i just feel pure disgust

[Andre10]

I've reached rock bottom, I'm improving myself, but while I do it, I constantly compare myself and if I look at my photos, I only feel disgust and the desire to ropemmaxx and I can't be happy. Now I analyze people's faces constantly, I compare myself 24/7. I was unhappy before I discovered BP, now worse but still a little empty, so there's no escape. I was unhappy but less so but still empty, now even worse but there's no escape. I just want to have the desire to look at photos and not feel the disgust I feel anymore and just be loved. There are literally moments when I feel cute and my self-esteem is at 1000 and 5 minutes later I feel ugly and I'm often very depressed. What the fuck, how much I hate myself I just wanted to be born with a normal brain instead of always suffering and I think that not even improving myself and going down will solve things.
i hope i ascend so hard that all of this go away from my head

 

[User28823]

 

[Hmivi_123]

I've reached rock bottom, I'm improving myself, but while I do it, I constantly compare myself and if I look at my photos, I only feel disgust and the desire to ropemmaxx and I can't be happy. Now I analyze people's faces constantly, I compare myself 24/7. I was unhappy before I discovered BP, now worse but still a little empty, so there's no escape. I was unhappy but less so but still empty, now even worse but there's no escape. I just want to have the desire to look at photos and not feel the disgust I feel anymore and just be loved. There are literally moments when I feel cute and my self-esteem is at 1000 and 5 minutes later I feel ugly and I'm often very depressed. What the fuck, how much I hate myself I just wanted to be born with a normal brain instead of always suffering and I think that not even improving myself and going down will solve things.
i hope i ascend so hard that all of this go away from my head

Yeah it sucks being fucking hideous ngl

 

[Tyler1]

 

[minecraftgamer56]

see this post every day

 

[AgentAngularity]

join the club

Youll never make it, give up and ldar.

 

[Andre10]

see this post every day

yep bc this shit ruin ur mental health honestly

 

[Andre10]

join the club

Youll never make it, give up and ldar.

tk u

 

[Deleted member 353913]

I've reached rock bottom, I'm improving myself, but while I do it, I constantly compare myself and if I look at my photos, I only feel disgust and the desire to ropemmaxx and I can't be happy. Now I analyze people's faces constantly, I compare myself 24/7. I was unhappy before I discovered BP, now worse but still a little empty, so there's no escape. I was unhappy but less so but still empty, now even worse but there's no escape. I just want to have the desire to look at photos and not feel the disgust I feel anymore and just be loved. There are literally moments when I feel cute and my self-esteem is at 1000 and 5 minutes later I feel ugly and I'm often very depressed. What the fuck, how much I hate myself I just wanted to be born with a normal brain instead of always suffering and I think that not even improving myself and going down will solve things.
i hope i ascend so hard that all of this go away from my head

Dnr

 

[AgentAngularity]

tk u

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[Andre10]

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thank you for your motivation

 

[Vass]

Yeah bruh, brutal, we take the BP pill and now our lives are ruined, brutal, jfl, dnr, tdlr, etc.