
VV62
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Would probably feel better if you did it with someone who actually loves you imagine being in high school and sneaking out to have sex with the love of your life
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good realization that sex isn't everything. It's not what I personally strive for when looksmaxxing.(Inb4 "it was a whore nigga doesn't count") sure, whatever, not untrue, but it served its purpose
Long thread but some of my best work read the whole thing
I feel utterly drained, tired, dopamine addicted
After fucking that escort, I got wingstop, and candy on the way home
I wasn't even thinking about it,
It corrodes my willpower, the strength of my soul, I haven't gone out of my way to purchase goy on my own for months and months, only when my parents ask my what I want when they pickup indian or Thai or some shit
I feel drained, I feel bad, physically,
However, I'm not k, h, h, or v anymore
It was just a wet hole. With a real girl it'd be better, sure, niggas will say that's why i didn't enjoy it, but I'd prefer to think it's just sex, not divine, no sparks flying, I thrusted and came (with a condom) inside this chick and it was just a few minutes of fun
Its not my purpose, its not yours either, take it from me, sex is just sex
It sounds so important simply because you've been told it is.
I get it now, I know what I've been missing, and it's not some crazy part of life, it's not the purpose of being alive
Biologically, it is. But we are sentient, not animals
Slaying is not what I care about anymore, this will be and has been good for me, a useful endeavor that will push me forward
I will be lifemaxxing, looksmaxxing, and dopamine maxxing for myself, and nothing else
Nofap will never be easier than it is now, truly
@autistic_tendencies @superpsycho @AuraMaxxing @esoterik @VV62
I'm going on the esoteric arc, I'll be studying Jung, Steiner, P hall, and potentially others
I'll be meditating meticulously to achieve out of body states
I thought I needed to have sex to get over it, and while it is true, that's only because I never felt it
If somebody could adequately understand it through explanation alone, if I could do so, I could have avoided this and stayed virgin with 0 burden on my back
But thats impossible, almost impossible, very hard to convince someone of what I'm here trying to convince you.
Lots of users literally live for it, claim they're "NEETing" and not contributing to society by choice because society doesn't allow them to fuck stacy box
Lots of users have 5-8 years of planned moneymaxxing and surgeries lined up in their mind,
Its crazy. It's not necessary, slaying is not worth dedicating your entire life towards
Live for yourself, you must find your own goal,
Life without a goal is suffering,
You, and I, have confused this, and concluding life without sex is suffering
We we wrong, life without purpose is suffering, and because we all desperately fantasize and resent the world for not being able to have sex, we've placed sex at the finish line
The finish line, is leaving a mark, being a badass in your own right, in your own mind.
Depression is self aggression, you don't hate women, you hate yourself.
Ive been on a dry spell for about a year now800 posts since 2023
I may assume your lying but that checks out, only incel losers like me rack up 10s of thousands of posts per year![]()
Have you had proper reciprocal sex?Would probably feel better if you did it with someone who actually loves you imagine being in high school and sneaking out to have sex with the love of your life![]()
Was that tinder hook up some divine accomplishment, or do you partially agree with me even though it was a proper girlIve been on a dry spell for about a year now
Most of my posts are from the past months ngl
I have had teenage love and we fucked hundreds of times but the last time i fucked was with a one night stand from tinder, i should post that story it was fucking crazy
broWas that tinder hook up some divine accomplishment, or do you partially agree with me even though it was a proper girl
Low willpower =/= low TIf you managed to not jerk off for 60 days it is more likely that you just don't have high sex drive...
I am a virgin but the emotion and passion would probably make it feel a whole lot betterHave you had proper reciprocal sex?
