I had sex, and it was just a wet hole. Dont live your life for slaying.

[Gaygymmaxx]

Would probably feel better if you did it with someone who actually loves you imagine being in high school and sneaking out to have sex with the love of your life

Have you had proper reciprocal sex?

Most of the users saying this right now are definitely virgins, coping and fantasizing like I have been

Cute JB would be better, but not infinitely better, just 60% better

Nofap is the way

 

[Schizomogger]

I mean yea, i have 15 bodies at age 20. not trying to flex this it means nothing in reality but this site made me think “muh slaying and you feel good” nah its no different from enjoying a drug. Quick dopamine takes ur mind off reality for a little then ur back with nothing actually gained but we chase it anyways because we humans are retarded

 

[kwjqxlw99]

If you managed to not jerk off for 60 days it is more likely that you just don't have high sex drive...

 

[Jiaxi]

it was never about the hole

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

Ive been on a dry spell for about a year now
Most of my posts are from the past months ngl
I have had teenage love and we fucked hundreds of times but the last time i fucked was with a one night stand from tinder, i should post that story it was fucking crazy

Was that tinder hook up some divine accomplishment, or do you partially agree with me even though it was a proper girl

 

[2414763h]

Was that tinder hook up some divine accomplishment, or do you partially agree with me even though it was a proper girl

bro

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

If you managed to not jerk off for 60 days it is more likely that you just don't have high sex drive...

Low willpower =/= low T

This is a gooner cope, always hilarious seeing this take

"I can't stop jerking off for more than 3 days so you must be low T"

 

[Deleted member 107106]

Have you had proper reciprocal sex?

Most of the users saying this right now are definitely virgins, coping and fantasizing like I have been

Cute JB would be better, but not infinitely better, just 60% better

Nofap is the way

I am a virgin but the emotion and passion would probably make it feel a whole lot better

 

[2414763h]

Spoiler

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Nah I agree with you bro. I just want sex the one time with a partner to prove I have the ability to.

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

I am a virgin but the emotion and passion would probably make it feel a whole lot better

Ggm is a changed man

I've considered never masturbating and accumulating aura like Jesus so I can resurrect my YNs after they spin da block

But now it's far more achievable, im @AuraMaxxing from now own

I'm not obsessing over getting a social circle so I can get pussy

I'm not obsessing over pussy at all

What I do from now on, is for me.

 

[Nerozine]

Was that tinder hook up some divine accomplishment, or do you partially agree with me even though it was a proper girl

It was pretty mid compared to my ex gf, her pussy wasn't nearly as good (probably because she was ran through) also because you don't know each others body it's less enjoyable. Man the first time i fucked my ex she was 15 and it was pure bliss, i took her virginity. I dont miss her though fuck that bitch. i only miss her pussy

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

i only miss her pussy

Caged

Compare that to the hookup from tinder

Was it a world of difference? Or just a bit better

 

[kwjqxlw99]

Low willpower =/= low T

This is a gooner cope, always hilarious seeing this take

"I can't stop jerking off for more than 3 days so you must be low T"

What do you mean gooner? Normal people jerk off every few days and have been doing it for decades. Even animals do it for pleasure you make it seem like having a sex drive and urge to release it is something abnormal. JFL.

 

[Deleted member 107106]

Ggm is a changed man

I've considered never masturbating and accumulating aura like Jesus so I can resurrect my YNs after they spin da block

But now it's far more achievable, im @AuraMaxxing from now own

I'm not obsessing over getting a social circle so I can get pussy

I'm not obsessing over pussy at all

What I do from now on, is for me.

I have been meditating or doing breathwork instead of fapping and after realizing how strong sexual energy is i don't think i can fap to porn anymore or have sex with a girl i don't geniunely love

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

I am a virgin but the emotion and passion would probably make it feel a whole lot better

Even though it was a average to negative experience

It's good.

A lackluster impression will make me not desire sex at all, so I can monk maxx in peace

 

[Deleted member 107106]

. Man the first time i fucked my ex she was 15 and it was pure bliss, i took her virginity.

