i fried my brain and need advice

[dipenhydramine]

im 16, about when i was 15-16 i had a year long phase of doing dph. i dont really do it much anymore, but i can no longer think fast, everything feels slow, sometimes i still see spiders on my walls and figures that aint there and movements and hear things that arent there. i have absolutely fucked my attention span to the point where i cant type this out without getting distracted by my notifications. i did 500mg for my first time and never did anything lower than that. im scared ive like actived something in my brain. my mother suffers with schizophrenia, bpd and MDD. i consistenly feel at rock bottom and consider rope at least 3-4 times a day. i need advice on how to get out of this if possible. its quite serious ig and ivs really really tried a lot. ivs tried learing skills, going out more, engaging with people, focusing harder.

 

[Deleted member 86159]

Doctor jfl

 

[Lalala]

im 16, about when i was 15-16 i had a year long phase of doing dph. i dont really do it much anymore, but i can no longer think fast, everything feels slow, sometimes i still see spiders on my walls and figures that aint there and movements and hear things that arent there. i have absolutely fucked my attention span to the point where i cant type this out without getting distracted by my notifications. i did 500mg for my first time and never did anything lower than that. im scared ive like actived something in my brain. my mother suffers with schizophrenia, bpd and MDD. i consistenly feel at rock bottom and consider rope at least 3-4 times a day. i need advice on how to get out of this if possible. its quite serious ig and ivs really really tried a lot. ivs tried learing skills, going out more, engaging with people, focusing

Psychiatrist, bro

 

[dipenhydramine]

Psychiatrist, bro

i feel my parents would 100% disown me or some shit

 

[FaceandBBC]

Why wouldn't you be a semetary fan JFL

 

[dipenhydramine]

Why wouldn't you be a semetary fan JFL
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found sematary b4 dph

 

[Deleted member 73288]

What’s dph?

 

[dipenhydramine]

What’s dph?

dipenhydramine. basicially sleeping pills/antihistamine. deleriant that fucks you up good

 

[Lalala]

i feel my parents would 100% disown me or some shit

It’s OK to choose to do things alone, but it’s not OK to thank you are alone if you truly need help seek it

 

[Deleted member 73288]

dipenhydramine. basicially sleeping pills/antihistamine. deleriant that fucks you up good

Are you sure u fucked forever ?

 

[dipenhydramine]

It’s OK to choose to do things alone, but it’s not OK to thank you are alone if you truly need help seek it

what would happen? like i talk to a doctor and then what?

Are you sure u fucked forever ?

prolly lmfao ill rope b4 18 tho

 

[Deleted member 73288]

what would happen? like i talk to a doctor and then what?


prolly lmfao ill rope b4 18 tho

Choose a profession around children and start your art journey, photography or painting

 

[dipenhydramine]

Choose a profession around children and start your art journey, photography or painting

why children

 

[ijawka/hallow]

im 16, about when i was 15-16 i had a year long phase of doing dph. i dont really do it much anymore, but i can no longer think fast, everything feels slow, sometimes i still see spiders on my walls and figures that aint there and movements and hear things that arent there. i have absolutely fucked my attention span to the point where i cant type this out without getting distracted by my notifications. i did 500mg for my first time and never did anything lower than that. im scared ive like actived something in my brain. my mother suffers with schizophrenia, bpd and MDD. i consistenly feel at rock bottom and consider rope at least 3-4 times a day. i need advice on how to get out of this if possible. its quite serious ig and ivs really really tried a lot. ivs tried learing skills, going out more, engaging with people, focusing harder.

dont listen to retards in this site do NOT go to a psychiatrist especially if ur mother suffers these illnesses.

 

[Deleted member 73288]

why children

Because corporate world gonna bore you as fuck and if the drugs really fucked your brain you don’t want a post with responsability and decision making.

But idk help children to do stupid shit is cool and it’s gonna be pretty ok for you, no dissrespect just saying

 

[dipenhydramine]

dont listen to retards in this site do NOT go to a psychiatrist especially if ur mother suffers these illnesses.

what should i do bcuz i dont wanna be puddlebrain for life

 

[dipenhydramine]

Because corporate world gonna bore you as fuck and if the drugs really fucked your brain you don’t want a post with responsability and decision making.

But idk help children to do stupid shit is cool and it’s gonna be pretty ok for you, no dissrespect just saying

yeah fair

 

[ijawka/hallow]

what should i do bcuz i dont wanna be puddlebrain for life

its ur fate bro, live freely as a puddlebrain or rot in a mental asylum still a puddlebrain but on meds

 

[dipenhydramine]

what should i do bcuz i dont wanna be puddlebrain for life

iont wanna be put on SSRIs or some shit thats how they make terrorists

 

[dipenhydramine]

its ur fate bro, live freely as a puddlebrain or rot in a mental asylum still a puddlebrain but on meds

yeah fair enough thats a solid cope

 

[Deleted member 43829]

im 16, about when i was 15-16 i had a year long phase of doing dph. i dont really do it much anymore, but i can no longer think fast, everything feels slow, sometimes i still see spiders on my walls and figures that aint there and movements and hear things that arent there. i have absolutely fucked my attention span to the point where i cant type this out without getting distracted by my notifications. i did 500mg for my first time and never did anything lower than that. im scared ive like actived something in my brain. my mother suffers with schizophrenia, bpd and MDD. i consistenly feel at rock bottom and consider rope at least 3-4 times a day. i need advice on how to get out of this if possible. its quite serious ig and ivs really really tried a lot. ivs tried learing skills, going out more, engaging with people, focusing harder.