Most of the users saying this right now are definitely virgins, coping and fantasizing like I have been
Cute JB would be better, but not infinitely better, just 60% better
Nofap is the way
I am a virgin but the emotion and passion would probably make it feel a whole lot better
It was pretty mid compared to my ex gf, her pussy wasn't nearly as good (probably because she was ran through) also because you don't know each others body it's less enjoyable. Man the first time i fucked my ex she was 15 and it was pure bliss, i took her virginity. I dont miss her though fuck that bitch. i only miss her pussyWas that tinder hook up some divine accomplishment, or do you partially agree with me even though it was a proper girl
Cagedi only miss her pussy![]()
What do you mean gooner? Normal people jerk off every few days and have been doing it for decades. Even animals do it for pleasure you make it seem like having a sex drive and urge to release it is something abnormal. JFL.Low willpower =/= low T
This is a gooner cope, always hilarious seeing this take
"I can't stop jerking off for more than 3 days so you must be low T"![]()
I have been meditating or doing breathwork instead of fapping and after realizing how strong sexual energy is i don't think i can fap to porn anymore or have sex with a girl i don't geniunely loveGgm is a changed man
I've considered never masturbating and accumulating aura like Jesus so I can resurrect my YNs after they spin da block
But now it's far more achievable, im @AuraMaxxing from now own
I'm not obsessing over getting a social circle so I can get pussy
I'm not obsessing over pussy at all
What I do from now on, is for me.
Even though it was a average to negative experienceI am a virgin but the emotion and passion would probably make it feel a whole lot better
Chad. Man the first time i fucked my ex she was 15 and it was pure bliss, i took her virginity.
Yea you gotta transmuteI have been meditating or doing breathwork instead of fapping and after realizing how strong sexual energy is i don't think i can fap to porn anymore or have sex with a girl i don't geniunely love
titleI wasn't even thinking about it,
i literally just compared it, it wasnt even closeCaged
Compare that to the hookup from tinder
Was it a world of difference? Or just a bit better
How long do you typically lasti literally just compared it, it wasnt even close
After I broke up with my ex we kept fucking in secret because we were so horny, she used to call me when her parents where gone and we'd fuck like rabbits and I'd leave before her parents came back, she wanted to get back together though but I didn't
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She was the underrated shy girl and I was the quiet decent looking guy.Chad
Depends on the day sometimes i busted in 2 minutes and sometimes i could go for way longer, often we did multiple rounds too. Normally tho f you notice you're gonna cum hella quick u just pull out and eat her pussy or start making out or somethingHow long do you typically last
I lasted like 4 minutes with this whore brahit was cucked
Definitely was not eating out this bitches used boxDepends on the day sometimes i busted in 2 minutes and sometimes i could go for way longer, often we did multiple rounds too. Normally tho f you notice you're gonna cum hella quick u just pull out and eat her pussy or start making out or something
yea dont do that to a whoreDefinitely was not eating out this bitches used box
I'm allergic to shellfish I may yak If I got a whiff of her shrimp pussyyea dont do that to a whore![]()
mirin bro, ive been such a coomer in the past few months. everytime i look at my dating app matches i get horny and jerk offI have been meditating or doing breathwork instead of fapping and after realizing how strong sexual energy is i don't think i can fap to porn anymore or have sex with a girl i don't geniunely love
Shit posting is why your post rep ratio is negative btwRuin
RuinShit posting is why your post rep ratio is negative btw
You don't have to reply if you've got nothing to say
Love is what you want(Inb4 "it was a whore nigga doesn't count") sure, whatever, not untrue, but it served its purpose
Long thread but some of my best work read the whole thing
I feel utterly drained, tired, dopamine addicted
After fucking that escort, I got wingstop, and candy on the way home
I wasn't even thinking about it,
It corrodes my willpower, the strength of my soul, I haven't gone out of my way to purchase goy on my own for months and months, only when my parents ask my what I want when they pickup indian or Thai or some shit
I feel drained, I feel bad, physically,
However, I'm not k, h, h, or v anymore
It was just a wet hole. With a real girl it'd be better, sure, niggas will say that's why i didn't enjoy it, but I'd prefer to think it's just sex, not divine, no sparks flying, I thrusted and came (with a condom) inside this chick and it was just a few minutes of fun
Its not my purpose, its not yours either, take it from me, sex is just sex
It sounds so important simply because you've been told it is.