Chad

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

I have been meditating or doing breathwork instead of fapping and after realizing how strong sexual energy is i don't think i can fap to porn anymore or have sex with a girl i don't geniunely love

Yea you gotta transmute

That's why I went out and did this shit, I didn't transmute

You can achieve out of body states on occasion, so you can surely visualize the transmutation process

 

[Squidwardmaxx]

I wasn't even thinking about it,

title

 

[Nerozine]

Caged

Compare that to the hookup from tinder

Was it a world of difference? Or just a bit better

i literally just compared it, it wasnt even close

After I broke up with my ex we kept fucking in secret because we were so horny, she used to call me when her parents where gone and we'd fuck like rabbits and I'd leave before her parents came back, she wanted to get back together though but I didn't

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

i literally just compared it, it wasnt even close

After I broke up with my ex we kept fucking in secret because we were so horny, she used to call me when her parents where gone and we'd fuck like rabbits and I'd leave before her parents came back, she wanted to get back together though but I didn't

How long do you typically last

I lasted like 4 minutes with this whore brah it was cucked

 

[Nerozine]

Chad

She was the underrated shy girl and I was the quiet decent looking guy.
God i miss high school bro

 

[Nerozine]

How long do you typically last

I lasted like 4 minutes with this whore brah it was cucked

Depends on the day sometimes i busted in 2 minutes and sometimes i could go for way longer, often we did multiple rounds too. Normally tho f you notice you're gonna cum hella quick u just pull out and eat her pussy or start making out or something

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

Depends on the day sometimes i busted in 2 minutes and sometimes i could go for way longer, often we did multiple rounds too. Normally tho f you notice you're gonna cum hella quick u just pull out and eat her pussy or start making out or something

Definitely was not eating out this bitches used box

 

[Nerozine]

Definitely was not eating out this bitches used box

yea dont do that to a whore

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

yea dont do that to a whore

I'm allergic to shellfish I may yak If I got a whiff of her shrimp pussy

-The Poet

 

[Squidwardmaxx]

Ruin

 

[Nerozine]

I have been meditating or doing breathwork instead of fapping and after realizing how strong sexual energy is i don't think i can fap to porn anymore or have sex with a girl i don't geniunely love

mirin bro, ive been such a coomer in the past few months. everytime i look at my dating app matches i get horny and jerk off

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

Ruin

Shit posting is why your post rep ratio is negative btw

You don't have to reply if you've got nothing to say

 

[Squidwardmaxx]

Shit posting is why your post rep ratio is negative btw

You don't have to reply if you've got nothing to say

Ruin

 

[kief]

(Inb4 "it was a whore nigga doesn't count") sure, whatever, not untrue, but it served its purpose

Long thread but some of my best work read the whole thing

I feel utterly drained, tired, dopamine addicted

After fucking that escort, I got wingstop, and candy on the way home

I wasn't even thinking about it,

It corrodes my willpower, the strength of my soul, I haven't gone out of my way to purchase goy on my own for months and months, only when my parents ask my what I want when they pickup indian or Thai or some shit

I feel drained, I feel bad, physically,

However, I'm not k, h, h, or v anymore

It was just a wet hole. With a real girl it'd be better, sure, niggas will say that's why i didn't enjoy it, but I'd prefer to think it's just sex, not divine, no sparks flying, I thrusted and came (with a condom) inside this chick and it was just a few minutes of fun

Its not my purpose, its not yours either, take it from me, sex is just sex

It sounds so important simply because you've been told it is.

I get it now, I know what I've been missing, and it's not some crazy part of life, it's not the purpose of being alive

Biologically, it is. But we are sentient, not animals

Slaying is not what I care about anymore, this will be and has been good for me, a useful endeavor that will push me forward

I will be lifemaxxing, looksmaxxing, and dopamine maxxing for myself, and nothing else

Nofap will never be easier than it is now, truly

@autistic_tendencies @superpsycho @AuraMaxxing @esoterik @VV62

I'm going on the esoteric arc, I'll be studying Jung, Steiner, P hall, and potentially others

I'll be meditating meticulously to achieve out of body states

I thought I needed to have sex to get over it, and while it is true, that's only because I never felt it

If somebody could adequately understand it through explanation alone, if I could do so, I could have avoided this and stayed virgin with 0 burden on my back

But thats impossible, almost impossible, very hard to convince someone of what I'm here trying to convince you.

