Andre10
AndrePsyco12
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I've reached rock bottom, I'm improving myself, but while I do it, I constantly compare myself and if I look at my photos, I only feel disgust and the desire to ropemmaxx and I can't be happy. Now I analyze people's faces constantly, I compare myself 24/7. I was unhappy before I discovered BP, now worse but still a little empty, so there's no escape. I was unhappy but less so but still empty, now even worse but there's no escape. I just want to have the desire to look at photos and not feel the disgust I feel anymore and just be loved. There are literally moments when I feel cute and my self-esteem is at 1000 and 5 minutes later I feel ugly and I'm often very depressed. What the fuck, how much I hate myself I just wanted to be born with a normal brain instead of always suffering and I think that not even improving myself and going down will solve things.
i hope i ascend so hard that all of this go away from my head
i hope i ascend so hard that all of this go away from my head