I had sex, and it was just a wet hole. Dont live your life for slaying.

[superpsycho]

i might escortmaxx if i dont ascend with a uni becky tbh

 

[Bars]

I mean mayb you're not into females idk tho

 

[Gengar]

Good thread, only enlightened men will understand.

Nah

See, I told you. Women don't care about dick size. And if you were small at your size (something I've denied) then she'd have laughed at it (initial reaction, or at least trying to hold it in) or something, or have made a comment.

 

[Gengar]

Even poor dumb people have sex
Shows you how insignificant it is

Real shit. I just said this in a thread I posted earlier today.

 

[registerfasterusing]

(Inb4 "it was a whore nigga doesn't count") sure, whatever, not untrue, but it served its purpose

Long thread but some of my best work read the whole thing

I feel utterly drained, tired, dopamine addicted

After fucking that escort, I got wingstop, and candy on the way home

I wasn't even thinking about it,

It corrodes my willpower, the strength of my soul, I haven't gone out of my way to purchase goy on my own for months and months, only when my parents ask my what I want when they pickup indian or Thai or some shit

I feel drained, I feel bad, physically,

However, I'm not k, h, h, or v anymore

It was just a wet hole. With a real girl it'd be better, sure, niggas will say that's why i didn't enjoy it, but I'd prefer to think it's just sex, not divine, no sparks flying, I thrusted and came (with a condom) inside this chick and it was just a few minutes of fun

Its not my purpose, its not yours either, take it from me, sex is just sex

It sounds so important simply because you've been told it is.

I get it now, I know what I've been missing, and it's not some crazy part of life, it's not the purpose of being alive

Biologically, it is. But we are sentient, not animals

Slaying is not what I care about anymore, this will be and has been good for me, a useful endeavor that will push me forward

I will be lifemaxxing, looksmaxxing, and dopamine maxxing for myself, and nothing else

Nofap will never be easier than it is now, truly

@autistic_tendencies @superpsycho @AuraMaxxing @esoterik @VV62

I'm going on the esoteric arc, I'll be studying Jung, Steiner, P hall, and potentially others

I'll be meditating meticulously to achieve out of body states

I thought I needed to have sex to get over it, and while it is true, that's only because I never felt it

If somebody could adequately understand it through explanation alone, if I could do so, I could have avoided this and stayed virgin with 0 burden on my back

But thats impossible, almost impossible, very hard to convince someone of what I'm here trying to convince you.

Lots of users literally live for it, claim they're "NEETing" and not contributing to society by choice because society doesn't allow them to fuck stacy box

Lots of users have 5-8 years of planned moneymaxxing and surgeries lined up in their mind,

Its crazy. It's not necessary, slaying is not worth dedicating your entire life towards

Live for yourself, you must find your own goal,

Life without a goal is suffering,

You, and I, have confused this, and concluding life without sex is suffering

We we wrong, life without purpose is suffering, and because we all desperately fantasize and resent the world for not being able to have sex, we've placed sex at the finish line

The finish line, is leaving a mark, being a badass in your own right, in your own mind.

Depression is self aggression, you don't hate women, you hate yourself.

Holy fuck nigga u need to be crucified IMMEDIATELY

 

[Bars]

Even poor dumb people drink water
Shows you how insignificant it is

 

[Chadeep]

I want validation tbh

 

[autistic_tendencies]

Holy fuck nigga u need to be crucified IMMEDIATELY

Will power negative 0

 

[registerfasterusing]

Will power negative 0