Lots of users literally live for it, claim they're "NEETing" and not contributing to society by choice because society doesn't allow them to fuck stacy box

Lots of users have 5-8 years of planned moneymaxxing and surgeries lined up in their mind,

Its crazy. It's not necessary, slaying is not worth dedicating your entire life towards

Live for yourself, you must find your own goal,

Life without a goal is suffering,

You, and I, have confused this, and concluding life without sex is suffering

We we wrong, life without purpose is suffering, and because we all desperately fantasize and resent the world for not being able to have sex, we've placed sex at the finish line

The finish line, is leaving a mark, being a badass in your own right, in your own mind.

Depression is self aggression, you don't hate women, you hate yourself.

Love is what you want

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

Love is what you want

Likely

But idk if I'm capable of that after being blackpilled

I'm far too realistic and not emotional, I'd always assume she's 1 chad dm away from getting railed by another man

 

[Squidwardmaxx]

Got impatient on dat 55 day streak bud, wanted sex Pronto

Ruin

 

[WrothEnd]

I'm very young but I'm seriously thinking about going to an escort as well. I havent gone to one yet because I'm too high inhib and it just doesn't feel right going to an escort for me. This thread just made me think about it long and hard.

Still, I have a 2 year long moneymax plan to ascend while still being in my teens. Mainly for sex, but for the benefits of being good looking as well. I also dont really have any other life goals. And honestly even ascending might not make my life that much better realistically.

Also never really tried nofap. It seems cope. Uneless it's for increasing willpower. Which is useless for me because as i said I don't have any goals besides looksmaxxing which is pretty much set, I already have a decent paying job and thought about a plan and considering every possible roadblocks i might encounter.

Would you say it would be worth going to an escort? I just keep obsessing over sex. Sometimes its on my mind all day long, not letting me focus on work or school. Would it make me get on to better things? I just think I will be dissapointed as well if I get an escort, unfortunately. I feel much stronger attraction to girls I see in real life, than in porn. I dont find the idea of getting with random girls attractive or enjoyable. But what other options are there for us incels?

Also, what are your goals now? I like the idea of being known and remembered as well. Just dont have anything special to offer the world.

 

[tymooz]

(Inb4 "it was a whore nigga doesn't count") sure, whatever, not untrue, but it served its purpose

Long thread but some of my best work read the whole thing

I feel utterly drained, tired, dopamine addicted

After fucking that escort, I got wingstop, and candy on the way home

I wasn't even thinking about it,

It corrodes my willpower, the strength of my soul, I haven't gone out of my way to purchase goy on my own for months and months, only when my parents ask my what I want when they pickup indian or Thai or some shit

I feel drained, I feel bad, physically,

However, I'm not k, h, h, or v anymore

It was just a wet hole. With a real girl it'd be better, sure, niggas will say that's why i didn't enjoy it, but I'd prefer to think it's just sex, not divine, no sparks flying, I thrusted and came (with a condom) inside this chick and it was just a few minutes of fun

Its not my purpose, its not yours either, take it from me, sex is just sex

It sounds so important simply because you've been told it is.

I get it now, I know what I've been missing, and it's not some crazy part of life, it's not the purpose of being alive

Biologically, it is. But we are sentient, not animals

Slaying is not what I care about anymore, this will be and has been good for me, a useful endeavor that will push me forward

I will be lifemaxxing, looksmaxxing, and dopamine maxxing for myself, and nothing else

Nofap will never be easier than it is now, truly

@autistic_tendencies @superpsycho @AuraMaxxing @esoterik @VV62

I'm going on the esoteric arc, I'll be studying Jung, Steiner, P hall, and potentially others

I'll be meditating meticulously to achieve out of body states

I thought I needed to have sex to get over it, and while it is true, that's only because I never felt it

If somebody could adequately understand it through explanation alone, if I could do so, I could have avoided this and stayed virgin with 0 burden on my back

But thats impossible, almost impossible, very hard to convince someone of what I'm here trying to convince you.

