I had sex, and it was just a wet hole. Dont live your life for slaying.

[Gaygymmaxx]

im kv but i can imagine it
( )

Got yo ass

 

[Deleted member 50815]

did you kiss hug and hold hands with a hooker or was losing the v card the last one

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

did you kiss hug and hold hands with a hooker or was losing the v card the last one

I've held hands and hugged a cute girl who was actually into me, never smashed even though she overtly gave me the opportunity (invited me to a motel)

If that were to happened again, I'd be able to fuck the actual girl after going through this

K, and V is what I lost with the hooker

 

[WrothEnd]

Need to transmute


I'll make a detailed thread within a week or two maybe tonight on the actionable process of redirecting your sexual energy

Without this, yes, you will just become more obsessed

Tag me when you make it, please

 

[Deleted member 50815]

I've held hands and hugged a cute girl who was actually into me, never smashed even though she overtly gave me the opportunity (invited me to a motel)

If that were to happened again, I'd be able to fuck the actual girl after going through this

K, and V is what I lost with the hooker

i had no idea prostitutes kissed lol

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

i had no idea prostitutes kissed lol

I mogged her facially maybe if I was an old man she wouldn't like it

I think there's a good chance she was having some fun tbh

 

[PsychoDsk]

Chad finally discovers meaningless and soul-destroying sex
Doing it with the girl u love is real
Anything else drains ur soul, basically just like fapping. If not worse

good luck on your quest in search for true occult knowledge

 

[Deleted member 135593]

This is why only ltr/fwb matters
I had a hook up with a stranger and dissociated a month ago or so (jfl I cant even remember)
My brain to this day cant process that I had sex that day

 

[asdvek]

Youre still a virgin because you used a condom
Condom sex doesn't count as losing virginity

 

[PsychoDsk]

Yes, it will probably help reduce the pressure

I have gotten over that obsession

And you sound like exactly what I've described, planning years in advance for any way to fuck some box

It's not all it's cracked up to be, niggas saying she wasn't virgin, she was JB, she didn't love me and want me

I mean, sure, but the sex was still sex, it was decent, it was similar to normal sex

Yeah, it think it'd do you some good and help you get over this fantasy that sex is so important

My goal now is moneymaxxing and getting esoteric

And nofap isn't cope, every single world religion of prominence promoted it without communicating

Every freemason, ever esoteric, everyone knows, you just live in liberal times,

Its very useful,

And yes it does increase willpower, do it.

Start your streak with me saar we shall make it to 100 days at least

What benefit do you get out of jerking off? Not shit.

If u wanna get real esoteric u need sexual energy

 

[Deleted member 135593]

This is why only ltr/fwb matters
I had a hook up with a stranger and dissociated a month ago or so (jfl I cant even remember)
My brain to this day cant process that I had sex that day

I wasnt a khhv before that btw, but never slayed before

 

[nobodylovesme]

I guess when you fuck an ugly whore who couldn't care less, it's bound to feel shit.

With a gf it's 10x better than all the wanks you've had (laying in bed together after can be just as good, if not better).

Yeah, I don't see slaying as all that fulfilling either, tbh.

 

[redfacccee]

finally a real thread on this forum, sex isn't what everyone makes it out to be lmfao

 

[nuisance]

(Inb4 "it was a whore nigga doesn't count") sure, whatever, not untrue, but it served its purpose

Long thread but some of my best work read the whole thing

I feel utterly drained, tired, dopamine addicted

After fucking that escort, I got wingstop, and candy on the way home

I wasn't even thinking about it,

It corrodes my willpower, the strength of my soul, I haven't gone out of my way to purchase goy on my own for months and months, only when my parents ask my what I want when they pickup indian or Thai or some shit

I feel drained, I feel bad, physically,

However, I'm not k, h, h, or v anymore

It was just a wet hole. With a real girl it'd be better, sure, niggas will say that's why i didn't enjoy it, but I'd prefer to think it's just sex, not divine, no sparks flying, I thrusted and came (with a condom) inside this chick and it was just a few minutes of fun

Its not my purpose, its not yours either, take it from me, sex is just sex

It sounds so important simply because you've been told it is.

