I made a fool out of myself again (tw : self harm)

[Deleted member 2403]

I've liked this guy for a while and recently he'd been extra nice to me. I genuinely thought he liked me as well. He called me over to cuddle and chill and I really thought that's what it'd be but like you already probably figured, things happened between us. Even though I didn't feel great about it, there was this small glimmer of hope and happiness that he maybe liked me back. I was speaking a little more lively and I was smiling a bit more. But then he calls and tells me "I didn't think I'd have to tell you this but for fucks sake don't get attached".

I feel so stupid and so embarrassed. This was my friend? I've known him for years? how'd I let this happen? anyway my 2 months free from cutting just went down the drain today and I'm scared I might have gone too deep this time. I'm actually kinda scared lol

 

[Tusseleif]

Dnrd but sounds kinda gay tho

 

[Deleted member 8576]

Awwight guys uhm, I give up. I don't know when I'ww stweam again... I weawwy need to make this fuckin' money, I weawwy wanted to get this fuckin' suwgewy man. I wanted it so fuckin' bad! HUAE! Dog whimpews. I just can't do it! I can't take this shit no mowe man! Aww I wanted to do was wike I was fuckin' wonewy I wanted to just fuckin' stweam and have a good time and have a good game Dog Whimpews I hate my wife.

I'm sowwy, I'm so sowwy. OwO

 

[Deleted member 2403]

Awwight guys uhm, I give up. I don't know when I'ww stweam again... I weawwy need to make this fuckin' money, I weawwy wanted to get this fuckin' suwgewy man. I wanted it so fuckin' bad! HUAE! Dog whimpews. I just can't do it! I can't take this shit no mowe man! Aww I wanted to do was wike I was fuckin' wonewy I wanted to just fuckin' stweam and have a good time and have a good game Dog Whimpews I hate my wife.

I'm sowwy, I'm so sowwy. OwO

That’s mighty brave of you to share this

 

[Deleted member 13642]

 

[Deleted member 13646]

Are you gay

 

[boIin]