Lots of users literally live for it, claim they're "NEETing" and not contributing to society by choice because society doesn't allow them to fuck stacy box

Lots of users have 5-8 years of planned moneymaxxing and surgeries lined up in their mind,

Its crazy. It's not necessary, slaying is not worth dedicating your entire life towards

Live for yourself, you must find your own goal,

Life without a goal is suffering,

You, and I, have confused this, and concluding life without sex is suffering

We we wrong, life without purpose is suffering, and because we all desperately fantasize and resent the world for not being able to have sex, we've placed sex at the finish line

The finish line, is leaving a mark, being a badass in your own right, in your own mind.

Depression is self aggression, you don't hate women, you hate yourself.

didnt read but the pussy was prbly bad thats all

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

I'm very young but I'm seriously thinking about going to an escort as well. I havent gone to one yet because I'm too high inhib and it just doesn't feel right going to an escort for me. This thread just made me think about it long and hard.

Still, I have a 2 year long moneymax plan to ascend while still being in my teens. Mainly for sex, but for the benefits of being good looking as well. I also dont really have any other life goals. And honestly even ascending might not make my life that much better realistically.

Also never really tried nofap. It seems cope. Uneless it's for increasing willpower. Which is useless for me because as i said I don't have any goals besides looksmaxxing which is pretty much set, I already have a decent paying job and thought about a plan and considering every possible roadblocks i might encounter.

Would you say it would be worth going to an escort? I just keep obsessing over sex. Sometimes its on my mind all day long, not letting me focus on work or school. Would it make me get on to better things? I just think I will be dissapointed as well if I get an escort, unfortunately. I feel much stronger attraction to girls I see irl than porn. I dont find the idea of getting with random girls attractive or enjoyable. But what othet options are there for us incels?

Also, what are your goals now? I like the idea of being known and remembered as well. Just dont have anything special to offer the world.

Yes, it will probably help reduce the pressure

I have gotten over that obsession

And you sound like exactly what I've described, planning years in advance for any way to fuck some box

It's not all it's cracked up to be, niggas saying she wasn't virgin, she was JB, she didn't love me and want me

I mean, sure, but the sex was still sex, it was decent, it was similar to normal sex

Yeah, it think it'd do you some good and help you get over this fantasy that sex is so important

My goal now is moneymaxxing and getting esoteric

And nofap isn't cope, every single world religion of prominence promoted it without communicating

Every freemason, ever esoteric, everyone knows, you just live in liberal times,

Its very useful,

And yes it does increase willpower, do it.

Start your streak with me saar we shall make it to 100 days at least

What benefit do you get out of jerking off? Not shit.

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

@WrothEnd ideal if you can just take my word for it and not waste your money

But I couldn't listen either. Sometimes you gotta do it

 

[80llo]

(Inb4 "it was a whore nigga doesn't count") sure, whatever, not untrue, but it served its purpose

Long thread but some of my best work read the whole thing

I feel utterly drained, tired, dopamine addicted

After fucking that escort, I got wingstop, and candy on the way home

I wasn't even thinking about it,

It corrodes my willpower, the strength of my soul, I haven't gone out of my way to purchase goy on my own for months and months, only when my parents ask my what I want when they pickup indian or Thai or some shit

I feel drained, I feel bad, physically,

However, I'm not k, h, h, or v anymore

It was just a wet hole. With a real girl it'd be better, sure, niggas will say that's why i didn't enjoy it, but I'd prefer to think it's just sex, not divine, no sparks flying, I thrusted and came (with a condom) inside this chick and it was just a few minutes of fun

Its not my purpose, its not yours either, take it from me, sex is just sex

It sounds so important simply because you've been told it is.

