Homeschooling ruined my life, I can never recover. goodbye thread

[Deleted member 17791]

It's not too late when you are 19 man!

why? I'm literally disabled, I'm highly autistic along with zero social experience. I can't improve.

 

[Deleted member 17791]

It's a little greener but nothing unexpected for differing lighting conditions

Then I have no copes.

Yeah some of them are evil motherfuckers for real. Still as you get more and more experienced you'll learn how to deal with them and how to find the ones that are ok.

It's two more minutes.

I'll be gone offline in a sec

 

[Deleted member 17791]

Goodbye friend

good bye

 

[reborn]

why? I'm literally disabled, I'm highly autistic along with zero social experience. I can't improve.

I was the same. I was so fucked up that I decided to just isolate myself and didn't leave the house till I was like 32. Made things even worse. Then when I realized I couldn't just kill myself...just didn't have the strength...I decided I have to go about things differently. Got a job, found friends, learnt how to interact with people. And I am doing better and better now. Making good money. Found some friends, learned a whole lot of stuff. Now that I am 40 I think it never was quite as bad as I thought. You have to stop circling around negative thoughts. Go outside, get a job, learn how to be a man basically. Trust me it's possible. I have been in worse shape than you. I was homeless and isolated.

 

[Deleted member 17791]

Alright, it's 9:00.

This is my last post.

Goodbye.



















this video introduced me to tokyo mew mew

 

[dimorphism]

Pls don't rope ur my fav vintologist

 

[reborn]

Yeah don't rope kid. I know what you feel like. I wanted to die too when I was your age but I would have missed out on a lot of good stuff if I did.

 

[ihatereddit]

Brutal I also want to rope its terrible feel tbh

 

[Deleted member 22124]

 

[Deleted member 20631]

I wish I could’ve helped you

 

[Mediterranean]

Silly baka dont kill yourself ur anime kitty waifu would miss u

 

[Nims]

I'll tell you what. If it ends up failing. I'll take your advice.

If you want to fail, I dont think suffocation would be a good method of attempting suicide, as restricting the brain of oxygen even for a short time can cause permanent brain damage.

 

[ihatereddit]

I wasn't homeschooled but I might as well have been. I peaked at middle school then puberty hit and I became invisible.

 

[Mediterranean]

This mf prob did kill himself and people on this site are meming it jfl. scientists should use this forum to study the depravity of the human psyche. absolutely brutal.

 

[Deleted member 22093]

This is the same situation my younger sister is in. She's not diagnosed, but I can tell she's autistic and my parents homeschooled her since she was showing signs of depression from public school. They withdrew her when she was around 7 and she's 16 now.
All I can say is that our brains are plastic and social skills are well, a skill that's acquired at the end of the day fwiw. Most people never in their lives go out each day with the sole goal of practicing to improve them, so if you did that you could probably make years of progress compared to the average person in a matter of months.
It's impossible to tell online, but on the surface you've seemed like a good person to me. You definitely don't deserve this suffering, but life is cruel like that sometimes. I don't know when your last post will be. I just wish you the best whatever you choose to do.

 

[Deleted member 22093]

This mf prob did kill himself and people on this site are meming it jfl. scientists should use this forum to study the depravity of the human psyche. absolutely brutal.

It's actually really sad to see. For as many hateful posts on this website (I'm not fully innocent here) and OPs post count, they didn't give into spreading their own misery onto others like a lot of people would. Even though they are/were clearly suffering enough to have constant suicidal ideations.

 

[Over]

that's worse than death

keep crying like a little pathetic bitch that you are then

 

[NFA PB]

Brutal

 

[Bojack]

i dont think its that bad really. You can just learn at your own pace

 

[Mediterranean]

I’m genuinely worried that this dude killed himself. Can a mod not check if hes online ?

Unless hes just attention starved and does this all the time ?

 

[Catawampus]

Yes. I'm completely socially impaired.

I was homeschooled as well and I feel your pain. No friends from birth all the way to age 18 and no social development or exposure. Completely fucked me up

 

[Nims]

I’m genuinely worried that this dude killed himself. Can a mod not check if hes online ?

Unless hes just attention starved and does this all the time ?

Bro people make these posts everyday, he has went to bed he will probably be back online tommorow.

 

[SubSigma]

will you heed my advice?


Im depressed because I realised just how shit my life is so far and that I can only look forward to autism and isolation

Same, but I somewhat cured my depression with ssris, and I cope with alcohol to deal with my social anxitey. I don't have any pics of me when I was younger because I was ugly, but I ascended and now I take pics all the time.

 

[Gonthar]

Are you gone or still around here?

 

[Magical Apple]

Being homeschooled caused catastrophic damage to my mental and physical health.

If you ever have kids, DO NOT HOMESCHOOL THEM

I was looking at some old pictures my family took of me (there are hardly any) and I'm always awkward and out of place. I should black out my face in every image taken, so there are no records of my worthless existence.

If I'm not a pathetic retard, this should be my last thread I will ever make. I have taken the ultimate blackpill, all hope is gone now, I hate myself more than anything. I don't want help.

Just remember one thing, homeschooling is death. If you are homeschooled, it is over for you. It's over for me, never began actually.

I'm sorry if I ever lashed out at you before.

I had to homeschool cause middleschool where I live was a ghetto shithole.

 

[Deleted member 17791]

Are you gone or still around here?

no, I pussies out

I had to homeschool cause middleschool where I live was a ghetto shithole.

Over.

At that point you have to choose between shit education and social skills or good education and shit social skills.