futureashtray
caylee cowan > your oneitis
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to fulfill my goals it will take rigorous study and research
the field of knowledge I am going to have to learn is related to computer science and I am some random guy who’s never been interested in that subject
I know I can learn fast, but I know it will be fast
If I want to ascend, I have to make my own path
no one has helped me or will ever help me. I am alone in this road
I was daydreaming today and I imagined myself in the future..
In the future I was in my 60s just rotting in my room while still living with my family and regretting my whole life everyday, how I could have done things differently and now im living everyday wageslaving in some random peasant job hating every minute of my life, regretting my life
then I woke up and realized something.
my grandpa is living through that right now.
And my dad stresses over money and works every single day just to barely make ends meet
I can’t end up like them…
the field of knowledge I am going to have to learn is related to computer science and I am some random guy who’s never been interested in that subject
I know I can learn fast, but I know it will be fast
If I want to ascend, I have to make my own path
no one has helped me or will ever help me. I am alone in this road
I was daydreaming today and I imagined myself in the future..
In the future I was in my 60s just rotting in my room while still living with my family and regretting my whole life everyday, how I could have done things differently and now im living everyday wageslaving in some random peasant job hating every minute of my life, regretting my life
then I woke up and realized something.
my grandpa is living through that right now.
And my dad stresses over money and works every single day just to barely make ends meet
I can’t end up like them…