I get it now, I know what I've been missing, and it's not some crazy part of life, it's not the purpose of being alive

Biologically, it is. But we are sentient, not animals

Slaying is not what I care about anymore, this will be and has been good for me, a useful endeavor that will push me forward

I will be lifemaxxing, looksmaxxing, and dopamine maxxing for myself, and nothing else

Nofap will never be easier than it is now, truly

@autistic_tendencies @superpsycho @AuraMaxxing @esoterik @VV62

I'm going on the esoteric arc, I'll be studying Jung, Steiner, P hall, and potentially others

I'll be meditating meticulously to achieve out of body states

I thought I needed to have sex to get over it, and while it is true, that's only because I never felt it

If somebody could adequately understand it through explanation alone, if I could do so, I could have avoided this and stayed virgin with 0 burden on my back

But thats impossible, almost impossible, very hard to convince someone of what I'm here trying to convince you.

Lots of users literally live for it, claim they're "NEETing" and not contributing to society by choice because society doesn't allow them to fuck stacy box

Lots of users have 5-8 years of planned moneymaxxing and surgeries lined up in their mind,

Its crazy. It's not necessary, slaying is not worth dedicating your entire life towards

Live for yourself, you must find your own goal,

Life without a goal is suffering,

You, and I, have confused this, and concluding life without sex is suffering

We we wrong, life without purpose is suffering, and because we all desperately fantasize and resent the world for not being able to have sex, we've placed sex at the finish line

The finish line, is leaving a mark, being a badass in your own right, in your own mind.

Depression is self aggression, you don't hate women, you hate yourself.

Biologically, it is. But we are sentient, not animals = We are humans,not horses.Poetic thread

 

[80llo]

(Inb4 "it was a whore nigga doesn't count") sure, whatever, not untrue, but it served its purpose

Long thread but some of my best work read the whole thing

I feel utterly drained, tired, dopamine addicted

After fucking that escort, I got wingstop, and candy on the way home

I wasn't even thinking about it,

It corrodes my willpower, the strength of my soul, I haven't gone out of my way to purchase goy on my own for months and months, only when my parents ask my what I want when they pickup indian or Thai or some shit

I feel drained, I feel bad, physically,

However, I'm not k, h, h, or v anymore

It was just a wet hole. With a real girl it'd be better, sure, niggas will say that's why i didn't enjoy it, but I'd prefer to think it's just sex, not divine, no sparks flying, I thrusted and came (with a condom) inside this chick and it was just a few minutes of fun

Its not my purpose, its not yours either, take it from me, sex is just sex

It sounds so important simply because you've been told it is.

I get it now, I know what I've been missing, and it's not some crazy part of life, it's not the purpose of being alive

Biologically, it is. But we are sentient, not animals

Slaying is not what I care about anymore, this will be and has been good for me, a useful endeavor that will push me forward

I will be lifemaxxing, looksmaxxing, and dopamine maxxing for myself, and nothing else

Nofap will never be easier than it is now, truly

@autistic_tendencies @superpsycho @AuraMaxxing @esoterik @VV62

I'm going on the esoteric arc, I'll be studying Jung, Steiner, P hall, and potentially others

I'll be meditating meticulously to achieve out of body states

I thought I needed to have sex to get over it, and while it is true, that's only because I never felt it

If somebody could adequately understand it through explanation alone, if I could do so, I could have avoided this and stayed virgin with 0 burden on my back

But thats impossible, almost impossible, very hard to convince someone of what I'm here trying to convince you.

Lots of users literally live for it, claim they're "NEETing" and not contributing to society by choice because society doesn't allow them to fuck stacy box

Lots of users have 5-8 years of planned moneymaxxing and surgeries lined up in their mind,

Its crazy. It's not necessary, slaying is not worth dedicating your entire life towards

Live for yourself, you must find your own goal,

Life without a goal is suffering,

You, and I, have confused this, and concluding life without sex is suffering

We we wrong, life without purpose is suffering, and because we all desperately fantasize and resent the world for not being able to have sex, we've placed sex at the finish line

The finish line, is leaving a mark, being a badass in your own right, in your own mind.

