I gave up everything for the gym and I still look like shit.

[SndzBP]

I quit my sport, I stopped going out, I spend my free time eating, I cry in the mirror daily because of how terrible I look, I sometimes throw up cause body dysmorphia. For what? My 13.5 inch arms? My tiny chest? My chicken legs. Sure I bench 1.8x bw but I’m plateaued. Sure 13.5 inch arms for my weight isn’t bad. But my arms are just as big as fat kids. I want to hop on test. I have like 0 test naturally as a (hopefully) late bloomer. I mean fuck, I don’t even get morning wood. I have the bones of a down syndrome kid (no hate). I’m ugly. I just spent 5 minutes posing in the mirror and I got a 2 second clip of me looking good. Fuck my genetics. I bench 220lbs at 15 like what the fuck. I’m fucking 5 8 maybe 5 9. It’s so over for me.

 

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tbh same bhai

I've been gymming for 2 years and have made hardly any progress, looking life my first few months lifting

I started at 14 and I had no fucking testosterone so my muscle wouldn't build for shit and now I'm just a failed gymcel

 

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my friends who've been lifting like 1/2 or 1/4 as me have made way more progress too

 

[SndzBP]

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[SndzBP]

my friends who've been lifting like 1/2 or 1/4 as me have made way more progress too

I have more progress than my friends but that’s not saying much. The heaviest bench of theirs is 145. But seeing people start by benching my max, or benching a weight it took me MONTHS to get to like 95 just pisses me off so much.

 

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I have more progress than my friends but that’s not saying much. The heaviest bench of theirs is 145. But seeing people start by benching my max, or benching a weight it took me MONTHS to get to like 95 just pisses me off so much.

thats fucking brutal and I can relate. when i started I was weaker than most girls in my grade, couldn't do a push up lateral Raise like 2kg. it looks me months just go be at average strength and I see new niggas join in and start at the weight i used to dream of hitting.

also then yeah late bloomer giga low T so even though I was sleeping training and eating well I made super slow progress cause of my fuck ass women level test levels.

 

[SndzBP]

thats fucking brutal and I can relate. when i started I was weaker than most girls in my grade, couldn't do a push up lateral Raise like 2kg. it looks me months just go be at average strength and I see new niggas join in and start at the weight i used to dream of hitting.

also then yeah late bloomer giga low T so even though I was sleeping training and eating well I made super slow progress cause of my fuck ass women level test levels.

Way back when I was way weaker than every girl. Got called twig for 3 years in school. My bio mom refused to let me eat anything other than tiny kid portions even though I was(and am) a hungry fucker. Pretty sure I got fucked test too. I’m thinking of hopping on like seriously now. I mean shit idrc about a few less years of living cause rn idk if I won’t ropemaxx within a few years

 

[ThugggButt]

I quit my sport, I stopped going out, I spend my free time eating, I cry in the mirror daily because of how terrible I look, I sometimes throw up cause body dysmorphia. For what? My 13.5 inch arms? My tiny chest? My chicken legs. Sure I bench 1.8x bw but I’m plateaued. Sure 13.5 inch arms for my weight isn’t bad. But my arms are just as big as fat kids. I want to hop on test. I have like 0 test naturally as a (hopefully) late bloomer. I mean fuck, I don’t even get morning wood. I have the bones of a down syndrome kid (no hate). I’m ugly. I just spent 5 minutes posing in the mirror and I got a 2 second clip of me looking good. Fuck my genetics. I bench 220lbs at 15 like what the fuck. I’m fucking 5 8 maybe 5 9. It’s so over for me.

why would you have to quit your sport and stop going out to go to the gym, that's retarded
longer workout does not = better, maximize hypertrophy, not fatigue
also you're 15, you probably haven't developed enough

 

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[SndzBP]

why would you have to quit your sport and stop going out to go to the gym, that's retarded
longer workout does not = better, maximize hypertrophy, not fatigue
also you're 15, you probably haven't developed enough

The sport started taking from end of school at 3:30 to 8 when I got home, my school night cerfew is 7:30. I didn’t entirely stop going out, but if I know it’s going to have alcohol and it’s kids I know I will end up drinking with I avoid it cause I can’t fuck up my gains with alchohol. And I know I haven’t developed enough, that’s like one of my main problems. My workouts are just as long as usual. I really made this post cause body dysmorphia hit like a truck tonight. Normally I feel alright to slightly bad with my physique. But tonight it was almost throw up and start crying type body dysmorphia

 

[SndzBP]

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