How to cope with loneliness?

[Jesus_ist_König]

I dont enjoy hanging out with people. I just dont. I like being alone but sometimes it gets too lonely.
Here is what I have already tried and how it went:
1. Online friends = I got attached, got panic attacks when the person didnt respond, heavily unproductive, was only texting and doing nothing
2. Tulpamancy (creating imaginary friends) = I created one, after some time external autonomous voices came and now they are scaring me and raping my life -I regret this so much.
3. Meeting someone IRL = Stressful, boring, nervous, I just didnt enjoy it at all -made the desire to be alone again come back though but on the long run i dont enjoy meeting ppl every time just cuz i feel lonely
4. Finding a hobby = Yes I did that, I was obsessed, but at the end of the day it was sad, lonely, and not that enjoyable

All those methods didnt really work. I dont know what else to do. I like being alone, but not lonely.

@yyk117 @satangoy @Jason5000 @Nodal @the exile v2

 

[YoloHatesFoids666]

Can you tell us why or how you ended up like this?

 

[Zeylet]

but i dont like ppl thats the thing, i think its smth else and not loneliness???

same for me i dont like people, 6 months ago i forced myself to social now i got 3 people calling me their best friend or that they are glad that i came into their life

but genuinely i cant say the feeling is mutual as i dont enjoy it w them but i gotta force myself to stay social cuz ill regret being quit n not talking and my social anxieites telling me im a fuckass loser

even if u dont like it js force yourself after 6 months youll find more friends even if u dont enjoy it

cuz we know what happens to people like us

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Can you tell us why or how you ended up like this?

be more exactly???

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

same for me i dont like people, 6 months ago i forced myself to social now i got 3 people calling me their best friend or that they are glad that i came into their life

but genuinely i cant say the feeling is mutual as i dont enjoy it w them but i gotta force myself to stay social cuz ill regret being quit n not talking and my social anxieites telling me im a fuckass loser

even if u dont like it js force yourself after 6 months youll find more friends even if u dont enjoy it

cuz we know what happens to people like us

but i dont want friends???

 

[Zeylet]

but i dont want friends???

then what do u want

 

[YoloHatesFoids666]

be more exactly???

I'm interested to learn how you have nobody to talk to irl and you are so lonely... because I think at some point you intentionally avoided having friends and social interaction in general

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

then what do u want

Im feeling constantly bored and empty, not really sad though, only a little.

i made this thread cuz i thought it was the loneliness but it might be that its smth else and me not even feeling lonely?

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

I'm interested to learn how you have nobody to talk to irl and you are so lonely... because I think at some point you intentionally avoided having friends and social interaction in general

I did. Because I dont like ppl, I dont enjoy hanging out with them i cant relate to them and in the past ppl always left me after meeting me sometimes.

I have one friend currently i see after church everytime, he will move away for ever this year though.
besides him in my school there is a guy i like but he isnt interested in meeting me ive asked him 4 times now and nothing ever happened

 

[Zeylet]

Im feeling constantly bored and empty, not really sad though, only a little.

i made this thread cuz i thought it was the loneliness but it might be that its smth else and me not even feeling lonely?

go get online friends if u bored they a great distraction if u hop on a fun game

 

[Zeylet]

I did. Because I dont like ppl, I dont enjoy hanging out with them i cant relate to them and in the past ppl always left me after meeting me sometimes.

I have one friend currently i see after church everytime, he will move away for ever this year though.
besides him in my school there is a guy i like but he isnt interested in meeting me ive asked him 4 times now and nothing ever happened

are there people who greet u or start random convos with you? even tho u dont have interest w them

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

go get online friends if u bored they a great distraction if u hop on a fun game

already tried that went bad

 

[YoloHatesFoids666]

I did. Because I dont like ppl, I dont enjoy hanging out with them i cant relate to them and in the past ppl always left me after meeting me sometimes.

I have one friend currently i see after church everytime, he will move away for ever this year though.
besides him in my school there is a guy i like but he isnt interested in meeting me ive asked him 4 times now and nothing ever happened

So you don't enjoy people but at the same time you are sad bcs you don't have anyone, that's weird but I understand it. Are you dealing with depression? Are you ND?

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

are there people who greet u or start random convos with you? even tho u dont have interest w them

yes

 

[Zeylet]

yes

see they have a interest in including you so js fall for the bait and try to befriend them

 

[Zeylet]

already tried that went bad

become one of these people who continue after fails like you cant js give up after it was a bad experience

 

[bombastik]

2. Tulpamancy (creating imaginary friends) = I created one, after some time external autonomous voices came and now they are scaring me and raping my life -I regret this so much.

how did you start talking to yourself or whatever it is? Like you just daydream or do smth different?