Depression is self aggression, you don't hate women, you hate yourself.

Do some steroids brah get huge or die trying

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

Do some steroids brah get huge or die trying

I'm on T I am gonna do that

I'm 5"6 tho.. huge is out of the question

 

[80llo]

I'm on T I am gonna do that

I'm 5"6 tho.. huge is out of the question

Lee priest arc

 

[KYS RETARD COPERS]

I get it now, I know what I've been missing, and it's not some crazy part of life, it's not the purpose of being alive

Sex is mid, being a parent is where the real fulfillment is at

 

[WrothEnd]

Yes, it will probably help reduce the pressure

I have gotten over that obsession

And you sound like exactly what I've described, planning years in advance for any way to fuck some box

It's not all it's cracked up to be, niggas saying she wasn't virgin, she was JB, she didn't love me and want me

I mean, sure, but the sex was still sex, it was decent, it was similar to normal sex

Yeah, it think it'd do you some good and help you get over this fantasy that sex is so important

My goal now is moneymaxxing and getting esoteric

And nofap isn't cope, every single world religion of prominence promoted it without communicating

Every freemason, ever esoteric, everyone knows, you just live in liberal times,

Its very useful,

And yes it does increase willpower, do it.

Start your streak with me saar we shall make it to 100 days at least

What benefit do you get out of jerking off? Not shit.

Fapping just makes me get a release. Get calmer. I already obsess over the idea of sex. I feel like it would make it worse. But maybe its the opposite?

But im willing to try. Starting now

Although its gonna be very hard for me. Do you have any tips?

Im probably still going thorugh with my plan to ascend, just because I want to look in the mirror and look good. And I'm going to have a better life in general.

@WrothEnd ideal if you can just take my word for it and not waste your money

But I couldn't listen either. Sometimes you gotta do it

Helpful thread. Thank you for making it and being honest. It made me even more convinced its not worth it. Hopefully I get over the obssesion. Im probably too high inhib anyway to get an escort

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

Fapping just makes me get a release. Get calmer. I already obsess over the idea of sex. I feel like it would make it worse. But maybe its the opposite?

But im willing to try. Starting now

Although its gonna be very hard for me. Do you have any tips?

Im probably still going thorugh with my plan to ascend, just because I want to look in the mirror and look good. And I'm going to have a better life in general.


Helpful thread. Thank you for making it and being honest. It made me even more convinced its not worth it. Hopefully I get over the obssesion. Im probably too high inhib anyway to get an escort

Need to transmute


I'll make a detailed thread within a week or two maybe tonight on the actionable process of redirecting your sexual energy

Without this, yes, you will just become more obsessed

 

[Deleted member 116989]

ik that this is exactly what you don't want to hear but
yeah sex itself is not that good, but with a girl that truly loves you (and that you truly love) it feels completely different than fucking a escort

 

[inceI]

brilliant post

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

ik that this is exactly what you don't want to hear but
yeah sex itself is not that good, but with a girl that truly loves you (and that you truly love) it feels completely different than fucking a escort

do you slay

I'm sure you're right but 80% of people saying this have less experience than me and need to continue their fantasy cope

Either way I'm glad it was shit, now I can monkmaxx in peace

 

[Deleted member 116989]

do you slay

I'm sure you're right but 80% of people saying this have less experience than me and need to continue their fantasy cope

Either way I'm glad it was shit, now I can monkmaxx in peace

im kv but i can imagine it
( )

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

im kv but i can imagine it
( )

Got yo ass

 

[Deleted member 50815]

did you kiss hug and hold hands with a hooker or was losing the v card the last one

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

did you kiss hug and hold hands with a hooker or was losing the v card the last one

I've held hands and hugged a cute girl who was actually into me, never smashed even though she overtly gave me the opportunity (invited me to a motel)

If that were to happened again, I'd be able to fuck the actual girl after going through this

K, and V is what I lost with the hooker