I get it now, I know what I've been missing, and it's not some crazy part of life, it's not the purpose of being alive
Biologically, it is. But we are sentient, not animals
Slaying is not what I care about anymore, this will be and has been good for me, a useful endeavor that will push me forward
I will be lifemaxxing, looksmaxxing, and dopamine maxxing for myself, and nothing else
Nofap will never be easier than it is now, truly
@autistic_tendencies @superpsycho @AuraMaxxing @esoterik @VV62
I'm going on the esoteric arc, I'll be studying Jung, Steiner, P hall, and potentially others
I'll be meditating meticulously to achieve out of body states
I thought I needed to have sex to get over it, and while it is true, that's only because I never felt it
If somebody could adequately understand it through explanation alone, if I could do so, I could have avoided this and stayed virgin with 0 burden on my back
But thats impossible, almost impossible, very hard to convince someone of what I'm here trying to convince you.
Lots of users literally live for it, claim they're "NEETing" and not contributing to society by choice because society doesn't allow them to fuck stacy box
Lots of users have 5-8 years of planned moneymaxxing and surgeries lined up in their mind,
Its crazy. It's not necessary, slaying is not worth dedicating your entire life towards
Live for yourself, you must find your own goal,
Life without a goal is suffering,
You, and I, have confused this, and concluding life without sex is suffering
We we wrong, life without purpose is suffering, and because we all desperately fantasize and resent the world for not being able to have sex, we've placed sex at the finish line
The finish line, is leaving a mark, being a badass in your own right, in your own mind.
Depression is self aggression, you don't hate women, you hate yourself.
LikelyLove is what you want
RuinGot impatient on dat 55 day streak bud, wanted sex Pronto![]()
didnt read but the pussy was prbly bad thats all(Inb4 "it was a whore nigga doesn't count") sure, whatever, not untrue, but it served its purpose
Long thread but some of my best work read the whole thing
I feel utterly drained, tired, dopamine addicted
After fucking that escort, I got wingstop, and candy on the way home
I wasn't even thinking about it,
It corrodes my willpower, the strength of my soul, I haven't gone out of my way to purchase goy on my own for months and months, only when my parents ask my what I want when they pickup indian or Thai or some shit
I feel drained, I feel bad, physically,
However, I'm not k, h, h, or v anymore
It was just a wet hole. With a real girl it'd be better, sure, niggas will say that's why i didn't enjoy it, but I'd prefer to think it's just sex, not divine, no sparks flying, I thrusted and came (with a condom) inside this chick and it was just a few minutes of fun
Its not my purpose, its not yours either, take it from me, sex is just sex
It sounds so important simply because you've been told it is.
I get it now, I know what I've been missing, and it's not some crazy part of life, it's not the purpose of being alive
Biologically, it is. But we are sentient, not animals
Slaying is not what I care about anymore, this will be and has been good for me, a useful endeavor that will push me forward
I will be lifemaxxing, looksmaxxing, and dopamine maxxing for myself, and nothing else
Nofap will never be easier than it is now, truly
@autistic_tendencies @superpsycho @AuraMaxxing @esoterik @VV62
I'm going on the esoteric arc, I'll be studying Jung, Steiner, P hall, and potentially others
I'll be meditating meticulously to achieve out of body states
I thought I needed to have sex to get over it, and while it is true, that's only because I never felt it
If somebody could adequately understand it through explanation alone, if I could do so, I could have avoided this and stayed virgin with 0 burden on my back
But thats impossible, almost impossible, very hard to convince someone of what I'm here trying to convince you.
Lots of users literally live for it, claim they're "NEETing" and not contributing to society by choice because society doesn't allow them to fuck stacy box
Lots of users have 5-8 years of planned moneymaxxing and surgeries lined up in their mind,
Its crazy. It's not necessary, slaying is not worth dedicating your entire life towards
Live for yourself, you must find your own goal,
Life without a goal is suffering,
You, and I, have confused this, and concluding life without sex is suffering
We we wrong, life without purpose is suffering, and because we all desperately fantasize and resent the world for not being able to have sex, we've placed sex at the finish line
The finish line, is leaving a mark, being a badass in your own right, in your own mind.
Depression is self aggression, you don't hate women, you hate yourself.
Yes, it will probably help reduce the pressureI'm very young but I'm seriously thinking about going to an escort as well. I havent gone to one yet because I'm too high inhib and it just doesn't feel right going to an escort for me. This thread just made me think about it long and hard.
