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I think about it, in the most brutal ways possible, i shoot up cortisol all day but its not enough. she has to reject me physically to get my heart shattered and perish. thats all i think about anymore, im exhausted from constantly torturing myself, starving, dehydrating, lifting weights, cold showers, no airconditioning, my time is near.
last time she did it, it wasnt verbal, she just run away from me as if im some sort of a monster, so it didnt hurt as much. it hurts more when she says it in a cold way, with full intent on making sure you regret the moment you were born.
last time she did it, it wasnt verbal, she just run away from me as if im some sort of a monster, so it didnt hurt as much. it hurts more when she says it in a cold way, with full intent on making sure you regret the moment you were born.
