i just feel pure disgust

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I've reached rock bottom, I'm improving myself, but while I do it, I constantly compare myself and if I look at my photos, I only feel disgust and the desire to ropemmaxx and I can't be happy. Now I analyze people's faces constantly, I compare myself 24/7. I was unhappy before I discovered BP, now worse but still a little empty, so there's no escape. I was unhappy but less so but still empty, now even worse but there's no escape. I just want to have the desire to look at photos and not feel the disgust I feel anymore and just be loved. There are literally moments when I feel cute and my self-esteem is at 1000 and 5 minutes later I feel ugly and I'm often very depressed. What the fuck, how much I hate myself I just wanted to be born with a normal brain instead of always suffering and I think that not even improving myself and going down will solve things.
i hope i ascend so hard that all of this go away from my head
 
 
I've reached rock bottom, I'm improving myself, but while I do it, I constantly compare myself and if I look at my photos, I only feel disgust and the desire to ropemmaxx and I can't be happy. Now I analyze people's faces constantly, I compare myself 24/7. I was unhappy before I discovered BP, now worse but still a little empty, so there's no escape. I was unhappy but less so but still empty, now even worse but there's no escape. I just want to have the desire to look at photos and not feel the disgust I feel anymore and just be loved. There are literally moments when I feel cute and my self-esteem is at 1000 and 5 minutes later I feel ugly and I'm often very depressed. What the fuck, how much I hate myself I just wanted to be born with a normal brain instead of always suffering and I think that not even improving myself and going down will solve things.
i hope i ascend so hard that all of this go away from my head
Yeah it sucks being fucking hideous ngl
 
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see this post every day
 
join the club

Youll never make it, give up and ldar.
 
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I've reached rock bottom, I'm improving myself, but while I do it, I constantly compare myself and if I look at my photos, I only feel disgust and the desire to ropemmaxx and I can't be happy. Now I analyze people's faces constantly, I compare myself 24/7. I was unhappy before I discovered BP, now worse but still a little empty, so there's no escape. I was unhappy but less so but still empty, now even worse but there's no escape. I just want to have the desire to look at photos and not feel the disgust I feel anymore and just be loved. There are literally moments when I feel cute and my self-esteem is at 1000 and 5 minutes later I feel ugly and I'm often very depressed. What the fuck, how much I hate myself I just wanted to be born with a normal brain instead of always suffering and I think that not even improving myself and going down will solve things.
i hope i ascend so hard that all of this go away from my head
Dnr
 
Yeah bruh, brutal, we take the BP pill and now our lives are ruined, brutal, jfl, dnr, tdlr, etc.
 

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