i didn’t go to prom, didn’t go to parties, didn’t get anything

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no prom, no slow dance, no girl whispering she’s glad she came with me, no pictures, no corsage, nothing, i watched everyone else get that and i stayed home like i didn’t care but i did, i cared a lot, same with college, no parties, no dorm crush, no making out at 2am drunk off nothing but hormones, no sneaking into someone’s room, no late night walks with someone you just met and feel something for instantly, i missed all of it, i thought maybe i’d get it later but there is no later, those years are gone, you don’t get that energy back, now everyone’s old and dull and careful, now dating is apps and resumes and trauma, now it’s all surface level and broken, i never even got to mess up and learn, i just got nothing, and i still have to sit here hearing stories like “remember when we did that at prom” or “my college ex was crazy lol” and i’ve got no version of that, just silence, just blank space, like i skipped the most important part of life and now everything else is just leftovers, everyone got to be loved when it actually felt magical, i got to be invisible, and now i’m supposed to just suck it up and move on like it’s not a big deal, but it is, it’s a massive deal, it shaped how i see the world and how i see myself, and no one really gets it unless they missed it too
 
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Hey bhai, just wanted to let you know that I every moleculed this..
 
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no prom, no slow dance, no girl whispering she’s glad she came with me, no pictures, no corsage, nothing, i watched everyone else get that and i stayed home like i didn’t care but i did, i cared a lot, same with college, no parties, no dorm crush, no making out at 2am drunk off nothing but hormones, no sneaking into someone’s room, no late night walks with someone you just met and feel something for instantly, i missed all of it, i thought maybe i’d get it later but there is no later, those years are gone, you don’t get that energy back, now everyone’s old and dull and careful, now dating is apps and resumes and trauma, now it’s all surface level and broken, i never even got to mess up and learn, i just got nothing, and i still have to sit here hearing stories like “remember when we did that at prom” or “my college ex was crazy lol” and i’ve got no version of that, just silence, just blank space, like i skipped the most important part of life and now everything else is just leftovers, everyone got to be loved when it actually felt magical, i got to be invisible, and now i’m supposed to just suck it up and move on like it’s not a big deal, but it is, it’s a massive deal, it shaped how i see the world and how i see myself, and no one really gets it unless they missed it too
Typed all this out just to get a response 2 weeks later too
 
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didn’t get any of this shi either
 
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teen love pill classic

i am forever mentally cripplied by the love i missed out on and the social ostracization and bullying i experienced in my teenage years
 
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Some girl asked me to prom and I left her on read jfl
 
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teen love is the best thing i’ve felt in my entire life
 
Bro stfu

Don’t you have a gf?

Stop venting holy shit
 
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no prom, no slow dance, no girl whispering she’s glad she came with me, no pictures, no corsage, nothing, i watched everyone else get that and i stayed home like i didn’t care but i did, i cared a lot, same with college, no parties, no dorm crush, no making out at 2am drunk off nothing but hormones, no sneaking into someone’s room, no late night walks with someone you just met and feel something for instantly, i missed all of it, i thought maybe i’d get it later but there is no later, those years are gone, you don’t get that energy back, now everyone’s old and dull and careful, now dating is apps and resumes and trauma, now it’s all surface level and broken, i never even got to mess up and learn, i just got nothing, and i still have to sit here hearing stories like “remember when we did that at prom” or “my college ex was crazy lol” and i’ve got no version of that, just silence, just blank space, like i skipped the most important part of life and now everything else is just leftovers, everyone got to be loved when it actually felt magical, i got to be invisible, and now i’m supposed to just suck it up and move on like it’s not a big deal, but it is, it’s a massive deal, it shaped how i see the world and how i see myself, and no one really gets it unless they missed it too
hope i don't end up like you but prolly i will :forcedsmile:
 
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DNR because hearing about those experiences will get me angry but same
I know I wouldn’t have enjoyed those events anyways because I’m alone bitter and envious
 
Every single fucking molecule. Already missed out on highschool. Might be over
 
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no prom, no slow dance, no girl whispering she’s glad she came with me, no pictures, no corsage, nothing, i watched everyone else get that and i stayed home like i didn’t care but i did, i cared a lot, same with college, no parties, no dorm crush, no making out at 2am drunk off nothing but hormones, no sneaking into someone’s room, no late night walks with someone you just met and feel something for instantly, i missed all of it, i thought maybe i’d get it later but there is no later, those years are gone, you don’t get that energy back, now everyone’s old and dull and careful, now dating is apps and resumes and trauma, now it’s all surface level and broken, i never even got to mess up and learn, i just got nothing, and i still have to sit here hearing stories like “remember when we did that at prom” or “my college ex was crazy lol” and i’ve got no version of that, just silence, just blank space, like i skipped the most important part of life and now everything else is just leftovers, everyone got to be loved when it actually felt magical, i got to be invisible, and now i’m supposed to just suck it up and move on like it’s not a big deal, but it is, it’s a massive deal, it shaped how i see the world and how i see myself, and no one really gets it unless they missed it too
I relate bro
 
no prom, no slow dance, no girl whispering she’s glad she came with me, no pictures, no corsage, nothing, i watched everyone else get that and i stayed home like i didn’t care but i did, i cared a lot, same with college, no parties, no dorm crush, no making out at 2am drunk off nothing but hormones, no sneaking into someone’s room, no late night walks with someone you just met and feel something for instantly, i missed all of it, i thought maybe i’d get it later but there is no later, those years are gone, you don’t get that energy back, now everyone’s old and dull and careful, now dating is apps and resumes and trauma, now it’s all surface level and broken, i never even got to mess up and learn, i just got nothing, and i still have to sit here hearing stories like “remember when we did that at prom” or “my college ex was crazy lol” and i’ve got no version of that, just silence, just blank space, like i skipped the most important part of life and now everything else is just leftovers, everyone got to be loved when it actually felt magical, i got to be invisible, and now i’m supposed to just suck it up and move on like it’s not a big deal, but it is, it’s a massive deal, it shaped how i see the world and how i see myself, and no one really gets it unless they missed it too
I also didn't go and I regret it
 

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