Still, I have a 2 year long moneymax plan to ascend while still being in my teens. Mainly for sex, but for the benefits of being good looking as well. I also dont really have any other life goals. And honestly even ascending might not make my life that much better realistically.
Also never really tried nofap. It seems cope. Uneless it's for increasing willpower. Which is useless for me because as i said I don't have any goals besides looksmaxxing which is pretty much set, I already have a decent paying job and thought about a plan and considering every possible roadblocks i might encounter.
Would you say it would be worth going to an escort? I just keep obsessing over sex. Sometimes its on my mind all day long, not letting me focus on work or school. Would it make me get on to better things? I just think I will be dissapointed as well if I get an escort, unfortunately. I feel much stronger attraction to girls I see irl than porn. I dont find the idea of getting with random girls attractive or enjoyable. But what othet options are there for us incels?
Also, what are your goals now? I like the idea of being known and remembered as well. Just dont have anything special to offer the world.
Biologically, it is. But we are sentient, not animals = We are humans,not horses.Poetic thread(Inb4 "it was a whore nigga doesn't count") sure, whatever, not untrue, but it served its purpose
Long thread but some of my best work read the whole thing
I feel utterly drained, tired, dopamine addicted
After fucking that escort, I got wingstop, and candy on the way home
I wasn't even thinking about it,
It corrodes my willpower, the strength of my soul, I haven't gone out of my way to purchase goy on my own for months and months, only when my parents ask my what I want when they pickup indian or Thai or some shit
I feel drained, I feel bad, physically,
However, I'm not k, h, h, or v anymore
It was just a wet hole. With a real girl it'd be better, sure, niggas will say that's why i didn't enjoy it, but I'd prefer to think it's just sex, not divine, no sparks flying, I thrusted and came (with a condom) inside this chick and it was just a few minutes of fun
Its not my purpose, its not yours either, take it from me, sex is just sex
It sounds so important simply because you've been told it is.
I get it now, I know what I've been missing, and it's not some crazy part of life, it's not the purpose of being alive
Biologically, it is. But we are sentient, not animals
Slaying is not what I care about anymore, this will be and has been good for me, a useful endeavor that will push me forward
I will be lifemaxxing, looksmaxxing, and dopamine maxxing for myself, and nothing else
Nofap will never be easier than it is now, truly
@autistic_tendencies @superpsycho @AuraMaxxing @esoterik @VV62
I'm going on the esoteric arc, I'll be studying Jung, Steiner, P hall, and potentially others
I'll be meditating meticulously to achieve out of body states
I thought I needed to have sex to get over it, and while it is true, that's only because I never felt it
If somebody could adequately understand it through explanation alone, if I could do so, I could have avoided this and stayed virgin with 0 burden on my back
But thats impossible, almost impossible, very hard to convince someone of what I'm here trying to convince you.
Lots of users literally live for it, claim they're "NEETing" and not contributing to society by choice because society doesn't allow them to fuck stacy box
Lots of users have 5-8 years of planned moneymaxxing and surgeries lined up in their mind,
Its crazy. It's not necessary, slaying is not worth dedicating your entire life towards
Live for yourself, you must find your own goal,
Life without a goal is suffering,
You, and I, have confused this, and concluding life without sex is suffering
We we wrong, life without purpose is suffering, and because we all desperately fantasize and resent the world for not being able to have sex, we've placed sex at the finish line
The finish line, is leaving a mark, being a badass in your own right, in your own mind.
Depression is self aggression, you don't hate women, you hate yourself.
Do some steroids brah get huge or die trying(Inb4 "it was a whore nigga doesn't count") sure, whatever, not untrue, but it served its purpose
Long thread but some of my best work read the whole thing
I feel utterly drained, tired, dopamine addicted
After fucking that escort, I got wingstop, and candy on the way home
I wasn't even thinking about it,
It corrodes my willpower, the strength of my soul, I haven't gone out of my way to purchase goy on my own for months and months, only when my parents ask my what I want when they pickup indian or Thai or some shit
I feel drained, I feel bad, physically,
However, I'm not k, h, h, or v anymore
It was just a wet hole. With a real girl it'd be better, sure, niggas will say that's why i didn't enjoy it, but I'd prefer to think it's just sex, not divine, no sparks flying, I thrusted and came (with a condom) inside this chick and it was just a few minutes of fun
Its not my purpose, its not yours either, take it from me, sex is just sex
It sounds so important simply because you've been told it is.