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

So you don't enjoy people but at the same time you are sad bcs you don't have anyone, that's weird but I understand it. Are you dealing with depression? Are you ND?

the thing is i dont know if im sad from supposedly being lonely, i think im sad from smth else, but not loneliness, its hard to know where this comes from.

Im diagnosed with autism and adhd and i hear voices.

https://looksmax.org/threads/ropemaxxing-via-a-masaai-jump-from-a-building.2126651/

The voices have been a burden on my life since around march.
I created voice 1 on february 26
after that 4 voices came on their own.
They all are mean to me, i just wanted a non human and non animal friend

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

see they have a interest in including you so js fall for the bait and try to befriend them

I dont like ppl i dont enjoy hanging out

 

[Buddyboyo2]

Its better to be alone than in a forced realitionship is good cope

 

[phaze932]

I dont enjoy hanging out with people. I just dont. I like being alone but sometimes it gets too lonely.
Here is what I have already tried and how it went:
1. Online friends = I got attached, got panic attacks when the person didnt respond, heavily unproductive, was only texting and doing nothing
2. Tulpamancy (creating imaginary friends) = I created one, after some time external autonomous voices came and now they are scaring me and raping my life -I regret this so much.
3. Meeting someone IRL = Stressful, boring, nervous, I just didnt enjoy it at all -made the desire to be alone again come back though but on the long run i dont enjoy meeting ppl every time just cuz i feel lonely
4. Finding a hobby = Yes I did that, I was obsessed, but at the end of the day it was sad, lonely, and not that enjoyable

All those methods didnt really work. I dont know what else to do. I like being alone, but not lonely.

@yyk117 @satangoy @Jason5000 @Nodal @the exile v2

My cope is drugmax tbh life is unbareable being smaller than everyone

 

[160cmcurry]

it doesn’t get any better unfortunately, the heart aches, the lack of touch, mind wandering late at night. just have to live with it. you distract yourself during the day and pretend you’re fine but the silence always catches back up when everything slows down at night.

 

[Zeylet]

My cope is drugmax tbh life is unbareable being smaller than everyone

how small are ya

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

how did you start talking to yourself or whatever it is? Like you just daydream or do smth different?

I created her, gave her a name and drew her on a peace of paper and then i started talking to her, at first she wasnt real at all and i made threads being frustraded about that but then after 4 weeks i started getting voices that i didnt create, i only created voice 1 but now i have 4 more and now including voice 1 all are shouting at me and being mean to me and i regret doing it.

i dont recommend it doing it at all its the worst roi in history

 

[Zeylet]

I dont like ppl i dont enjoy hanging out

mehr als des kann ich nicht machen enjoy the peace und hol dir distractions

 

[Zeylet]

it doesn’t get any better unfortunately, the heart aches, the lack of touch, mind wandering late at night. just have to live with it. you distract yourself during the day and pretend you’re fine but the silence always catches back up when everything slows down at night.

this is so out of context but where is the song from?

 

[YoloHatesFoids666]

the thing is i dont know if im sad from supposedly being lonely, i think im sad from smth else, but not loneliness, its hard to know where this comes from.

Im diagnosed with autism and adhd and i hear voices.

https://looksmax.org/threads/ropemaxxing-via-a-masaai-jump-from-a-building.2126651/

The voices have been a burden on my life since around march.
I created voice 1 on february 26
after that 4 voices came on their own.
They all are mean to me, i just wanted a non human and non animal friend

When you heard the voice were you aware that it was a product of your own mind? Also this is definitely a sign of depression or some mental illness my friend

 

[bombastik]

I created her, gave her a name and drew her on a peace of paper and then i started talking to her, at first she wasnt real at all and i made threads being frustraded about that but then after 4 weeks i started getting voices that i didnt create, i only created voice 1 but now i have 4 more and now including voice 1 all are shouting at me and being mean to me and i regret doing it.

i dont recommend it doing it at all its the worst roi in history

You got schizophrenia?
Are those voices removable?

 

[160cmcurry]

this is so out of context but where is the song from?

monolithic - cults

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

this is so out of context but where is the song from?

