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One can ascend but…there comes a day when the compliments stop, when you aren’t the handsome young guy at the party/club/bar, when your day consists of working an office job until 5pm, when all the decent looking girls are into relationships and not ONS…life ends at 21 tbh . I can see the misery etched into older peoples faces when young couples are around them having fun or w.e
for me personally this kills me because im slowly starting to realize I was never really a trucel in highschool and college, I was just a pussy afraid of taking action but coped blaming it on something out of my control (looks) because it’s the easiest way to not admit fault. I literally remember seeing the nerds come into class with hickeys on their neck after a home game weekend or post prom.
it’s truly over one way or the other if your life/dopamine is based on your physical look. The same thing happens to athletes when their prime is over, they all get giga depressed and lose meaning.
One can ascend but…there comes a day when the compliments stop, when you aren’t the handsome young guy at the party/club/bar, when your day consists of working an office job until 5pm, when all the decent looking girls are into relationships and not ONS…life ends at 21 tbh . I can see the misery etched into older peoples faces when young couples are around them having fun or w.e
for me personally this kills me because im slowly starting to realize I was never really a trucel in highschool and college, I was just a pussy afraid of taking action but coped blaming it on something out of my control (looks) because it’s the easiest way to not admit fault. I literally remember seeing the nerds come into class with hickeys on their neck after a home game weekend or post prom.
it’s truly over one way or the other if your life/dopamine is based on your physical look. The same thing happens to athletes when their prime is over, they all get giga depressed and lose meaning.
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