I get it now, I know what I've been missing, and it's not some crazy part of life, it's not the purpose of being alive

Biologically, it is. But we are sentient, not animals

Slaying is not what I care about anymore, this will be and has been good for me, a useful endeavor that will push me forward

I will be lifemaxxing, looksmaxxing, and dopamine maxxing for myself, and nothing else

Nofap will never be easier than it is now, truly

@autistic_tendencies @superpsycho @AuraMaxxing @esoterik @VV62

I'm going on the esoteric arc, I'll be studying Jung, Steiner, P hall, and potentially others

I'll be meditating meticulously to achieve out of body states

I thought I needed to have sex to get over it, and while it is true, that's only because I never felt it

If somebody could adequately understand it through explanation alone, if I could do so, I could have avoided this and stayed virgin with 0 burden on my back

But thats impossible, almost impossible, very hard to convince someone of what I'm here trying to convince you.

Lots of users literally live for it, claim they're "NEETing" and not contributing to society by choice because society doesn't allow them to fuck stacy box

Lots of users have 5-8 years of planned moneymaxxing and surgeries lined up in their mind,

Its crazy. It's not necessary, slaying is not worth dedicating your entire life towards

Live for yourself, you must find your own goal,

Life without a goal is suffering,

You, and I, have confused this, and concluding life without sex is suffering

We we wrong, life without purpose is suffering, and because we all desperately fantasize and resent the world for not being able to have sex, we've placed sex at the finish line

The finish line, is leaving a mark, being a badass in your own right, in your own mind.

Depression is self aggression, you don't hate women, you hate yourself.

Sex is only good when you are dominating a girl who lusts for you

Sex with a girl that doesn't want you is masturbation sorry

 

[sub5outsider]

sex without deeper connection is pointless and awkward

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

Sex is only good when you are dominating a girl who lusts for you

Sex with a girl that doesn't want you is masturbation sorry

sex without deeper connection is pointless and awkward

Strange that every incel rotter somehow knows the difference so intimately without ever being intimate but not wrong

 

[Deleted member 135593]

I guess when you fuck an ugly whore who couldn't care less, it's bound to feel shit.

With a gf it's 10x better than all the wanks you've had (laying in bed together after can be just as good, if not better).

Yeah, I don't see slaying as all that fulfilling either, tbh.

Kissing and cuddling with someone who loves and desires you is everything in life

 

[nuisance]

Strange that every incel rotter somehow knows the difference so intimately without ever being intimate but not wrong

Not a brag but ive had sex multiple times

you can see by my post join date ratio

 

[lowiqcel__.]

I'mma just stick to ai girlfriends

 

[ascension]

"It was just a wet hole", you're supposed to do other stuff too like lick her boobs and play with her ass. I bet your virgin ass just went straight for her vagina without any foreplay

 

[Greypiller]

(Inb4 "it was a whore nigga doesn't count") sure, whatever, not untrue, but it served its purpose

Long thread but some of my best work read the whole thing

I feel utterly drained, tired, dopamine addicted

After fucking that escort, I got wingstop, and candy on the way home

I wasn't even thinking about it,

It corrodes my willpower, the strength of my soul, I haven't gone out of my way to purchase goy on my own for months and months, only when my parents ask my what I want when they pickup indian or Thai or some shit

I feel drained, I feel bad, physically,

However, I'm not k, h, h, or v anymore

It was just a wet hole. With a real girl it'd be better, sure, niggas will say that's why i didn't enjoy it, but I'd prefer to think it's just sex, not divine, no sparks flying, I thrusted and came (with a condom) inside this chick and it was just a few minutes of fun

Its not my purpose, its not yours either, take it from me, sex is just sex

It sounds so important simply because you've been told it is.

I get it now, I know what I've been missing, and it's not some crazy part of life, it's not the purpose of being alive

Biologically, it is. But we are sentient, not animals

Slaying is not what I care about anymore, this will be and has been good for me, a useful endeavor that will push me forward

I will be lifemaxxing, looksmaxxing, and dopamine maxxing for myself, and nothing else

Nofap will never be easier than it is now, truly

@autistic_tendencies @superpsycho @AuraMaxxing @esoterik @VV62

I'm going on the esoteric arc, I'll be studying Jung, Steiner, P hall, and potentially others

I'll be meditating meticulously to achieve out of body states

I thought I needed to have sex to get over it, and while it is true, that's only because I never felt it

If somebody could adequately understand it through explanation alone, if I could do so, I could have avoided this and stayed virgin with 0 burden on my back

But thats impossible, almost impossible, very hard to convince someone of what I'm here trying to convince you.

