I don’t have motivation to chase my goals, but I want discipline

[futureashtray]

to fulfill my goals it will take rigorous study and research

the field of knowledge I am going to have to learn is related to computer science and I am some random guy who’s never been interested in that subject

I know I can learn fast, but I know it will be fast

If I want to ascend, I have to make my own path

no one has helped me or will ever help me. I am alone in this road

I was daydreaming today and I imagined myself in the future..

In the future I was in my 60s just rotting in my room while still living with my family and regretting my whole life everyday, how I could have done things differently and now im living everyday wageslaving in some random peasant job hating every minute of my life, regretting my life

then I woke up and realized something.

my grandpa is living through that right now.

And my dad stresses over money and works every single day just to barely make ends meet

I can’t end up like them…

 

[PARISIEN]

computer science is hard so start rn

 

[Charisma]

You’re high iq, you’re destined to make it