I hate myself

[anythingtobenormal]

Ik this is such a vague and popular topic but when I think of how I look or see pictures of myself I just feel a unique hatred for myself and it’s not like my life is that bad compared to many others.
It’s just one thing in life I aspire to be is good looking I want to have a girlfriend and for her to think he is beautiful I love him or some bullshit like that idk I sound stupid sorry
I just want to be happy with myself and how I look and not feel like an alien or a monster
The only thing keeping me content is I can attempt to be the best person I can be.
I’ve never typed this in just letting all out if anyone is reading this.
Maybe in the next few years I’ll look better hopefully I pray even tho I’m not religious idk

 

[subvitobasso]

I prescribe you 500mg test e

 

[anythingtobenormal]

I prescribe you 500mg test e

Thanks

 

[Skry]

Same id rather be poor and good looking than a freak

 

[anythingtobenormal]

Same id rather be poor and good looking than a freak

If I had one wish rn it would be to be beautiful Idc about money or knowledge atm I just wa t to feel humane

 

[Skry]

If I had one wish rn it would be to be beautiful Idc about money or knowledge atm I just wa t to feel humane

I wana be able to just go outside and interact with people and look normal.

 

[anythingtobenormal]

I wana be able to just go outside and interact with people and look normal.

I believe in u man

 

[Skry]

I believe in u man

believe in surgeries?

 

[anythingtobenormal]

believe in surgeries?

No u shall get a 10 inch growth spurt and develop hunter eyes

 

[Diamond Dave]

Same id rather be poor and good looking than a freak

Same. I would easily give up decades of my existence for a short but pleasurable life with good looks.

 

[Skry]

No u shall get a 10 inch growth spurt and develop hunter eyes

Im 25 and i have a severely, extremely recessed midface. my height is fine. somehow, my eyes themselves from the front are fine as well.
If in 5 years LF3 becomes accessible for cosmetics, ill go into debt for it, idc. Well I could probably afford it but prices might get crazy

 

[WasNeverPossible]

Ik this is such a vague and popular topic but when I think of how I look or see pictures of myself I just feel a unique hatred for myself and it’s not like my life is that bad compared to many others.
It’s just one thing in life I aspire to be is good looking I want to have a girlfriend and for her to think he is beautiful I love him or some bullshit like that idk I sound stupid sorry
I just want to be happy with myself and how I look and not feel like an alien or a monster
The only thing keeping me content is I can attempt to be the best person I can be.
I’ve never typed this in just letting all out if anyone is reading this.
Maybe in the next few years I’ll look better hopefully I pray even tho I’m not religious idk

You're not alone. I barely even go outside anymore because my mentality is that I'd rather sit inside than have people look and potentially laugh at me.

 

[Deleted member 159489]

Im 25 and i have a severely, extremely recessed midface. my height is fine. somehow, my eyes themselves from the front are fine as well.
If in 5 years LF3 becomes accessible for cosmetics, ill go into debt for it, idc. Well I could probably afford it but prices might get crazy

if it really is that recessed you'd have issues that come from it that would make it medically necessitated

 

[Skry]

if it really is that recessed you'd have issues that come from it that would make it medically necessitated

Idk i took pictures of myself from the back-side angle (like 120 degrees rotated from front view) and it literally looks like someone cut out my cheekbones. I was really freaked out when I saw it and I realized for the first time how people actually view me on a day to day basis. I never knew because from the front I look just below average and I thought it was fine cuz i didnt care about looks that much.

But its like ppl talk about "undereye support" and i have negative undereye support if that makes sense, it literally looks like my eye is tilted downwards from the side.

I have chronic neck pain but thats about it, idk. i am still getting bsso and hoping that will help, cuz lf3 is not on the table.

 

[anythingtobenormal]

Same. I would easily give up decades of my existence for a short but pleasurable life with good looks.

Well I personally believe living longer is probably more important to looks but apart from that definetly looks

 

[EvilSatanArseRapist]

Ik this is such a vague and popular topic but when I think of how I look or see pictures of myself I just feel a unique hatred for myself and it’s not like my life is that bad compared to many others.
It’s just one thing in life I aspire to be is good looking I want to have a girlfriend and for her to think he is beautiful I love him or some bullshit like that idk I sound stupid sorry
I just want to be happy with myself and how I look and not feel like an alien or a monster
The only thing keeping me content is I can attempt to be the best person I can be.
I’ve never typed this in just letting all out if anyone is reading this.
Maybe in the next few years I’ll look better hopefully I pray even tho I’m not religious idk

feelings are all biochemical.
just eat raw meat, and organs and source them well. the sun is essential. and love even from family but especially romatic partner will make you verry happy. just spend time with people and outside.

 

[anythingtobenormal]

feelings are all biochemical.
just eat raw meat, and organs and source them well. the sun is essential. and love even from family but especially romatic partner will make you verry happy. just spend time with people and outside.

Appreciated man