Lots of users literally live for it, claim they're "NEETing" and not contributing to society by choice because society doesn't allow them to fuck stacy box

Lots of users have 5-8 years of planned moneymaxxing and surgeries lined up in their mind,

Its crazy. It's not necessary, slaying is not worth dedicating your entire life towards

Live for yourself, you must find your own goal,

Life without a goal is suffering,

You, and I, have confused this, and concluding life without sex is suffering

We we wrong, life without purpose is suffering, and because we all desperately fantasize and resent the world for not being able to have sex, we've placed sex at the finish line

The finish line, is leaving a mark, being a badass in your own right, in your own mind.

Depression is self aggression, you don't hate women, you hate yourself.

Its not about sex , its about how chad lives the perfect life and we dont

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

"It was just a wet hole", you're supposed to do other stuff too like lick her boobs and play with her ass. I bet your virgin ass just went straight for her vagina without any foreplay

Jfl at foreplay with a prostitute

She is a wet hole, first name wet, last name hole, that's what she is

 

[Corleone]

The high iq niggas will get the point

I get your point and wish you the best on your spirituality and self-improvement journey, as true fulfillment comes from within.

Sex isn't the end-goal, but if you are capable of incorporating a passionate love life, as a side chase, into your journey, you won't regret it. It's part of our nature to seek out sex - to deny your natural human desires is to deny what makes you human.

 

[Abdullahm06]

your formatting makes it so hard to read
please start using normal paragraphs

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

your formatting makes it so hard to read
please start using normal paragraphs

Not really

Tiktok brain

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

I get your point and wish you the best on your spirituality and self-improvement journey, as true fulfillment comes from within.

Sex isn't the end-goal, but if you are capable of incorporating a passionate love life, as a side chase, into your journey, you won't regret it. It's part of our nature to seek out sex - to deny your natural human desires is to deny what makes you human.

To deny your natural urges is what makes you sentient, and not an animal

I disagree

 

[CorinthianLOX]

Water asf

 

[isis_Bleach]

bro i fucked a russian htb and damn it was unreal it felt so gooood
but still its not like i instantly became a high confidence high T real nigga afterwards like i expected. that comes from within
im glad u see that now

 

[User28823]

CONDOM doesnt count.

0 flesh to flesh

try again.

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

CONDOM doesnt count.

0 flesh to flesh

try again.

Im good blud, it's auramaxxing szn

No huzz

 

[User28823]

Im good blud, it's auramaxxing szn

No huzz

brootal u have no idea what REAL sex feels like

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

brootal u have no idea what REAL sex feels like

 

[Mainlander]

Time for esoteric Monkmaxxing

No tiktok
Semen retention
Meditation into another dimension

study for esoteric knowledge
Gym

Lets gooo

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

Time for esoteric Monkmaxxing

No tiktok
Semen retention
Meditation into another dimension

study for esoteric knowledge
Gym

Lets gooo

Damn right saar, I've already put together a Playlist of lectures I want to take notes on

 

[ßlackpill]

how long did you last?

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

how long did you last?

Not long Like 3-4 minutes max

 

[Mainlander]

Not long Like 3-4 minutes max

Did she said something about your dick or height?

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

Did she said something about your dick or height?

Nah

 

[nobodylovesme]

You should've taken a nap on her bed and refused to leave until your time ran out.

You got scammed hard.