I get it now, I know what I've been missing, and it's not some crazy part of life, it's not the purpose of being alive
Biologically, it is. But we are sentient, not animals
Slaying is not what I care about anymore, this will be and has been good for me, a useful endeavor that will push me forward
I will be lifemaxxing, looksmaxxing, and dopamine maxxing for myself, and nothing else
Nofap will never be easier than it is now, truly
@autistic_tendencies @superpsycho @AuraMaxxing @esoterik @VV62
I'm going on the esoteric arc, I'll be studying Jung, Steiner, P hall, and potentially others
I'll be meditating meticulously to achieve out of body states
I thought I needed to have sex to get over it, and while it is true, that's only because I never felt it
If somebody could adequately understand it through explanation alone, if I could do so, I could have avoided this and stayed virgin with 0 burden on my back
But thats impossible, almost impossible, very hard to convince someone of what I'm here trying to convince you.
Lots of users literally live for it, claim they're "NEETing" and not contributing to society by choice because society doesn't allow them to fuck stacy box
Lots of users have 5-8 years of planned moneymaxxing and surgeries lined up in their mind,
Its crazy. It's not necessary, slaying is not worth dedicating your entire life towards
Live for yourself, you must find your own goal,
Life without a goal is suffering,
You, and I, have confused this, and concluding life without sex is suffering
We we wrong, life without purpose is suffering, and because we all desperately fantasize and resent the world for not being able to have sex, we've placed sex at the finish line
The finish line, is leaving a mark, being a badass in your own right, in your own mind.
Depression is self aggression, you don't hate women, you hate yourself.
I'm on T I am gonna do thatDo some steroids brah get huge or die trying
Lee priest arcI'm on T I am gonna do that
I'm 5"6 tho.. huge is out of the question![]()
Sex is mid, being a parent is where the real fulfillment is atI get it now, I know what I've been missing, and it's not some crazy part of life, it's not the purpose of being alive
Fapping just makes me get a release. Get calmer. I already obsess over the idea of sex. I feel like it would make it worse. But maybe its the opposite?Yes, it will probably help reduce the pressure
I have gotten over that obsession
And you sound like exactly what I've described, planning years in advance for any way to fuck some box
It's not all it's cracked up to be, niggas saying she wasn't virgin, she was JB, she didn't love me and want me
I mean, sure, but the sex was still sex, it was decent, it was similar to normal sex
Yeah, it think it'd do you some good and help you get over this fantasy that sex is so important
My goal now is moneymaxxing and getting esoteric
And nofap isn't cope, every single world religion of prominence promoted it without communicating
Every freemason, ever esoteric, everyone knows, you just live in liberal times,
Its very useful,
And yes it does increase willpower, do it.
Start your streak with me saar we shall make it to 100 days at least
What benefit do you get out of jerking off? Not shit.
Helpful thread. Thank you for making it and being honest. It made me even more convinced its not worth it. Hopefully I get over the obssesion. Im probably too high inhib anyway to get an escort@WrothEnd ideal if you can just take my word for it and not waste your money
But I couldn't listen either. Sometimes you gotta do it
Need to transmuteFapping just makes me get a release. Get calmer. I already obsess over the idea of sex. I feel like it would make it worse. But maybe its the opposite?
But im willing to try. Starting now
Although its gonna be very hard for me. Do you have any tips?
Im probably still going thorugh with my plan to ascend, just because I want to look in the mirror and look good. And I'm going to have a better life in general.
Helpful thread. Thank you for making it and being honest. It made me even more convinced its not worth it. Hopefully I get over the obssesion. Im probably too high inhib anyway to get an escort![]()
do you slayik that this is exactly what you don't want to hear but
yeah sex itself is not that good, but with a girl that truly loves you (and that you truly love) it feels completely different than fucking a escort
im kv but i can imagine itdo you slay
I'm sure you're right but 80% of people saying this have less experience than me and need to continue their fantasy cope
Either way I'm glad it was shit, now I can monkmaxx in peace