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

When you heard the voice were you aware that it was a product of your own mind?

obviously at first yeah since i own my own created them, but at night some times i lose touch and then i forget it and throughout the day she feels real. but she is a fucking foid. That fucking bitch is all kind and stuff during the day but at night she once made me cut myself or says that she hates me and that i should kill myself and she is evil she betrays me at night like the others i hate her i want to torture her if i get my hands on her i hate her. i wish i could cut her belly open and then slowly make presicion cuts into her organs i hate her she ruined my life

Also this is definitely a sign of depression or some mental illness my friend

i wouldnt self diagnose trust me every normie things its apples but at the end it was fucking steak or smth. self diagnosis isnt worth it

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

When you heard the voice were you aware that it was a product of your own mind? Also this is definitely a sign of depression or some mental illness my friend

the thing is, i wanted this i wanted to be like a schizophrenic person -why?- because i wanted to feel that voice 1 was as real as a person. Well i managed that but now she turned evil and is mean, i wanted her as a friend and not as a burden. my therapist doesnt beleive me any word for months

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

You got schizophrenia?

I dont think so

Are those voices removable?

Obviously im having a hard time getting rid of them dont do it.

 

[yyk117]

is the female voice you're talking about the same one that told you to rope?

 

[bombastik]

I dont think so

Obviously im having a hard time getting rid of them dont do it.

Have you cracked her?
Or kissed

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

is the female voice you're talking about the same one that told you to rope?

yes

voice 1 = female
voice 2 = female
voice 3 = female
voice 4 = male
voice 5 = female

even my statistics show that foids are evil

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Have you cracked her?
Or kissed

I despise her. No i never had any romantic stuff with my voices, i dont see them as my friends anymore. i only hear them, cant see them.

 

[YoloHatesFoids666]

the thing is, i wanted this i wanted to be like a schizophrenic person -why?- because i wanted to feel that voice 1 was as real as a person. Well i managed that but now she turned evil and is mean, i wanted her as a friend and not as a burden. my therapist doesnt beleive me any word for months

obviously at first yeah since i own my own created them, but at night some times i lose touch and then i forget it and throughout the day she feels real. but she is a fucking foid. That fucking bitch is all kind and stuff during the day but at night she once made me cut myself or says that she hates me and that i should kill myself and she is evil she betrays me at night like the others i hate her i want to torture her if i get my hands on her i hate her. i wish i could cut her belly open and then slowly make presicion cuts into her organs i hate her she ruined my life

i wouldnt self diagnose trust me every normie things its apples but at the end it was fucking steak or smth. self diagnosis isnt worth it

This is some crazy stuff, do you consider seeing a psychiatrist? I can't give you any advice fr, i think the only one who could give you advice is someone who used to deal with the same issue which is really hard to fund so I just don't know... talk to some ai if it makes you feel better

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

This is some crazy stuff, do you consider seeing a psychiatrist? I can't give you any advice fr, i think the only one who could give you advice is someone who used to deal with the same issue which is really hard to fund so I just don't know... talk to some ai if it makes you feel better

my therapist dont believes me thats the worst issue for months

 

[YoloHatesFoids666]

my therapist dont believes me thats the worst issue for months

Holy shit why this nigga doesn't do his job, he graduated Mumbai University

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

shit why this nigga doesn't do his job, he graduated Mumbai University

I think he started to dnr after i told him "i want to have voices and be schizo" since then he thought i was larping everything

 

[YoloHatesFoids666]

I think he started to dnr after i told him "i want to have voices and be schizo" since then he thought i was larping everything

What a nigger, get this man to read the voices thread

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

What a nigger, get this man to read the voices thread

i wrote him countless emails for months dnr me

 

[YoloHatesFoids666]

i wrote him countless emails for months dnr me

Getting paid to dnr... tell the voices to go to him ! (Mark as solution)

 

[ThomasDeutsch]

Once i entered the wageslaving life i lost all my "friends" from school. I only talk to my coworkers nowadays but they arent my friends
I dont know how u get friends once u left school and start wageslaving

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Getting paid to dnr... tell the voices to go to him ! (Mark as solution)

my mom is today talking to him, lets see what they talk about, im afraid

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Once i entered the wageslaving life i lost all my "friends" from school. I only talk to my coworkers nowadays but they arent my friends
I dont know how u get friends once u left school and start wageslaving

clus, book club, chess club

 

[ThomasDeutsch]

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clus, book club, chess club

Wageslaving sucks the life out of me
I just eat, sleep, work and maybe do a workout here and there

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Wageslaving sucks the life out of me
I just eat, sleep, work and maybe do a workout here and there

where do you live

 

[YoloHatesFoids666]

my mom is today talking to him, lets see what they talk about, im afraid

Your mom knows about this situation right? I hope she will manage it well and your therapist will give a fuck. I wish the best

 

[ThomasDeutsch]

where do you live

Hungary (shithole)