 

[Abdullahm06]

Not really

Tiktok brain

Yes really
When each sentence is its own line your brain has to like restart instead of being able to smoothly carry on to the next sentence

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

Yes really
When each sentence is its own line your brain has to like restart instead of being able to smoothly carry on to the next sentence

3 pages and you're the only one who had a problem

The common denominator is you bud

 

[uksucks]

(Inb4 "it was a whore nigga doesn't count") sure, whatever, not untrue, but it served its purpose

Long thread but some of my best work read the whole thing

I feel utterly drained, tired, dopamine addicted

After fucking that escort, I got wingstop, and candy on the way home

I wasn't even thinking about it,

It corrodes my willpower, the strength of my soul, I haven't gone out of my way to purchase goy on my own for months and months, only when my parents ask my what I want when they pickup indian or Thai or some shit

I feel drained, I feel bad, physically,

However, I'm not k, h, h, or v anymore

It was just a wet hole. With a real girl it'd be better, sure, niggas will say that's why i didn't enjoy it, but I'd prefer to think it's just sex, not divine, no sparks flying, I thrusted and came (with a condom) inside this chick and it was just a few minutes of fun

Its not my purpose, its not yours either, take it from me, sex is just sex

It sounds so important simply because you've been told it is.

I get it now, I know what I've been missing, and it's not some crazy part of life, it's not the purpose of being alive

Biologically, it is. But we are sentient, not animals

Slaying is not what I care about anymore, this will be and has been good for me, a useful endeavor that will push me forward

I will be lifemaxxing, looksmaxxing, and dopamine maxxing for myself, and nothing else

Nofap will never be easier than it is now, truly

@autistic_tendencies @superpsycho @AuraMaxxing @esoterik @VV62

I'm going on the esoteric arc, I'll be studying Jung, Steiner, P hall, and potentially others

I'll be meditating meticulously to achieve out of body states

I thought I needed to have sex to get over it, and while it is true, that's only because I never felt it

If somebody could adequately understand it through explanation alone, if I could do so, I could have avoided this and stayed virgin with 0 burden on my back

But thats impossible, almost impossible, very hard to convince someone of what I'm here trying to convince you.

Lots of users literally live for it, claim they're "NEETing" and not contributing to society by choice because society doesn't allow them to fuck stacy box

Lots of users have 5-8 years of planned moneymaxxing and surgeries lined up in their mind,

Its crazy. It's not necessary, slaying is not worth dedicating your entire life towards

Live for yourself, you must find your own goal,

Life without a goal is suffering,

You, and I, have confused this, and concluding life without sex is suffering

We we wrong, life without purpose is suffering, and because we all desperately fantasize and resent the world for not being able to have sex, we've placed sex at the finish line

The finish line, is leaving a mark, being a badass in your own right, in your own mind.

Depression is self aggression, you don't hate women, you hate yourself.

I've had sex with 2 hookers and it was crap every time.

I also had sex once with a real girl from attraction. Sex itself was crap cuz I took phenibut which made my dick numb. But the date and anticipation was enjoyable.

I might get a super hot escort in the future since none of the escorts were hot

 

[ihhatemyself]

Its crazy. It's not necessary, slaying is not worth dedicating your entire life towards

Live for yourself, you must find your own goal,

Life without a goal is suffering,

You, and I, have confused this, and concluding life without sex is suffering

I see where you’re coming from but sex is definitely worth the chase. It’s amazing. Especially once you’ve slipped it in the right girl. Unfortunately, you decided to have your first experience with a slut.

 

[autistic_tendencies]

Even poor dumb people have sex
Shows you how insignificant it is

 

[got.daim]

(Inb4 "it was a whore nigga doesn't count") sure, whatever, not untrue, but it served its purpose

Long thread but some of my best work read the whole thing

I feel utterly drained, tired, dopamine addicted

After fucking that escort, I got wingstop, and candy on the way home

I wasn't even thinking about it,

It corrodes my willpower, the strength of my soul, I haven't gone out of my way to purchase goy on my own for months and months, only when my parents ask my what I want when they pickup indian or Thai or some shit

I feel drained, I feel bad, physically,

However, I'm not k, h, h, or v anymore

It was just a wet hole. With a real girl it'd be better, sure, niggas will say that's why i didn't enjoy it, but I'd prefer to think it's just sex, not divine, no sparks flying, I thrusted and came (with a condom) inside this chick and it was just a few minutes of fun

Its not my purpose, its not yours either, take it from me, sex is just sex

It sounds so important simply because you've been told it is.

