Enlil
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this sub forum seems to be the most serious after looksmax and appropriate about the topic.
please bare with me. it all started in 2020 when I became homeless and got addicted to sleep drugs to help sleeping in winter days...
it triggered the soul pain. i cried alot but felt like god. i sold my soul to demons. done pity crimes. and many other pathetic shit.
went alone to a male psychiatrist for more sleep drugs.. those were my only cope to get numb. ive done cold turkey twice and both were HELL but I went normal again when got in medical major at uni.. (sleep pill make memory shit.)
now I do these sleep pills again for socializing. i got massive reputation... at uni.. streets too and im currently under local authorities surveillance 100%...
the point is. i see all my relatives escaped 3rd world and now living their best life and when I look at their pic at Facebook i get brutal soul pain ache.
brothers i just wanna end it all but I'm too lazy /too smart to kill myself in a painful ways... if i had sodium p3ntobarbuturatessss id d9 it now 100%.
>inb4 inject t /get some sun/lift weights/go out/dnrd/get gf/get job
soul pain deeper my brothers... i seriously want to cry but cant
what the fuck happened to me.
please bare with me. it all started in 2020 when I became homeless and got addicted to sleep drugs to help sleeping in winter days...
it triggered the soul pain. i cried alot but felt like god. i sold my soul to demons. done pity crimes. and many other pathetic shit.
went alone to a male psychiatrist for more sleep drugs.. those were my only cope to get numb. ive done cold turkey twice and both were HELL but I went normal again when got in medical major at uni.. (sleep pill make memory shit.)
now I do these sleep pills again for socializing. i got massive reputation... at uni.. streets too and im currently under local authorities surveillance 100%...
the point is. i see all my relatives escaped 3rd world and now living their best life and when I look at their pic at Facebook i get brutal soul pain ache.
brothers i just wanna end it all but I'm too lazy /too smart to kill myself in a painful ways... if i had sodium p3ntobarbuturatessss id d9 it now 100%.
>inb4 inject t /get some sun/lift weights/go out/dnrd/get gf/get job
soul pain deeper my brothers... i seriously want to cry but cant
what the fuck happened to me.