Gaygymmaxx
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If you hadn't noticed I've become radicalized as shit
I've posted many times about my body literally degrading. My big toe is cold, numb,
My knees pop and crack, along with the rest of my body,
To the degree I think to myself:
"I'm supposed to... age, im only 19, I'm degrading physically to an unbelievable degree and im not even aging yet, wouldn't it make more sense to respawn? Start fresh?"
It hurts my back to take a shit
Now some of this is posture and bad lifestyle
But genuinely
"If I knew reincarnation for certain, but didn't believe in karma, suicide would be an easy decision"
I'm not really suicidal, I'm optimistic by nature
The previous quotations were literally logical conclusions about my suffering in proportion to potential joy
It's truly grim
And I've now realized the only thing I can think of, besides jewish GOY
Is the vaccine. I took 1 or maybe 2
But I know at some point I started refusing them, my dad would laugh at me for it. Fucking brutal
I often will stand in front of my space heater and put my right foot on it. To heat up my toe.
I am dead serious. Ive stopped goy competely and locked in but any other advice from yall?
How do I solve this?
I've posted many times about my body literally degrading. My big toe is cold, numb,
My knees pop and crack, along with the rest of my body,
To the degree I think to myself:
"I'm supposed to... age, im only 19, I'm degrading physically to an unbelievable degree and im not even aging yet, wouldn't it make more sense to respawn? Start fresh?"
It hurts my back to take a shit
Now some of this is posture and bad lifestyle
But genuinely
"If I knew reincarnation for certain, but didn't believe in karma, suicide would be an easy decision"
I'm not really suicidal, I'm optimistic by nature
The previous quotations were literally logical conclusions about my suffering in proportion to potential joy
It's truly grim
And I've now realized the only thing I can think of, besides jewish GOY
Is the vaccine. I took 1 or maybe 2
But I know at some point I started refusing them, my dad would laugh at me for it. Fucking brutal
I often will stand in front of my space heater and put my right foot on it. To heat up my toe.
I am dead serious. Ive stopped goy competely and locked in but any other advice from yall?
How do I solve this?
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