I get it now, I know what I've been missing, and it's not some crazy part of life, it's not the purpose of being alive

Biologically, it is. But we are sentient, not animals

Slaying is not what I care about anymore, this will be and has been good for me, a useful endeavor that will push me forward

I will be lifemaxxing, looksmaxxing, and dopamine maxxing for myself, and nothing else

Nofap will never be easier than it is now, truly

@autistic_tendencies @superpsycho @AuraMaxxing @esoterik @VV62

I'm going on the esoteric arc, I'll be studying Jung, Steiner, P hall, and potentially others

I'll be meditating meticulously to achieve out of body states

I thought I needed to have sex to get over it, and while it is true, that's only because I never felt it

If somebody could adequately understand it through explanation alone, if I could do so, I could have avoided this and stayed virgin with 0 burden on my back

But thats impossible, almost impossible, very hard to convince someone of what I'm here trying to convince you.

Lots of users literally live for it, claim they're "NEETing" and not contributing to society by choice because society doesn't allow them to fuck stacy box

Lots of users have 5-8 years of planned moneymaxxing and surgeries lined up in their mind,

Its crazy. It's not necessary, slaying is not worth dedicating your entire life towards

Live for yourself, you must find your own goal,

Life without a goal is suffering,

You, and I, have confused this, and concluding life without sex is suffering

We we wrong, life without purpose is suffering, and because we all desperately fantasize and resent the world for not being able to have sex, we've placed sex at the finish line

The finish line, is leaving a mark, being a badass in your own right, in your own mind.

Depression is self aggression, you don't hate women, you hate yourself.

sex tape or tales

Spoiler

now we wait for free porn

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

sex tape or tales

Spoiler

now we wait for free porn

This is a sorry ass story to make up

 

[got.daim]

This is a sorry ass story to make up

just give me the sex tape

 

[softman]

just give me the sex tape

Do you really want to see a sex tape where he embodies my username

 

[esoterik]

tbf, it wasnt even a wet hole, you had a condom on, it was just a hole

 

[Chris88]

(Inb4 "it was a whore nigga doesn't count") sure, whatever, not untrue, but it served its purpose

Long thread but some of my best work read the whole thing

I feel utterly drained, tired, dopamine addicted

After fucking that escort, I got wingstop, and candy on the way home

I wasn't even thinking about it,

It corrodes my willpower, the strength of my soul, I haven't gone out of my way to purchase goy on my own for months and months, only when my parents ask my what I want when they pickup indian or Thai or some shit

I feel drained, I feel bad, physically,

However, I'm not k, h, h, or v anymore

It was just a wet hole. With a real girl it'd be better, sure, niggas will say that's why i didn't enjoy it, but I'd prefer to think it's just sex, not divine, no sparks flying, I thrusted and came (with a condom) inside this chick and it was just a few minutes of fun

Its not my purpose, its not yours either, take it from me, sex is just sex

It sounds so important simply because you've been told it is.

I get it now, I know what I've been missing, and it's not some crazy part of life, it's not the purpose of being alive

Biologically, it is. But we are sentient, not animals

Slaying is not what I care about anymore, this will be and has been good for me, a useful endeavor that will push me forward

I will be lifemaxxing, looksmaxxing, and dopamine maxxing for myself, and nothing else

Nofap will never be easier than it is now, truly

@autistic_tendencies @superpsycho @AuraMaxxing @esoterik @VV62

I'm going on the esoteric arc, I'll be studying Jung, Steiner, P hall, and potentially others

I'll be meditating meticulously to achieve out of body states

I thought I needed to have sex to get over it, and while it is true, that's only because I never felt it

If somebody could adequately understand it through explanation alone, if I could do so, I could have avoided this and stayed virgin with 0 burden on my back

But thats impossible, almost impossible, very hard to convince someone of what I'm here trying to convince you.

Lots of users literally live for it, claim they're "NEETing" and not contributing to society by choice because society doesn't allow them to fuck stacy box

Lots of users have 5-8 years of planned moneymaxxing and surgeries lined up in their mind,

Its crazy. It's not necessary, slaying is not worth dedicating your entire life towards

Live for yourself, you must find your own goal,

Life without a goal is suffering,

You, and I, have confused this, and concluding life without sex is suffering

We we wrong, life without purpose is suffering, and because we all desperately fantasize and resent the world for not being able to have sex, we've placed sex at the finish line

The finish line, is leaving a mark, being a badass in your own right, in your own mind.

Depression is self aggression, you don't hate women, you hate yourself.

Nigga I will do surgery for myself I dont want to slay