probably psychosis , go white pill and doctor

 

[dipenhydramine]

probably psychosis , go white pill and doctor

schizopill and make it worse for the laughs?

someone tell me how to make it as bad as possible.

i already isolationmaxx, have no friends, khhv gang, prolly high inhib idk, and severe social anxiety.

i remeber being like 9 and havjng to visit doctor for voices or whatever cringe shit.

im textbook bro when tf the cia gonna hmu

honesly i gotta gymmaxx but apart from that my only issue is ptosis so one eye is uneven

 

[Lalala]

what would happen? like i talk to a doctor and then what?


prolly lmfao ill rope b4 18 tho

you would get the help you need

 

[rolloftape]

It’s jover bro you shoulda just taken psychedelics not benadryl now you’re brain is actually fried sorry

 

[Rhino LeFort]

i still see spiders on my walls and figures that aint there and movements and hear things that arent there

Sounds fucking terrifying I’m sorry bhai

 

[Deleted member 26065]

im 16, about when i was 15-16 i had a year long phase of doing dph. i dont really do it much anymore, but i can no longer think fast, everything feels slow, sometimes i still see spiders on my walls and figures that aint there and movements and hear things that arent there. i have absolutely fucked my attention span to the point where i cant type this out without getting distracted by my notifications. i did 500mg for my first time and never did anything lower than that. im scared ive like actived something in my brain. my mother suffers with schizophrenia, bpd and MDD. i consistenly feel at rock bottom and consider rope at least 3-4 times a day. i need advice on how to get out of this if possible. its quite serious ig and ivs really really tried a lot. ivs tried learing skills, going out more, engaging with people, focusing harder.

Bro wtf Im very similar some.family members have schizophrenia and I did no drugs and already think I might inherited it is fucking brutal

 

[Deleted member 26065]

Btw don't ever do fucking Dramamine my brother did Dramamine a few times.and turned schizo

 

[dipenhydramine]

Btw don't ever do fucking Dramamine my brother did Dramamine a few times.and turned schizo

hypothetically

how many mg did he take

 

[Deleted member 26065]

What was your experience with dog?

 

[Deleted member 26065]

What was your experience with dph

 

[Deleted member 26065]

hypothetically

how many mg did he take

I'm not sure he just.told.me.never to do it hellish trip

 

[dipenhydramine]

What was your experience with dph

i made a thread on my best trips

how do i link. a thread to here

 

[Deleted member 26065]

i made a thread on my best trips

how do i link. a thread to here

Just copy paste link

 

[dipenhydramine]

Just copy paste link

My coolest DPH trips

1: This was my first time. I took 500mg. I went up to my bed and turned the lights off. About 2 hours later, i went to sleep because i only felt slightly dizzy and sleepy. I woke up 30 minutes later feeling like absolute shit. I stood up to take a piss and almost fell down. I looked around and...

looksmax.org

 

[Deleted member 26065]

My coolest DPH trips

1: This was my first time. I took 500mg. I went up to my bed and turned the lights off. About 2 hours later, i went to sleep because i only felt slightly dizzy and sleepy. I woke up 30 minutes later feeling like absolute shit. I stood up to take a piss and almost fell down. I looked around and...

looksmax.org

What was it biggest dose

 

[dipenhydramine]

What was it biggest dose

biggest dose i did was 750mg but slept through most of it

 

[Deleted member 26065]

biggest dose i did was 750mg but slept through most of it

U should ve done dxm instead of dph

 

[dipenhydramine]

U should ve done dxm instead of dph

only dxm i can get in the UK is mixed with 500mg paracetamol

 

[Deleted member 26065]

only dxm i can get in the UK is mixed with 500mg paracetamol

Ur from UK fucking brutal no shit U do dph

 

[dipenhydramine]

Ur from UK fucking brutal no shit U do dph

on god

pakis every other person

horny dalits on public transport

raining rn

fuck this place

 

[Deleted member 26065]

on god

pakis every other person

horny dalits on public transport

raining rn

fuck this place

Diversity

 

[dipenhydramine]

Diversity

its our strength

 

[Deleted member 26065]

its our strength

Yes idiotic normies believe in such nonsense

 

[dipenhydramine]

only dxm i can get in the UK is mixed with 500mg paracetamol

might use it as my way out one day

 

[Deleted member 26065]

might use it as my way out one day

Nah dxm is Hella hard to overdose on dph.would kill faster I don't condone suicide it's not your fault kill people who make your life miserable

 

[Deleted member 26065]

Mixed with paracetamol yes

 

[dipenhydramine]

Nah dxm is Hella hard to overdose on dph.would kill faster I don't condone suicide it's not your fault kill people who make your life miserable

imagine dying in a dph induced frenzy

thats epic

ill beat u/snappedfingers

he took 6.9grams

ill take 10

Mixed with paracetamol yes

yeah that would kill me quick, especially because its liquid

i could just chug the whole bottle

 

[Deleted member 26065]

imagine dying in a dph induced frenzy

thats epic

ill beat u/snappedfingers

he took 6.9grams

ill take 10


yeah that would kill me quick, especially because its liquid

i could just chug the whole bottle

U wanna talk in conversation?

 

[dipenhydramine]

U wanna talk in conversation?

sure

 

[rolloftape]

U should ve done dxm instead of dph

JUST ORDERED SOME