really do but you dont know how life is bro you really dont, i would give all my extra height to go back in time and have a chance at life again but its actually over, you dont know how much i wish it was only about looks, the agepill is law and everything up to hs decides the rest of your life,you dont know how over it is for people like me , if there even are any more,my height is the difference of a cockroach being 1mm bigger to an elephant for my life and people

dw bro, i know how you feel. (and im serious) But im gonna tell you and just peep in, you have until age 25 until it really starts getting over. you are turning 18!!! its not over, you are deadass putting yourself in a shitty mood, probably repost sad tik toks and get sad tik toks and you came in here which let me tell you!! all of these people will not make you feel better. They will litereally just make you feel shit and that is gonna make your mood even worse and what i am trying to say is that YOU SHOULD RELIGIONMAX, TAKE ANTI DEPRESSANT OR GET OF MEDIA AND FIND A HOBBY!!!!

 

[GhostBoySwag]

and if you know what you are doing is wrong and you know what you can do to fix it but willing not too because you like feeling sad but hate it

just find God then im being so serious

 

[GhostBoySwag]

and go check doctors if you have any neuro divergesions or any type of mental sickness, depression, ADD, ADHD, autism, or idfk just seek help please.

 

[Pikabro]

yeah im not trying to go pro or something just have some fun and meet people , what i mean is , isnt it weird for a complete begginer to start at like 18? i feel like mostly kids do things like that

Idk that’s uni freshman age. Isn’t it normal for people to start doing different activities when they go to college

 

[Pikabro]

Depends on what you like, if youre into rock radiohead might be a good start, if you're into pop i would recommend talking heads and if you like rap I'd say illmatic by nas will be a solid start point, i have a long ass playlist in spotify i can share if you want

Music is super important for socialising with NTs I think, if you don’t have a real music taste it’s shameful