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I was on antibiotics for 4 years straight, after talking to an in person doctor for a military physical, the doctor informed me privately that she thinks I should seriously consider to stop taking the antibiotics, because they harm good bacteria in the skin and intestines. She also told me when I go to basic training (I don't know when I go, but it could be as soon as 1-2 months from now) that they wouldn't allow me to take antibiotics while in there. So I quit cold turkey about 4 days ago or so, I just haven't been taking them. Since then my face is destroying itself, with cystic acne forming all around my mouth and jaw area. I think it's hormonal, and for years I've been hiding it with antibiotics that don't allow the acne to form. I'm going back to my retail job with my manager who is cool but the rest of the workers some are very low IQ and will say "what happened to your face bro?". I can't deal with having to explain myself to every fucking person, and it's gonna mess up my customer service skills because I'm going to be sitting there thinking about how I look every time I'm supposed to be helping a customer. I can't deal with how people are going to react when they knew me as this kid with perfect clear skin, and I go in after not seeing them for a week with full cystic acne. I would be perfectly fine with it if the people didn't know me before hand, but since they will see I look WORSE not better, I don't know how to feel. This acne shit pisses me off so much, I work my ass off and have so much on my mind, I don't have time for this gay acne shit. How do I cope boyos, do I accept that it's over in all areas of life?